Chicago Heroin v. The return of Chinky

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So i just went to find the spot someone mentioned recently by the green line stop. Found some dope, in clear bags. Smelled it, smelled vinegary and legit. Snorted it and immediately thought "fuck this is cocaine and i just did a big line of it!" Seriously tasted like cocaine to me, although i haven't done cocaine in years. Well it's not cocaine, and appears to be dope. When i was cooking it up though, It cooked up with just a vaguely tan color. It was mostly clear. I definitely got high from it, but my judgment is clouded by one of the nike swooshes that i did just prior. Has anyone done this stuff before? What's the deal with it? I don't think i'm going to buy it again but i've really never had anything like it.
 
clear bags like black but clear? Ive had those 2 times they were fire but i also got them from 2 different spots. I used to cop off the west side but i just feel like shit over there has been declining, like the quality of the dope is just shit. im sure there is still a few fire ass spots but they are definitely unbeknownst to be. And on top of it all with no actual PC of my own anymore(i posted her getting popped in the news at UIC a few pages back) ive had to resort to copping through a buddy. whose dope is just straight trash. with no real connects to dope anymore i might just move back to my extremely expensive pill habits. Dope life fucking blows.
 
Itchy - guess what man? I took my fucking kids trick or treating! I actually spent almost the whole day with them, from dropping them off this morning, being a room volunteer for the Halloween parade and room party, and then taking them out in this sleet and snow and 35 degree weather to go get candy. Sugar! That's their dope for now, bro, the sugar high, if you've been around kids, you know it...like crack for a baby.
yeah, shit ain't so bad, especially since I had 3 bags left off that jab today, so I saved the last one until about 715 just after the Bulls game started, did a bag, some benzos, and ate miniature bags of peanut m&m's with my daughter till she fell asleep. Feel pretty good right now.
1998, yeah, sophmore, maybe junior year of college on the east coast, NYC had all the dope you wanted, basically just handed that shit out to any in broad daylight on the lower east side. Look up Tompkins Square Park riots sometime. Shit was crazy around there for years.
 
Pizza king said:
Hey tommyboy I know the feeling you are having. Inability to focus, dissecting every little thing to the point of insanity. It's probably because we've been blocking all emotional feelings for years and years. Not waking up sick is the best. How is your sleep? Can you sleep at all yet? Two weeks after 10 years of hardcore use is fucking awesome man and explaining something like that to a none user is almost impossible. For me as soon as the physical torture was done I had a month of actually feeling like a million bucks but then the reality and depression sets in and you have to be really strong and have support in place for when you have all that time of "I feel like shit, I'm bored as fuck, and how did I fuck up my life this badly, one bag will fix this." But you know the deal better than anybody. It can be torture but it's gotta work out for some people right? So keep up the hard work man
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You pretty much hit the nail right on the head. I've been sleeping fine (7 hours a night) although a nap isn't even a thought in my mind. My emotions are so strong now, with me being on the verge of tears of joy or sadness half the day.

I know what you mean about things getting shitty after a week or so though. Right when you get clean you feel like you have the world at your fingertips, but then that wears off and you realize you actually have to put in a lot of work to make those things possible and if things still aren't going your way it's easy to look for that quick fix to make it all better.

That's what kept making me relapse all these times. My habit wasn't that bad towards the end since I kept getting a few days clean each week, but then I would fuck up when I would think too much about how I had to do a lot of work in order to make things get better, but I'm waiting out my cravings a lot better now.

I'll keep you guys posted on my progress.
 
itchyscratchy said:
From what I read in the thread way back is that someone was trying to shoot a piece of the patch. Long story short, I think he determined that they are pretty strong and volitile and should be approached with extreeme caution, especially if you have a low tol. You said yours is pretty high but still I would not proceed without getting some serious advice from someone with hands-on experience.
Seriously, be careful.
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That was me heres the post

http://www.bluelight.org/vb/archive/index.php/t-660770.html

Needless to say im still alive by the grace of god. Also i filled a 20 gauge 1/2 in 1cc rig to 80 of the fentaynl and shot it. Not a good idea and fentanyl honestly is different than dope might be stronger but definitely not better. Probablly better off just wearing the patch or getting the liquids and eating them. When i shot it i didnt feel any rush what so ever and all of a sudden got very warm very quick and my breathing was very very slow and i noticed my heartbeat was too. Its dangerous stuff especially to bring into the mix with heroin and benzos. Anyways i cant believe i used to do that retarted of shit a lots changed since then. Be safe ppl
 
Hey guys! Live up in Minnesota and have been having a rough go of things recently... had a few years of clean time and then since this summer addiction has taken me to a progressively darker place. My brother has been in similar sorts & we were thinking of taking a road trip down to Chicago to take a vacation for a few days, have some time away from it all & find a bright side to life again. Don't really know much about the area though so if anybody were willing to message me about what's fun to do, cheap places to stay, etc. it would be much appreciated :)
 
Took a girl i met on reddit to pick up a jab of blue stars today. She gave me two for the trouble. Lately i've been doing more middlemanning. It's kinda crazy how open people on reddit are about trying to score drugs. Obviously it's rather treacherous but so far i've met up with two people and they've been totally cool. They just don't know how to score in the city or have connections so I take them down and back in exchange for two for myself. Fucking dope man took like 35 minutes today, but the blue stars are still good.

