Chicago Heroin v. The return of Chinky

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shayjaychi said:
wuts up guys i really need advice in a situation in life and i figure wut better place than here. I recently met a girl from my childhood on the bus coming from the westside to score i was the one scoring. to make a long story short we ended up getting in contact a few days later, my question is do u think it is a good thing for a person like myself that uses totally alone and doesnt have any friends, let alone any friends that use get into a relationship wen i snort only and she shoots. any tips warnings signs to look out for or possible dangers that arent really apparent becuz my emotions r all over the place, reason i ask u guys is cuz it seems like u guys have been through everything.
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Let the situation play out. What ever is destined to happen is gonna happen regardless of what you do....good or bad. At least that's my experience. Life is a trip my friend so go ride that mutha fucka
 
shayjaychi said:
wuts up guys i really need advice in a situation in life and i figure wut better place than here. I recently met a girl from my childhood on the bus coming from the westside to score i was the one scoring. to make a long story short we ended up getting in contact a few days later, my question is do u think it is a good thing for a person like myself that uses totally alone and doesnt have any friends, let alone any friends that use get into a relationship wen i snort only and she shoots. any tips warnings signs to look out for or possible dangers that arent really apparent becuz my emotions r all over the place, reason i ask u guys is cuz it seems like u guys have been through everything.
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Hey man, I was in your exact situation pretty much. Met a girl she was a shooter and I only stick to sniffing and I was pretty oblivious too what was too come. Just depends how far your willing to fall. In the four years I was with her our number one focus was always dope. Not a job family or anything else. Keeping each other well. I am very grateful I went thru it tho. I went from living in the burbs to living on Chicago south side around 79th. I'm glad I got to live out there. Really shows you the meaning life and what the struggle is really about. As for the relationship nothing good came from it becides experiencing life in chicago. Me and her both fell to our lowest points and it was always toxic between us. Heroin being the prime reason it was filled with such toxicity, and all other problems came from that one way or another. Yes there was good days between us, but there were far more bad days. If your just looking for some fun then persue her, but anything more don't waste your time man. That's just my personal opinion. Did I really love her or was it just the dope I loved? Hard to tell men. Heroin will always be the main chick. Side chicks always bring problems ;)
 
So I never followed up from my adventure down to chitown the other night. Checked out some different spots, tried hanging out at a few gas station, nothing. I don't think it helped it was so Damn cold that night, no one was really out and about. Asked a couple random guys but I swear If your white and you ask they think your police. Was g getting frustrated and let down. Headed over to that area named after that Orange cat, drove around and was about to go home when I suddenly saw another white guy walking down the sidewalk. I thought to myself that there is only one reason he is down here at this time of night. He jumped in no problem, took us right to a spot. He ran in and was back out in 2 mins. Had some dubs that had that north Carolina college mascot look to them. They seemed really fat and was happy. Agreed to drive dude back home but he was in the back smoking crack and not paying attention and after 30 mins I finally told him to get them fuck out and walk. I had only tried a half of a bag so far, made a stop and banged a whole bag at that point and headed home. Got the nods on the way home and had to let wifey take the wheel. Think there was a lot of that dormain shit in them, they were really white light fluffy powder, different that the grey rock hard shit I get in mil town to the north. All and all it was ok. Of course guy who helped us I thought would be a connect but the next day he was going into rehab vs getting revoked. Gone for 28 days. Question is...would it be crazy to go to the spot and knock on the door like him and try to get served or am I likely to get a passed off guy on the other side of the door?!
 
Don't go knocking down any dope mans door you don't know its a for sure why yo get your self killed or hurt. Drive around ktown for 5 mins and you have a new connect.
 
God damn I am CHILLIN on the best mix ever right now:

  • 120MG of Oxycodone IR (half eaten/half railed)
  • .5MG of Alprazolam
  • 1050MG of Carisoprodol
  • 100 MG of Diphenhydramine
  • 1 small hit of high quality Marijuana


How the hell are all my old OD/CD Social friends doing this wonderful Saturday night so far??
 
Hi there! I'm looking for help finding headshops in northern Illinois that sell Kratom. Unfortunately, I'm just over the border in a state where it happens to be illegal to buy as of this fall. Not sure if this is the appropriate area to place this or not. Please move if it is. So again, looking to buy Kratom from a headshop north of Chicago. Any help is much appreciated.
Thank you.....
~T
 
New to BL from kc... All we get here is tar that goes for double what most people are paying in the east.. Been debating going to Chicago via Amtrak for my shit.. Anyone ever done this before?
 
My suggestion is don't get involved its going to end up messy, I got involved with s Cicero ave bj pro and was going to save her. I ended up with a $300 per day habit, 3 felony convictions and lost everything. I'm over 14 yrs off the H and I gotta be honest with everyone right now I wanna get high really bad as I'm married to a pshyco wench who on and off over the last 5-6 yrs has caused a lot of drama and I've got a great job almost $100k per year have been going to Aa meetings since before I got sober back in Oct of 2000 when I caught my last arrest and case and I got busted on fernidad and lamon on the west side of Chicago. Last year I got a bad back injury and got vicodens and one thing lead to another and next thing you know I'm buying oxys from a dude at work and then drinking again. Well back in marchy wife had enough and said I stop drinking and vicodin use or she was going to leave with my 3 kids. So I buckled down and quit but got on suboxone 8mg-2mg naltroxone and I'm down to 2mg per day. But I really am fuckin angry and its been a deep anger for years towards my wife. I just want to take a day off of work, get some dope, get a chick and party all day, get high and tap some strange. Is this wrong?
 
