Chicago Heroin v. The return of Chinky

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Magnata_BR said:
Right. Always heard sniffing heroine would be different than coke.
Has to do with the:
absorb into the mucus membranes and barely any dope goes to the back of my throat and gets swallowed
I tried the smoking kind in Europe and can't tell if got higher from the drug or from the puking :P
There is no Heroin in Brazil.
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But do the fat ass Brazilian bitches make up for it? Brazil is dirt poor man, I'm sure money talks bullshit walks...That policy probably applies even to "Heroin in Brazil".
 
white crack?
any good?
Here in Brazil is dark yellowish ... so was in Connecticut and New Orleans a few years ago...
 
Yeee, sort of... man, not getting into all the enconomics ... Brazil has probably as many millionairs then any other ripping off fucking nation... but look, brazilians along with germans and french are the people who most spend money on Disney parks and alike... so there is a solid middle class... brazilian cars (manufactured here or abroad) are the most expensive in the world (taking off the taxes) and the explanation is "well the brazilians pay"...
So, no... I'm afraid I'll have to desagree that lack of money would be the reason for no heroin around here...
Don't they do heroin in India, and places around there...
Brazil is like the 5th economy in the world...
Well, it wasn't either the law inforcement that kept it out...
Really don't... I've wondered about it for a while...
I believe Argentina has a very descret heroin scene too...
 
Hi! Remember me? I was posting on here for a minute when I first moved to Chicago and then I got too busy. I was actually just doing a search on Bluelight for trazodone and this is the first thread that came up in the results so I thought, why not check it out.
I was curious if after using here for a few months I would recognize any of the bags that get mentioned on here. I did get some pink panthers at one point.. been getting nike swooshes (black on white background) recently or just clear bags. one person laminates their bags which i thought was kinda weird. have any of you seen that?
The dope here really just makes me pass out its kinda crazy. It's not like i'm nodding, it's like I wake up with drool down my chin and two hours have gone by without me realizing it haha.
I'm getting ready to quit tho cuz the woman i go thru is a bipolar lunatic and she's starting to really annoy me. I'm fed up with her and I'm not interested in cold copping.
 
I remember you chelsea. I think you were worried about your shot looking weird. You posted some pics. All the bags that you mentioned, I've had and are all pretty common...exept the swoosh. only had those a couple of times I think. Laminated bags are also pretty common...pain in the ass, can't get to the middle fast enough. I've found myself wondering around my house bumping into things, kind of like sleepwalking but that usually runs concurrent with my benzo use at the time. But that's pretty common too. A couple of weeks ago, the next morn. I had a knot on my shin that was not on the same level with any piece of furniture in my place. I don't know know what I kicked. lol. I think the reason you pass out is being tired and the sleeping pill that's in the dope.
 
Pizza king said:
My favorite combo is get fucked on benzos and heroin and going to the track. Very expensive though haha
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me too.. lost too many vouchers back in the day cause i was too fcked up at the track.. glad them days are over and i actually make money now when i get out there
 
Those taped bags were always a pain in the ass but they were mostly fire. And the fact that they did it knowing it was gonna be hard for the runners to fuck with them made me comfortable. It is kind of like when you buy electronics and it is bitch to get everything open from the packages. It sucks but at least you know it was protected.
 
Yeah Cicero me too. I would hit a tri that paid a few hundred and make a few bets with it and leave the fucking balance in the machine like a dumbass. At least Im sure I made someone's day who lost their ass. And you are right, I go there now when I'm not falling apart, can make a educated bet and remember my bets and hit like crazy.
 
So I went to a doctor today because I have been suicidally depressed and I left with Paxil, adderall ( 2 kinds ) and valuim. And this is after I told him I am a junkie haha. I am gonna see how this works. In these periods when I am not using I sometimes obsess about dope and actually google: pics of Chicago heroin, or drug bags from Chicago. Anyone else do this? It is like when you are googling " celebrity cameltoe" or whatever you are into, but I am googling: heroin bust in Chicago. Just to see if in ever copped there or recognize the guys.
 