I'm still kinda confused about those bags i got yesterday on X street. They were completely clear, and didn't seem like dope. When i cooked it there was only the slightest hint of tan coloring. I showed up and asked for three, guy walked up to the house and came back saying they only had two left. I don't think they're trying to rip people off, i just don't know what the fuck it is. Since they only had two, i went and bought a nike swoosh as well. Did the nike swoosh, which prevented me from formulating an objective opinion on the matter. I definitely felt an opiated rush from it, but it didn't feel like standard dope rush. I explained in my previous post that when i did a line, I right away thought it was cocaine and freaked out because i just did a big line of it. Turned out not to be cocaine, but it totally tasted like it. My friend who has been out of the game for a while got one, so he should be able to provide a more conclusive answer about them. I only bought them because i was trying to find that spot that whoever mentioned earlier on this page. Last time i listen to you motherfuckers, i got some kinda weird half dope stuff that defies easy explanation.


Anyways i think i'm done trying to cold cop after that confusing incident, besides i'm pretty satisfied with my PC. They sure have a lot of drivers though, seems like there's a new one every time i go questioning if I'm a cop and telling me he's not going to serve me...as he's serving me.


OH! So today when i went to buy the jab with this female, dude on the phone asked me if I wanted 12 or 14, which I didn't understand. I just told him i had $100 and he gave me twelve. What is he talking about? Is he implying that you can get 14 for 110 or something? I figured that's what it meant, but i'm not familiar with that. To me a jab is a jab, you get what you get. Reddit girl and I went to score last week, and got caught in traffic. By the time we got to the west side, my PC's phone was shut off, so I had to go to my backup that I rarely use. They're super reliable and supposedly running a family business of sorts. They do jabs of 15 though, and the bags are the skimpiest i've ever seen, they're like nickels. The dope is not bad actually,so i guess they just decide not to put any cut in the bags. Even so, they're still kinda disappointing. Did three of them and didn't even nod.

Man it's frustrating going to score and getting different kinds of dope all the time. I don't know what's in the clear bags. They smell vinegary, but are pretty white and cook clear to ever so slightly tan. What could that be?
 
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itchy: you've got a good memory! I didn't even remember that much... I guess I've learned a lot since then.

pizza king: that laminated shit is such a pain to open! I guess it's good to know no one's dipping but still.. there's also one person i know of who staples the tops of the bags, which is a bit less annoying to open.

anyway.. i'm waiting on someone.. they're taking for fucking ever.. i'm actually trying to get ready to quit. i'm hoping my friend in NY can send me some suboxone asap.. i can't believe how much suboxone clinics charge. you gotta be rich to do it. i'm considering trying to find an outpatient programs so if anyone has any recommendations, let me know. i've never done any sort of rehab or detox or anything so this is all new to me, and really confusing. tried checking my insurance company's website and didn't get anywhere with that.
 
STILL waiting.. Not looking good for me tonight. Seems it's going to be a long night... This is exactly why I'm done with this bullshit
 
itchyscratchy said:
From what I read in the thread way back is that someone was trying to shoot a piece of the patch. Long story short, I think he determined that they are pretty strong and volitile and should be approached with extreeme caution, especially if you have a low tol. You said yours is pretty high but still I would not proceed without getting some serious advice from someone with hands-on experience.
Seriously, be careful.
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Honestly its not hard to want to die when your w.d. No matter how positive you stay. Its al around an awful expierence and you can stop now and never have to feel that way again. Also as far as the subs go they used to offer a year free coupon if you chose to get on it. You can go look on google for more info if they still offer it. But honestly subs mask gettig high but ultimately are still very bad for your body. Best bet is to just go cold either way your going to feel like shit probablly longer and gor worse if you try to quit suboxone even if you go cold turkey... My dr was in matteson off cicero and 30. Look for chemical dependency dr's hope this helps and if you need any more info let me know. Good luck. Stay positive.
 
stay strong tommyboy. pizzaking and anyone else that is reading here.. it gets better, i still have my days where the shit creeps up in my head but hardly ever nowadays.. the depression lets up as the days go by.
 
