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Bluelight Singles - from begining to end! don't we love the merge feature!
- Thread starter Adz-O-Rama
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fuck me! you get invites????
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well some silly bastard seems to have sprayed DDT all over the trees that i look at. or they are the lovely looking skinny trees that have a big fucking oak tree looking over their their shoulder.
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well some silly bastard seems to have sprayed DDT all over the trees that i look at. or they are the lovely looking skinny trees that have a big fucking oak tree looking over their their shoulder.
Dante
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*threadrevive-o-post*
First night out without my pussay-tickler, no success. No surprise either, but you can hope sometimes.
I just don't know sometimes, does anyone else get the feeling that there is something wrong with them? And it's ridiculous to think that people don't think that there's something wrong with someone else... so mebbe I'm right, and there is something wrong wit' me
First night out without my pussay-tickler, no success. No surprise either, but you can hope sometimes.
I just don't know sometimes, does anyone else get the feeling that there is something wrong with them? And it's ridiculous to think that people don't think that there's something wrong with someone else... so mebbe I'm right, and there is something wrong wit' me
PsychoKitten
Bluelight Crew
Dante said:I just don't know sometimes, does anyone else get the feeling that there is something wrong with them? And it's ridiculous to think that people don't think that there's something wrong with someone else... so mebbe I'm right, and there is something wrong wit' me
I think we all have times like that honey. In general i don't think that it's that there's something wrong with you, nor the other person. Just that there's something wrong with the way you interact together.
*shrug*
I don't think that there's something fundamentally wrong with me (although there very well could be), i just think there's something wrong with the way i am with the people i choose to interact with.
I'm really not one to talk, I've had enough failed relationships to show that the nice guys go straight into friendship territory and never get a look in, and the assholes who i know in my heart are worthless always end up first in line. That cartoon is so damn true of my life.
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
vurtomatic
Bluelight Crew
sure i get that "there's something wrong with me" feeling all the time... doesnt help that people seem to stare at me sometimes (no im not paranoid 8)).
but who are u holding up urself to, is there some benchmark we all strive towards, in an attempt to be "less wrong"?
measuring ourselves up against what people want or expect, or changing ourselves to an ideal "right" is an exercise in futility.
there might be something wrong with me, but only to the extent that i let it bother me.
probably not making much sense here
but who are u holding up urself to, is there some benchmark we all strive towards, in an attempt to be "less wrong"?
measuring ourselves up against what people want or expect, or changing ourselves to an ideal "right" is an exercise in futility.
there might be something wrong with me, but only to the extent that i let it bother me.
probably not making much sense here
onetwothreefour
Bluelight Crew
^^^ na, that makes perfect sense. and i get the staring thing too, though i'm sure i bring it on myself because of my appearance most of the time, but then you get the whole, *hmm, everyone thinks i'm too weird* so i'm destined to eternal loneliness thing 
things aren't all bad though, i figure that even though i'm weird, there's plenty of weird*er* people, so one of 'em will have to like me, eh...
ya, personally, i think the people who might be seen as "wrong" or "weird" are generally far more interesting; i could *never* date someone who fitted the conventional theories of "right".
things aren't all bad though, i figure that even though i'm weird, there's plenty of weird*er* people, so one of 'em will have to like me, eh...
ya, personally, i think the people who might be seen as "wrong" or "weird" are generally far more interesting; i could *never* date someone who fitted the conventional theories of "right".
doofqueen
Bluelighter
well ive decided im going on a spiritual growth journey....im giving up ciggs, sex and acid...ive had afr too much acid in the last 6 mths and never really had a come down off it b4 and i had some hard core liquid on the weekend and i had the biggest and worst come down ever where i went into some kind of paranoid pycosis at the end of a doof...i came home and cut all my dreads off and ive decided that sex just complicates my life , ciggs will kill me and acid has fucked me up in the head....so apart from the fact that i look like some butch dyke (not that theres anything wrong with that ) i dont think anyone will really find me that attractive anayway and its time to have a real look at who i am and what my dreads actually stood for...im so fucking confused right now, i dont know what is going on with me
) i dont think anyone will really find me that attractive anayway and its time to have a real look at who i am and what my dreads actually stood for...im so fucking confused right now, i dont know what is going on with me 
Queen Beat
Bluelighter
You cut your dreads off?? Oh my god 
You were the most beautiful scarecrow I'd ever seen. 
