I like playing video games. PC or console, doesn't matter as long as the controls are fluid for me.
I never understood that PC master race bullshit. I mean, I know you can tweak video games basically infinitely on PC compared to the mainstream consoles and that appeals to people. I get
that, but I just have trouble with the elitist mentality some PC-only gamers put on display in these kinds of conversations (side-note: it's exactly the same kind of elitist mentality I've shown when it comes to smoking resin/bong tar, so it's kinda hypocritical of me in that sense.)
To be fair, Network, you didn't say or act like any of that shit. Just seeing "ew consoles" was like a trigger, though, lol.
In other news, I hit a cat on the way to work this morning, around 1am. Saw the carcass on the way home from work about 15min ago. I know it's a petty thing but it's had me kind of fucked up all morning. Took my first Xanax in roughly a year to try and push those sad, empathetic thoughts away. All I think about is how I'd feel if my awesome little Kitty got hit by a car, broke her back/skull and left dying in the road at 1am in 18 degree weather, and imagining feeling that pain myself. Just chillin', lookin' for food, and then *bam* hit by a ton of steel and left broken and bleeding.
I'm even kicking myself for being more concerned with being late to work than stopping and seeing if there was literally anything I could do to help, but nope, I just
had to clock in on time because that seemed more important in the moment.
Empathy's a bitch and I don't like it.