What's up chi folks? Man new job is crazy busy and my phone connect has fallen off when was so good for a while. But that is my only connect. The weather is about to change do not look forward to that!!!
 
pizza, good luck man. I've been on Paxil and welbutrin years ago, and I do remember them being a big help. I would never Fuck around if I was feeling suicidal, like for real, imminently on my agenda. I've never got that far, i mean, it's hard to explain cause I've been there, where I did not want to continue.. but never told the doc that.
They usually take that shit pretty serious. Did you actually say that to the doc? And they gave you some scripts and let you walk out on your merry way?
I hope you feel better soon bro, and like the scratchy one said, congrats on your time and all. I know the struggle. I gotta get a few months myself then get off this f'ed up suboxone that I'm on. I'm really starting to think this is some evil shit, although I know side effects are differrent for everyone.
Have you been clean, with no maintenance, just some weed, but really clean, clean? (For the most part?)
good for you.
 
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northsideboy said:
pizza, good luck man. I've been on Paxil and welbutrin years ago, and I do remember them being a big help. I would never Fuck around if I was feeling suicidal, like for real, imminently on my agenda. I've never got that far, i mean, it's hard to explain cause I've been there, where I did not want to continue.. but never told the doc that.
They usually take that shit pretty serious. Did you actually say that to the doc? And they gave you some scripts and let you walk out on your merry way?
I hope you feel better soon bro, and like the scratchy one said, congrats on your time and all. I know the struggle. I gotta get a few months myself then get off this f'ed up suboxone that I'm on. I'm really starting to think this is some evil shit, although I know side effects are differrent for everyone.
Have you been clean, with no maintenance, just some weed, but really clean, clean? (For the most part?)
good for you.
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I'm on nothing right now, than means no subs or anything either, except for a bit of weed here and there when offered. I had been cutting down on my use a lot but could never make it more than 4-5 days so I signed up for an outpatient program and used that to motivate me to stop and it's been over 2 weeks since I did anything. Every other opiate user in my group is on subs but I just didn't want anything in my system. Subs fuck with my head a bit and they are also a safety net for me to be able to use without having to face withdrawals right away, plus I didn't want to be dependent on anything so I told them I didn't want to see the doctorfor them. They keep testing me for it though because I'm the only one not on it yet I've got the longest using history but like I said been there, done that, and don't want to be fucking with that anymore. If I start slipping up then I would get on subs rather than blowing all my money on dope again, but I hope it never comes to that again.

It's pretty good being clean but like the guy on the last page said it sucks at times. It's still early on for me but my biggest problem is my scattered brain. I don't know what I want or how I feel most of the time, and I'm pretty out of synch with the girl I've been seeing for half a year now. For example I used to always know what she meant in her texts, and what her tone really was, but now I'm over-analyzing shit and am usually wrong about what she's thinking. So I've taken a step back from things with her to give myself more time to stabilize since I'm not one to bug on someone so I'd rather just give it some time and see how the leaves fall.

But anyway, not to sound preachy or whatever but I have been fucking with opiates for 10 years now and never had any clean time before that wasn't forced or turned into being an alcoholic, so if I could stop any of you can. I know it's just been a few weeks any you never know what the future holds but you do know what the future holds if you keep fucking around.

Be safe
 
I've always been cautious of telling a medical/psychological proffesional about my vices because in case I ever have to sign a release of medical history/treatment because in certain cases where you have to get insurance(life) that's one of the first things the insurance co. looks at(kind of like 'have you EVER used tobbaco products) among some other shit.
When I go on a dope "holiday", the only thing I use is k-pins and booze. I can't smoke weed because of my job(and I don't like the way weed makes me feel)
But yeah, that feeling of "everything's pointless" is horrible but it does subside with time. I have Trazadone and Zyprexa but never noticed any difference in my mood when I took them so I never really took them for prolonged amout of time because I just don't want to bombard my liver with shit that doesn't work(for me anyways)
But no WDs tonight though...I'm fucking nodding and rambling, so I'm hanging up.
Later folks. Be safe and well.
PS Congrats Tommyboy.
Later.
 