I'm so sorry to hear what you're going through, hon and I wish I could say something to make you feel better.
*mass hugs for dq*
You were the most beautiful scarecrow I'd ever seen. I'm so sorry to hear what you're going through, hon and I wish I could say something to make you feel better.
*mass hugs for dq*
doofqueen
Bluelighter
thankyou qb i guess i just need to really have a look at who i really am on the inside and not concentrate so much on my visual appearance...have a real good look at myself and start sitting in the corners for a while and not try and be in the spot light so much...im feeling very very paranoid from a lot of ppl that im just annoying and very 'in ur face' (which i am really but that was me *shrugs* ) i dunno...there gone now...cant cry anymore about them i guess...although my son did when he saw me
"what did u do with your pretty dreads mummy?"
awwww man...there in a bag and i just cant throw them away...i knew i would regret it
i guess i just need to really have a look at who i really am on the inside and not concentrate so much on my visual appearance...have a real good look at myself and start sitting in the corners for a while and not try and be in the spot light so much...im feeling very very paranoid from a lot of ppl that im just annoying and very 'in ur face' (which i am really but that was me *shrugs* ) i dunno...there gone now...cant cry anymore about them i guess...although my son did when he saw me "what did u do with your pretty dreads mummy?"
awwww man...there in a bag and i just cant throw them away...i knew i would regret it
doofqueen
Bluelighter
Thankyou
belisimo
Bluelighter
Good Luck My Sweet
Doofqueen... can't you see it? It is your calling for spirtual awakening to be a monk! thats why you unwillingly cut off your hair, you where being lead by a higher power than yourself. You've already decided to go on a journey of spiritual growth; now all you need is an orange robe!
Doofqueen... can't you see it? It is your calling for spirtual awakening to be a monk! thats why you unwillingly cut off your hair, you where being lead by a higher power than yourself. You've already decided to go on a journey of spiritual growth; now all you need is an orange robe!
neverwas
Bluelighter
*rolls a keg of Corona into the room and sits in the corner and drinks with queenbeat...passes her a smoke and glass of beer*
doofqueen
Bluelighter
ok thats it...im becoming a monk
SupaDiscoBreaka
Bluelighter
*sits next to *starfalls69* with a beer and throws cigarettes at QueenBeat*
*Backo enters the room lights a cigarette lies back and dreams of being an astronaut as well as fading into the background..... rests a bailey's on his chest and sighs *8)
waits for a topic of conversation to begin so he can add his words of wisdom
waits for a topic of conversation to begin so he can add his words of wisdom
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Cosmic Mist
Bluelighter
*enters the room and looks around*
*joins the party by pulling out a bottle of malibu*
*joins the party by pulling out a bottle of malibu*
Dante
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Backo said:
Why the hell wait for someone else to start up a decent topic, as opposed to posting a pointless post? And I'm not just picking on you Backo, I'm picking on EVERYONE who just bullshit posted.
TOPIC
Why are you single? Seriously?
Don't lie, especially to yourself... just come out with it, and you'll feel a lot better.
Me? A few reasons:
- I feel worse in a relationship than I feel out of one (from prev. xperience)
- I'm continually concerned that if I say something that's out of line (i.e. comment on the way someone is looking), that that person is going to be incredibly offended and not speak to me anymore, which I'd prefer not to happen. (Also read into that, telling someone how I feel about them.)
I'm not going to blame it on the gods, or say that I'm holding out for the person that's right for me... I've got issues that need to be resolved before I get myself into a relationship.
THAT SAID... I need to find meself a fuck buddy sooner than later goddamn it.
