Chicago Heroin v. The return of Chinky

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chefman said:
yeah them benzoids are scarey,i wont touch em,all i need is to withdrawl from them too.
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I am with you, Chef. I never thought they were particularly fun when I could get them. My best friend thought otherwise and got all the benzos he could stand. They are a super bitch to withdraw from. I treat it like gambling - I have an addictive personality, so I just stay away from stuff I know I will love. I already have a good habit for other stuff, so why complicate your life? Really, I think that the reason people like benzos so much is that they are physically addictive, and like junk it just feels so good to be relieved when you get the next benzo back in you. Seriously, when I occasionally do them, they don't do much for me, but I don't have a habit. Some doctors say that they are more physically addictive than opiates, and that the withdrawal is much worse.
 
I certainly do not want to put down anyone's favorite activities - God knows I have some really ridiculous ones. One thing I am very glad about is that I am not hooked on benzos. To each his own, but I need another addiction like I need a hole in the head.
 
Ah...The benzo and dope combo nightmares...I could go on forever. The horrible thing about benzos is that you really don't know how fucked up you are untill you add dope.
Good luck getting back those memories. Use only under strict adult supervision kids.
I got a jab of this fire last night, shit's got legs legs like Betty Grable. I'm only on my 3rd bad and nodding like a motherfucker all night and all day. Been up all night(dope doesn't really put me to sleep, like some people[quite the opposite]). Brings me to a question, do any of you guys barf the next day, after pulling an all-nighter? I used to get sick at the start and through but now it's the next day...weird.
Later. Be good folks.
 
Hey everyone, thought I'd get back in the mix here, it's been a while. I've never been big on benzos myself either. Whenever I've had a connect, I would use that connect for a long period of time until I found another one with better shit. Now I've been using the same one for years, still getting those fire pink panthers, but I've always wondered if the reason withdrawals from one connects dope was worse than withdrawals from another connects if it was cut with benzos so I'd be withdrawing from both. Because I swear sometimes the withdrawals would be so unbearable and I would feel like I was hallucinating and other times I would just feel like shit but just like that lazy, no reason to live type withdrawals.
 
Actually gt a lot of dope is cut with Xanax so you might be on to something there. I have wondered the same thing myself cause I have had steady raw connects at times along with cut dope connects. I swear the cut dope withdrawls is worse than the raw withdrawl
 
Without a doubt we are withdrawaling from the cuts as well as the dope. When I get just raw for awhile and withdrawal it is that deep broken bone pain and sickness. When I am withdrawaling from cut bags it is the same with added hysteria and panic.
 
I've tried shooting straight dorm to ease the withdrawal. Doesn't work. In other news... The blue stars are okay, the guy who sells them (Jamal ring a bell?) works off the phone but chills at a spot that had the blue devils. He also had batmans. The heavy d spot still blows ass. The pink panther (used to be stay high) spot is good but what's really really good right now is the black bags (they are actually clear) off that street that reminds you of the first president of the United states lol near the GL.
 
NewPhone said:
I've tried shooting straight dorm to ease the withdrawal. Doesn't work. In other news... The blue stars are okay, the guy who sells them (Jamal ring a bell?) works off the phone but chills at a spot that had the blue devils. He also had batmans. The heavy d spot still blows ass. The pink panther (used to be stay high) spot is good but what's really really good right now is the black bags (they are actually clear) off that street that reminds you of the first president of the United states lol near the GL.
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I used to go cop around there. i had a phone connect but he fell off, got popped or something. My best friend used to grab from there too but hes gone away to rehab and he cold copped from over there so ive been basically dry as hell dying over here out in the south burbs. Ive thought about cold copping but, my money means alot to me and i dont wanna get ripped off with some shitty dope and make scoring all the much worse for me. I been eating like 10 perc 10's a day to tide me over til i get the balls to go try and cop myself or find me a new PC.
 
If you are in the south burbs you should go to harvey, Robbins, or dolton an stop at a few gas stations, fast food places, ect. And 100% someone will spot you out and know what your looking for. Especially if you are a white guy. A lot safer and lots of good raw over there.
 
