Pizza, Naw, no problem bro, it's not personal, this is a dope fiend board, lol.
No, she finally doesn't notice. I've got it pretty fine tuned, between maintain ing the high, and switching to the sub. I had a problem earlier in the summer, when I hit the pwd's a few times and got myself sick and in trouble, but that hasn't happened recently.
Now the biggest issue I'm having is my stomach and digestion. I can't shit, can't eat, can't digest food, and have a horrible stomachache all the time. Except if course when I'm high. Sometimes literally can't walk. Have always had an issue with the subs and constipation over the past year, but this is like crippling. I'm 4 days clean, back to subs, no other side effects except the stomach. And I take a laxative. Which mostly doesn't work, or sometimes I take too much, and I'm in fucking internal intestinal seizures. And you can guess the rest.
Makes going to work really challenging. And having enough energy to get through the day, like you describe above, really challenging.
and I'm aware that I'm doing it to myself.
I'm wondering what else is in these bags (cut) that could be affecting my stomach like this.