*takes a long draw back on the cigarette, slurps the baileys lets out a groan*
I am single because I dont make time for anyone. Im single because I am playful in nature and enjoy being around people i know but find it hard to meet new people or at least open up to someone in the time it takes them to drink the drink u bought them. I was single because I believed in chivalry and hadnt realised that women have gained an independence... as i have mentioned many times the dopey can i get that for u line... but this comes from being overweight for much of my life and a member of a boys school... dont worry I shouldnt make that an excuse but i do.
Those of u who have met me probably think Ive got loads of confidence... my thing is I get to that point where a woman wants to kiss and i either completely miss it or pull out because I think of another girl I have my eye on.... hehe yeah tragic hey.... That said i have had a couple of gfs but the last one I was with was so bitchy I just told it to her face.
The thing is right it would be great to have a gf but if i had one id never see her because I wouldnt really be able to fit her in... I mean id see her once a week when I go out drinking.. the rest of the time is spent studying and working.
anyway I hope that is a better quality post Dante
*finishes off cigarette and slurps down more Baileys*
Backo
I am single because I dont make time for anyone. Im single because I am playful in nature and enjoy being around people i know but find it hard to meet new people or at least open up to someone in the time it takes them to drink the drink u bought them. I was single because I believed in chivalry and hadnt realised that women have gained an independence... as i have mentioned many times the dopey can i get that for u line... but this comes from being overweight for much of my life and a member of a boys school... dont worry I shouldnt make that an excuse but i do.
Those of u who have met me probably think Ive got loads of confidence... my thing is I get to that point where a woman wants to kiss and i either completely miss it or pull out because I think of another girl I have my eye on.... hehe yeah tragic hey.... That said i have had a couple of gfs but the last one I was with was so bitchy I just told it to her face.
The thing is right it would be great to have a gf but if i had one id never see her because I wouldnt really be able to fit her in... I mean id see her once a week when I go out drinking.. the rest of the time is spent studying and working.
anyway I hope that is a better quality post Dante
*finishes off cigarette and slurps down more Baileys*
Backo
PsychoKitten
Bluelight Crew
Why am I single? Any number of reasons...
Because I *like* being single.
Because I always want what I can’t have and once I get it it’s either very wrong for me or I simply lose interest.
Because I’m spoilt and wilful and at the moment I don’t even have enough time for myself, it’s a push to spend time with my friends let alone actually take the time to foster any new relationships.
Because every time a guy wants me I’m too busy lusting after what was denied me to actually notice until it’s too late.
Because I have the mind of a cynic and the heart of a believer – I don’t think that love exists the way we’re conditioned to believe.
Because maybe, despite appearing confident and put together, inside I’m still a scared little girl who saw all too often how love lead to hurt and maybe I think it’s easier to play with surface emotions than to actually risk getting hurt.
Because I have huge trust issues when it comes to men in any capacity other than friendship.
Because the reasons for not being in a relationship are greater than the reasons for it.
*shrug* I’m not without the opportunity for a relationship, and it’s my own messed up head that usually gets in the way. I guess like anything in my life, when I want it bad enough I’ll take actions to correct it, but right now I’m happy cruising along.
btw Dante – you’re gold
Kitty
Because I *like* being single.
Because I always want what I can’t have and once I get it it’s either very wrong for me or I simply lose interest.
Because I’m spoilt and wilful and at the moment I don’t even have enough time for myself, it’s a push to spend time with my friends let alone actually take the time to foster any new relationships.
Because every time a guy wants me I’m too busy lusting after what was denied me to actually notice until it’s too late.
Because I have the mind of a cynic and the heart of a believer – I don’t think that love exists the way we’re conditioned to believe.
Because maybe, despite appearing confident and put together, inside I’m still a scared little girl who saw all too often how love lead to hurt and maybe I think it’s easier to play with surface emotions than to actually risk getting hurt.
Because I have huge trust issues when it comes to men in any capacity other than friendship.
Because the reasons for not being in a relationship are greater than the reasons for it.
*shrug* I’m not without the opportunity for a relationship, and it’s my own messed up head that usually gets in the way. I guess like anything in my life, when I want it bad enough I’ll take actions to correct it, but right now I’m happy cruising along.
btw Dante – you’re gold
Kitty