Pizza king said:
If you are in the south burbs you should go to harvey, Robbins, or dolton an stop at a few gas stations, fast food places, ect. And 100% someone will spot you out and know what your looking for. Especially if you are a white guy. A lot safer and lots of good raw over there.
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really? i feel hella safer out in the city for some reason, i know both places white boys stand out but i feel like in harvey since there isnt like much other places to go to, someone will just rip me off and sell me some drywall or some bullshit. i have a homie who claims to cop in harvey but i never take a ride with him. says its fire, i know you have to try stuff to get the good stuff and possibly take some hits along the way but i cant ever rationalize losing money on not a sure thing. all 3 towns are a like 10 minute drive down 80 for me too, wouldnt be hard but idk.
 
Decided to cop through my homie last night, we went over to the west side to his phone connect and i grabbed 4 foils and gave him 1 for the trouble. I was disappointed to say the least. the bags were extra skimpy and the quality was only mediocre which sucked because this guy had always had some real tan fire. Oh well, you win and you lose right? Stay safe all, please stay safe.
 
Shakejunt91 said:
really? i feel hella safer out in the city for some reason, i know both places white boys stand out but i feel like in harvey since there isnt like much other places to go to, someone will just rip me off and sell me some drywall or some bullshit. i have a homie who claims to cop in harvey but i never take a ride with him. says its fire, i know you have to try stuff to get the good stuff and possibly take some hits along the way but i cant ever rationalize losing money on not a sure thing. all 3 towns are a like 10 minute drive down 80 for me too, wouldnt be hard but idk.
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Yeah, I always felt the same way, just didn't want to say shit about the s-side cause I really have no experience but I know that from my limited experience of going there because of my job and shit. There's no magical dope-genie that pops up when you go to gas stations and knowing what I do know, you are most likely to get ripped off as a newbe by some random street "kids" unless you are really lucky and have a pc in that area. I'm with you 91, I would much rather go cold-copping in the city than s burbs.
Pizza King, I thought you were off the pizza sauce?
 
It's hard to just keep this shit strictly confined to the weekend...damn it. I think it used to be easier going back to work after a crack cmoke-out. ...I think...Except you got buyers remorse and trying to figure out why you are even working. ...That buyers remorse is a motherfucker. lol.
Later folks, be safe.
 
Hey itchy thanks for noticing man! Other than two slip ups totaling 6 bags I will be off the sauce for 1 year on November 18. I don't want to be a downer but it is the fucking worst. Still extremely depressed, fighting and scratching through each shitty day. With that said it does get alittle bit better each day. First 6 months feels like NOTHING is worth it and everyday you ask yourself "why am I doing this, life was better when I high/sick. At least it gave my day more purpose." But after about 7 months I started to enjoy things and got my sense of humor back and shit. This addiction sucks the big one, it is so strong that it even ruins your life for a good amount of time after you decide to quit. Weed has helped bigtime, which is funny because I never really enjoyed it before. Anyway thanks for noticing and listening.
 
Right. Always heard sniffing heroine would be different than coke.
Has to do with the:
absorb into the mucus membranes and barely any dope goes to the back of my throat and gets swallowed
I tried the smoking kind in Europe and can't tell if got higher from the drug or from the puking :P
There is no Heroin in Brazil.
 
Yeah pizza, no problem. Some things that posters say resonate more than others. I know what you mean man. ...Well kind of... never made it even remotely to a 1 year mark. Congrats. Nowadays I just try to fuck with it just gingerly enough as to where I don't feel like shit if I don't have it. But I know exactly what you mean about it sucking all the fun out of life when you are sober. Fortunatelly, that passes. Would love to say: Keep it up! You da MAN! Way to go! LOL! But don't want to be a hypocrite.
Just try not to do as much as often.
 
I realized a while ago that what brakes the user finatially is not the price or the money one spends on the drug(s), but the fact that while high you stop earning the money... and I'm talking about the drug dealer himself (when user) not keeping up the work/business running anymore... guess one would thing, well if you are doing drugs then you start selling and you'll be in between the drugs and earning your living... welll doesn't work...
Hmmm...what was the topic? ... I'm new here, but there must be tolerance for posting high, right? :P
Regards everybody!
 
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