Drunk on Kombucha
Bluelighter
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Because of how it has effected me, yes. I had thought to say though, I noted it from my recent trip in my report, I had a realization that maybe my dad thought that I would somehow be better off with him leaving the world like he did than I would be if he tried to stay? Perhaps his line of thought somewhat followed that. I can't say I'd ever agree but there is no use looking back or wondering what could have been. The trauma made me who I am and I would never trade my life for anything but I will still never not say that I wish he hadn't done it.So for you suicide is always inherently a bad act? And would mind explaining what you mean by "karmic perspective?
With the karmic perspective, I mean kind of like Plumbus said. Not necessarily that your soul will experience a life time in a proverbial hell before potentially being thrust back into the same/a similar lifetime as the one that drove you to suicide, but I think it is only an invitation for more suffering in a reincarnation sense. But who knows. In some cultures, ritual suicide is a thing. Fail, become dishonored, die and start over. But I am personally inclined to believe that, assuming your soul never dies and that one of the primary purposes of our existence is to live, experience and grow and keep repeating the same mistakes until we learn from them, perhaps suicide expedites that process but I don't think it would make anything better. I think it would just propel one into a new lifetime of the same suffering so that they are forced once again to try and learn the lesson from the life they gave up on