northsideboy said:
pizza, good luck man. I've been on Paxil and welbutrin years ago, and I do remember them being a big help. I would never Fuck around if I was feeling suicidal, like for real, imminently on my agenda. I've never got that far, i mean, it's hard to explain cause I've been there, where I did not want to continue.. but never told the doc that.
They usually take that shit pretty serious. Did you actually say that to the doc? And they gave you some scripts and let you walk out on your merry way?
I hope you feel better soon bro, and like the scratchy one said, congrats on your time and all. I know the struggle. I gotta get a few months myself then get off this f'ed up suboxone that I'm on. I'm really starting to think this is some evil shit, although I know side effects are differrent for everyone.
Have you been clean, with no maintenance, just some weed, but really clean, clean? (For the most part?)
good for you.
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Hey northside what's up man. Feel like I know you personally from your posts and your honesty has always helped me deal with shit and not feel so alone, thank you for that. I just explained my situation to my doctor with out saying that I wanted kill myself or anything like that. I know they don't take that lightly and I truely don't want to die, but it is just really really dark down periods. I think that this depression is taking so long to kick is from the years of doing the dope to subs and back to dope.. And Id do that twice a week sometimes and just blew my tolerance up so high. I couldn't afford to be sick because my job requires me to deal with 125+ employees and I just could not do it sick. But eventually I realized that I have to try to do this and fuck the job for awhile because I started spending so much money on dope that I did the math and I could have been clean and working for minimum wage and be making more money then I was with a good salary and a huge heroin habit. Now I just smoke weed at the end of the day to try to sleep and I drink of course. I have a few drinks after work but don't get drunk or anything. I'm sure I'm still considered a alcoholic but if I stopped I wouldn't feels any wds. Like one or two jack and cokes. As much as I am bitching about my situation now if is leaps better then that feeling of waking up sick as a fucking dog and knowing that I am gonna have to work 12-15 hours and then have a late dinner with my girlfriends family. Fuck that shit man, some of the shit we do and except while stuck in that junkie mindset is totally insane behavior but man we can work hard, deal with a lot of pain, and be resourceful. I'm not proud of how great of a liar I've become, but god am I good at it. Brings tons of guilt. Only positive is that I can smell peoples bullshit instantly and from a mile away ha
 
Hey tommyboy I know the feeling you are having. Inability to focus, dissecting every little thing to the point of insanity. It's probably because we've been blocking all emotional feelings for years and years. Not waking up sick is the best. How is your sleep? Can you sleep at all yet? Two weeks after 10 years of hardcore use is fucking awesome man and explaining something like that to a none user is almost impossible. For me as soon as the physical torture was done I had a month of actually feeling like a million bucks but then the reality and depression sets in and you have to be really strong and have support in place for when you have all that time of "I feel like shit, I'm bored as fuck, and how did I fuck up my life this badly, one bag will fix this." But you know the deal better than anybody. It can be torture but it's gotta work out for some people right? So keep up the hard work man
 
Thanks for the compliment, PK. It's really funny about message boards, how you wind up feeling like you know someone, just from the shit they post. And how you can also spot BS from a mile away, even on a message board.
Yeah, personally I started fucking around with dope in/around 1988, so shit man, that's 26 years ago. Now granted, I wasn't using the whole time, but in terms of how drug use can bury your emotions and repress feelings and all that other shit, it's all true. I used just to cope with life. First I wanted to be cool and emulate my rock and roll heroes, but after that, I just used because I had to...I never learned any other way of dealing with feelings, emotions, etc. I believe that it's genetics and hereditary to a great deal, certain people are just predisposed to substance abuse, and the rest can either take it or leave it.
I've got the best life I could possibly have, and here I went and fucked it up after trying on and off for 10 years to stay clean - I decided I just wanted to get high a couple of times and relive the past glory, escape from feelings that i didn't like, was having trouble dealing with marriage and having children and what happens to the adults relationship in that circumstance...I wish so bad I could take this back, and would never have slipped and picked up...but we are gonna lie to ourselves even, sometimes even more so than other people. The justifications we make for our own behavior....
Anyway, this is getting to be a little too serious over by here, on dis' side...
I know what I want now, and that's to get off the sub, and be 100% really clean, just like TommyBoy said. Then I can look at my head and see where I'm at, and maybe if I have to be on some kind of meds or therapy or whatever, then I'll deal with it...but playing this ping-pong game back and forth and all that shit..that's gonna wind up killing me for sure. Maybe not physically (although I know of so many people through the program that just couldn't take the pain of life anymore and just did it) - but mentally and emotionally it;s the worst torture you can put your own self through, doing it willingly the whole way...