Brother I couldn't have said it better, I went through hell with Paula the Cicero ave whore for almost 3 yrs and like u I grew up in burbs and ended up living on west side of Chicago and living in Rockford to. Went to rehab in Rockford, got out and lived there. I thought I was getting away from the rocks and blows in Chicago. Well u know how that ended up
 
LOL! ... Did you know Paula was a Cicero whore before you got involved with her? Whores always have the hook-ups though.
I once rode this one whore on the back of my bike and everytime I shifted gears her chin would bump the back of my shoulder and her chin hairs were poking me through my t-shirt...Uh...NO! It was not a dude! lol! It was dark and she had blond hair so I think the beard whiskers were blond also. lol. I didn't know she was a ho before she asked me for a ride and a bunch of people were telling me "Did you know who you had on your bike?!" ..."That's Lorette the Grand and Ogden whore"! She could eat a burrito and hit the pipe at the same time. Talent! ...She ODied not too long after that.
Hope you double wrapped that shit and tied it off with a rubberband...
Have a Happy Thanksgivving ppl.
I'm gonna nod out and blame it on the triptophen in the turkey. That's some flame ass bird! LOL
 
That's some funny shit itchy. It's hilarious thinking about the people we meet and the situations we put our selves in so we can get high. I'm not saying i am superior to any of the people also involved with dope but if it weren't for the drugs, I would never in my life even talk to some of the people I have met while looking for or buying shit. I have come across some real winners over the years lol
 
chinky said:
its been over a year :(
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Really? Still? What no "diverse" communities by you? I'd find something on a desert island in a year. And you sound like a resourceful guy, so what's the problem? ...That sucks. You'd get sooo fucking high... Yeah man, I guess some people's accomplishment is other people's failures, chink if you want to think of it like that. Feel any better physically? For some people a year would be considered real fucking progress. Myself, I guess I'm a kind of all in or all out type of guy. I can stop for a little bit(never a year man lol [more like a couple of months]) but when I start getting fucked up, I start getting FUCKED up! I have a feeling I'm not fully going to the thanksgiving dinnr that my girl is going to be slaving to make, feel like shit about it too...
...DAMN! I'm itchingscratching all over! ...My guy's been coming up with some real coma type shit! Or maybe I've got fleas...lol.
Happy Thanksgiving to y'all. Be thankfull you're still alive and breathug for starters.
Peace folks, be safe.
 
lol atlanta is nothing short of diverse

But Well 9mo in jail helps..but i dont know i didnt go back to my area when i got out and i came down here knowong no body..i know 1 area here that has an open air market but i feel no pressing need to go explore myself..now of course i would do it in a heart beat if the opprotinity presents but i dont feel like putting myself out there to go to an open air market about the size of soldier field..its not all spread out like back home ots all concentrated in one little neighborhhood..

Now in reality i know im just being a pussy but i didnt cop off the streets back home except my first few times..i have that itch though.i coukd always driveover there and scope the scene and make a judgement..the only good thing about it is its kinda like old cabrini..where you its an a bad area but real close to a college and a few other major attractions..

But i met one guy who said he can get "anything" i want only met him once and didnt follow up on it..i know one guy who gets some decent reggie and and hes some sort of latino.. so i figure hes got a cartel plug of somesort and knows someone who atleast knows someone..oh and there is a couple of younger highschool age kids who dropped out and like to take pills and shit, i can tell with one that give him some time and he will be doing dope, just hasnt worked his way up yet and another kid who im sure would do it to if givin the chance..so its only a matter of time really..im just in no rush..its nice waking up in the mornong and notneeding to worry abut copping..i still think about it all the time but thats nothong a little weed takes care of..i always considered myself a weed smoker first and its nice to be back to a point where weed is actually enough and i can fully enjoy it..i know alot of people stop smoking when they get a habit but i never did and now im back to loving weed like i used to..but i still miss my dope

Its kinda like an ex who you reallycool with and not talk to for a while but you run into each other randomly and fuck like old times..but you dont need to seek her out cause you dont want a relationship with her, you had fun times in the past and know the ground youre on now..only problem if you go back too much you might start catching feelongs again..personally i love yhe bitch but shes just bad news in the best way and it sucks and its hard
 
Mary jane and chyna are friends but mary jane is wife material and chyna is just the girl you party and have an affair with..i mean you cant turn a ho into a housewife right?

But its sure fun trying lol
 
@chink. Good for you man.(putting that shit on the back burner). I miss a lot of shit in my life too since I've been getting high. But you are right, why chase some shit that doesn't seem important. I get it.
Hos and housewives are like oil and vinigar. Never happen.
Like that Lou Reed song goes..."Heroin, you are my wife and you are my life"...
Yes, it's fun trying. ...If you like an impossible challenge.
 
I agree with Chink, I've been on and off dope since moving to Chicago a couple years ago(coming from about 10 years of solid use in MO) but the one constant has been weed. At this point I still get cravings that pop up and stick around for a few days straight, but usually smoking will postpone them. I do miss d though, I'm not used to the "bigger city copping" and the times I have copped I just went to areas on the WS that I heard had shit poppin, but it always trips me out, and nobody offers their numbers. At least I have a few fire ass tree dudes, so until I have a steady, less shady way of coppin, I'll at least stay blasted as fuck.
 
Then again I did just have an employee of mine get busted for selling pot on Craigslist. I guess they bought from him like 10 times and built a case on hi he was unloading a pound every 2 weeks on there. I kept telling him he is dumb and if you gets to greedy he is gonna get busted. Judge gave the kid a year, which seems harsh to me but that is some dumb ass shit.
 
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