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So I went to a doctor today because I have been suicidally depressed and I left with Paxil, adderall ( 2 kinds ) and valuim. And this is after I told him I am a junkie haha. I am gonna see how this works. In these periods when I am not using I sometimes obsess about dope and actually google: pics of Chicago heroin, or drug bags from Chicago. Anyone else do this? It is like when you are googling " celebrity cameltoe" or whatever you are into, but I am googling: heroin bust in Chicago. Just to see if in ever copped there or recognize the guys.
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My brother was using Paxil. He had severe side effects.
 
watch it guys a very popular dope spot with black greenish tape folis was shut down today. They had the whole crime investigation team down there. everybody was all in stir ,"whered u cop man im like haha i got my phone connect with fire capsules." Feels so good when everyones in a stir of where they should cop im just all chill walkin back. Gotta say the new phone connect i got is pretty fire his shit comes in good size pill capsules
 
been getting those regular bags from a phone connect, real fire shit always comes thru in south side. But recently, been getting hooked up with straight half g rocks in Gary IN, They last just about as long as 5 bags or so, and the shit is extra fire! Sittin on a gram or so right now and 2 of those regular bags from the windy city. Peace brothas and sistas!
 
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been getting those regular bags from a phone connect, real fire shit always comes thru in south side. But recently, been getting hooked up with straight half g rocks in Gary IN, They last just about as long as 5 bags or so, and the shit is extra fire! Sittin on a gram or so right now and 2 of those regular bags from the windy city. Peace brothas and sistas!
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Careful with that raw, it can hit you harder then you were expecting. Just an Idea, I used get a gram of raw and a half jab and crunch up those rocks to fine powder and mix it with the bags and make my own bags with some of the empties I had stockpiled. I had this guy pops for humboldt park who used to wip up like 30 bags from one gram. He cut it with dorm and I forget what else, but they were still enjoyable. Anyway my point is you can stretch raw a lot further than you think and still have quality stuff for yourself. Be safe
 
cicerogrinds said:
stay strong tommyboy. pizzaking and anyone else that is reading here.. it gets better, i still have my days where the shit creeps up in my head but hardly ever nowadays.. the depression lets up as the days go by.
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Thanks for the encouragement brother. You are right that is does let up. I think keeping busy is the key which is so much easier to say then do when you have fucking zero energy. But you really have to force yourself, fake it till you make it type shit. Drag your ass out of bed every morning, put on your work boots and do your best and live with the results whether good or bad ( without getting high on dope ). Getting through each day is truely a victory. I don't want to sound corny with that shit but a non junkie really has no fucking clue how it goes. It is like fighting not to consume something that was as essential to us as the air we breath. Let's try to stay proud of those days and not beat ourselves up when we slip up or relapse because it is gonna happen. I bring it up because I am craving it badly and I have some broad texting me "give me a ride to the spot and I will give you gas money and 5 free bags". Hard to turn down, so instead I am just gonna punch my girl in the face to blow off steam. Just kidding.
 
Nsb, please tell me to fuck off if I am getting too personal but does your wife know when you bounce back to dope and jump back on subs? I ask because I had the same routine for so many years and she didn't notice a thing. I was getting the subs on the street and not from the doc. Eventually I had to come clean because those fucking subs just stopped doing their job even when I would wait 24 hours to take one, and you can only have the "flu" so many times before someone close to you realizes you are full of shit. Sorry for the triple posts
 
Man after 3 long years cold coppin on the streets with no phone connect worth calling back, i finally got MY own phone connect that has some real fire product. It feels real good when u see all the usual junkies that shopped at the same spot i used to and have nowhere to cop from asking me hey man could u call ur guy for me. I laughed and said ok he only has dubs so u gotta buy me one for callin. Guys like well can i get the number" no i said i would call off my phone." now he just walks away i hate how junkies think people owe them something. Wen i was hurting coming off the methadone and was away from the scene for a little bit i asked a few junkies where ya coppin from i buy u one for showing me, nope nobody wanted to help now that same person wants me call my PC haha wut a joke.
 
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Pizza, Naw, no problem bro, it's not personal, this is a dope fiend board, lol.
No, she finally doesn't notice. I've got it pretty fine tuned, between maintain ing the high, and switching to the sub. I had a problem earlier in the summer, when I hit the pwd's a few times and got myself sick and in trouble, but that hasn't happened recently.
Now the biggest issue I'm having is my stomach and digestion. I can't shit, can't eat, can't digest food, and have a horrible stomachache all the time. Except if course when I'm high. Sometimes literally can't walk. Have always had an issue with the subs and constipation over the past year, but this is like crippling. I'm 4 days clean, back to subs, no other side effects except the stomach. And I take a laxative. Which mostly doesn't work, or sometimes I take too much, and I'm in fucking internal intestinal seizures. And you can guess the rest.
Makes going to work really challenging. And having enough energy to get through the day, like you describe above, really challenging.
and I'm aware that I'm doing it to myself.
I'm wondering what else is in these bags (cut) that could be affecting my stomach like this.
 
And fucking on top of it all, I just get a call from an old pc, who's now doing raw instead of jabs and half jabs, and Motherfuck me if he doesn't want to give me a deal so I can try it, and maybe help turn on some friends to his business.
how the Fuck do you get off this shit?

That's rhetorical, I know the answer. I'm pretty fucking sure I'm gonna be checking out some raw in the near future also, however.

Fuck me.
 
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