itchyscratchy
Bluelighter
...Yeah and leave such a weak ass, bland rant! Lol! I wonder what his vice is? IMHO, I think everybody got one.
Damn, chinky, you're the last person I thought I'd hear being on opiate replacement therapy is the "same as trading one drug for another".... It is not even close to the same, not even remotely. One gives you euphoria, one doesn't.it gets easier but it takes months,like I still think about it everyday...you got to look at it like this..
how long did it take for you to get to the point you are at now? years more than likely, so how can you fix it in 30days or even 60days and then go right back to your enviroment?? its going to take months and years to get back to normal..
and the only way to do that is jail cause a year stay in rehab isn't doable..im sure other people take other routes like mmt and bupe but that's just trading one drug for the other..i don't know how I ever cou;d have done it with out jail..and that's the sad truth and also not going back to the same people and things you know, moving helped me keep it up
Chinky said:im gotta be up front guys.....i was able to score tonite.
fucking nod out in the snow, they won't find you till march. You'll be making snow angels for real
^^^ ...That happened to me once in the hood. Lol. I was strolling down the ave. in the middle of winter, snow banks everywhere, sun shinning, happy as hell(you know how we get after everything goes well[relief]), decided to go down an alley, snorted a bag, I guess the shit was strong and my tol. Was weak, sat down on some log or some shit, next thing I know, a homeless guy is kicking my foot. I come to,(probably dreaming of summertime. Lol) he goes, "shiiiet, I thought you was deead! You scared the shit out me!!"
...I'm glad I had my boots on still, cause it was cold. I was feeling warm though.
LOL! I never actually planned on passing out in public(I think I'm presenting a wrong image of myself, dude) It just happens when you are trying to cram 10lbs., of shit, into a 5lbs. bag and trying to get where you want to be at as fast as possible. Co mpletelly irresponsible. :D! Yeah, wearing a FUBU sweatshirt and some ridiculously oversized jeans and a WU-TANG-CLAN hat to the hood, doesn't make you a black either. ...Unless you implement a lot of "bro"s, "joe" and "shiieet".(Detremental lexicon for the urban jungle) LOL! You're still white and still stick out like a sore thumb.(I actually had a pig drive by and yell to me out the window "YOU STICK OUT LIKE A TURD IN A TOILET BOWL!!"). Dude, pigs and hustlers know exactly what you are doing in the ghetto, that's why nowadays, if a pig pulls up and asks me what I'm doing there, I don't even try to deny it(of course if I'm dirty we might have different dialogue[but I haven't had to really worry about my pig interaction as of late. ve'Been lowering my tol. but I got a few sources that are minimal exposure, as far as the pigs are concerned.
"but still i feel bad for em cause its like yea your prob gna get arrested in the next six months sooo enjoy my money for the time being..."...Brother, I don't feel sorry for ANY drug dealer. They wanted easy money from stompping on yours and mine backs. ...And many others. I love hearing about the misfortune and grief of drug dealers demise "Muh baby!! He didn do nuffin!!!"... Bullshit! "Yo baby" was breaking up homes/relationships, stealing from babie's mouths, propagating the poisoning of the general public and degrading societal moral fiber of the public at large. ..."Muh Babee!!"...I wish all the drug dealers would get shot or get locked up. That would eliminate a lot of unnecessary choices in my life. I'm shifting blame? No. I take full responsibility for my actions. I just don't want somebody else to meet up with a kaleidoscope of choices,like me, as far as drugs are concerned(especially dope[cause it's a fun one to kick]).
I'm straight right now, if for no other reasons other than not looking like an asshole in front of people on here whom I met and were supporting me. I don't know what tommorow brings, bro but I look at it like at least my tol. will diminish and the people that know me on here personally know that when I said "I'll try my best", I meant it.
21 days for me now, the first five were with assistance from subs.(thank god and guy that made that possible)
Fucking West VA?...Really?... So sorry bro.
Later man.
Here's to many more laughs.
Pouring another moderate helping of pinapple Stoli.
Ha... Reminds me of the video where the cop is searching the guy/patting him down and the cop goes "what's this?" And the guy said "that's my dick" haha
That's exactly why I was fucking with him! Lol...nelly sucks...lmao!
Later man.
Stay up.
Yeah dude, I used to have a buddy that lived in st louis and there truly isn't shit to do. Houses are cheap but that comes with a price of boredom. When I used to go to visit him all we did was just sit in front of his fireplace, smoke pot(when I still smoked pot),get drunk and just talk about nothing and everything.yea st louis is pretty fukin weak... id say its no better then buffalo, mabe tampa bay.... but then again ive never been to ancorage... but yea nelly is a sell out and missouri in general is fucking gay... say what you will about WVA but shit atleast its not a boring ass flat landscape full of bible thumpin fuck tards....