OK, ENOUGH !!!!

back to the lighter side of things.....
 
hey guys long time no post i just thought i would ask ur guys input. Ok heres goes nothing i ventured out of my humble lobode in berwyn to the wonderful world of the westside to go and get me my medicine for the day. For some reason i woke up that day feeling a little more adventurous and basically was sick of the usual get on the bus get off get my shit hop back on go home do my dope and basically play xbox all fuckin day noddin my ass off. i didnt think i would ever get sick of doing that same routine but to my dismay the day actually came where im like u know wut "I dont feel like doing any dope today or playing any xbox becuz my tolerance is so fuckin high." With that being said i wanted something different a new high so i ventured up to pill hill copped me some xanax to put some color in my life, I popped them bitches and on the way back i figured hell ill just cop on the way back. So i walked down the o so familiar block looking for some relief for this fuckin withdrawl that doesnt seem to go away I say, "Let me get two" block boy says go in the gangway got my shit turned around and headed for the stop bored as usual. As im jetting to the bus stop this older guy is like, "yo i got these patches man im trying to get rid of them so i could get me my dope." In my head im like there probably some lido cain or some weak ass bullshit. I glance down and they turn out to be fentenyl patches. Hes like i give u 3 for the ten. i said all i got is a few bucks left hes says fine give me wut u got ill give u one. the next day i return and buy the rest of them so im here with like 10 50mcg fentenyl patches wondering how to take them without dying tips things not to do ways to take it its a sticky patch. any advice would be golden
 
Yup. Like Pizza said, NSB. "Thanks for your honesty".Really. Can never get enough of that. That's why I see certain people's comments in a diff. light than others, yours being one of them. 1988 huh?... That's a while, dude. By those standards I'm very much a newbe.
Peace ppl.
...Damn! Forgot to get airplane bottles for the trick-or-treaters...Kidding.
Happy Hallowween folks. :\
Go take your kids trick or treating NSB or something.
Later man.
 
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shayjaychi said:
hey guys long time no post i just thought i would ask ur guys input. Ok heres goes nothing i ventured out of my humble lobode in berwyn to the wonderful world of the westside to go and get me my medicine for the day. For some reason i woke up that day feeling a little more adventurous and basically was sick of the usual get on the bus get off get my shit hop back on go home do my dope and basically play xbox all fuckin day noddin my ass off. i didnt think i would ever get sick of doing that same routine but to my dismay the day actually came where im like u know wut "I dont feel like doing any dope today or playing any xbox becuz my tolerance is so fuckin high." With that being said i wanted something different a new high so i ventured up to pill hill copped me some xanax to put some color in my life, I popped them bitches and on the way back i figured hell ill just cop on the way back. So i walked down the o so familiar block looking for some relief for this fuckin withdrawl that doesnt seem to go away I say, "Let me get two" block boy says go in the gangway got my shit turned around and headed for the stop bored as usual. As im jetting to the bus stop this older guy is like, "yo i got these patches man im trying to get rid of them so i could get me my dope." In my head im like there probably some lido cain or some weak ass bullshit. I glance down and they turn out to be fentenyl patches. Hes like i give u 3 for the ten. i said all i got is a few bucks left hes says fine give me wut u got ill give u one. the next day i return and buy the rest of them so im here with like 10 50mcg fentenyl patches wondering how to take them without dying tips things not to do ways to take it its a sticky patch. any advice would be golden
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From what I read in the thread way back is that someone was trying to shoot a piece of the patch. Long story short, I think he determined that they are pretty strong and volitile and should be approached with extreeme caution, especially if you have a low tol. You said yours is pretty high but still I would not proceed without getting some serious advice from someone with hands-on experience.
Seriously, be careful.
 
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