Very agreeable 1st trial with a small reasonable dose
Substance is of a powdery but crystalline nature- and thankfuly NO smell whatsoever, taste is acrid, extremely sour reminiscent of pure MDMA crystals
resting heartrate 75 bpm (days before experiment, taken on a few diff occasions)
preload-
l-arginine 500mg
ginko- 60
magnesium 500mg
1st ingested approx 20mg mkat @ 2.45 pm approx.
after 10 mins approx. -after = Heart rate 93 (felt slight caffeine buzz from first small dose)
after 15-20 mins approx HR= 93
3.08- redose of approx. 62.5mg
3.14- slight euphoric push tingling at back of spine nice and clean- start smiling and a small chuckle (similar to early MDMA buzz)- resting HR 93
can feel small waves but not a substantial push so-
3.20- redose again with another 62.5mg
3.22- lifting more now feeling more horny and 'sped up' very similar to good coke (+MDMA tinge), feels really clean, still feel in control.-(Resting heart rate) RHR-102
3.25- feel some tension in the jaw now but teeth are not together (magnesium probs diminished this as has made BIG diff in SWIM's experience when taking MDMA).
3.26- put on porn- definite surge in rushes as what SWIM presumes to be dopamine is flooding my brain aided by the provocative images
3.28- slight sweating from face- more and more rushes as SWIM just begins to watch the porn :D
3.31- HR 120 (attributed it to porn 'exciting SWIM' as could feel it shoot up at that point)
3.33- sweaty palms and feet
porn not turning SWIM on so much now; have to actively concentrate on it
3.37- urges to shit -take as symptom of drug as voided soon before consumption
3.38- wanking hard to do (no hint of erection) although still enjoying watching stills of porn on free site as gives SWIM surges of more sexy euphoria- don't feel dissatisfied- feel sexy and contentish just looking at sexy bodies
3.41- compulsively switching from one porn thing to the next, the compulsiveness is what SWIM believes dimishes the ability to get erection and sexually gratify himself due to not being able to stay on one thing long enough (same as with coke/speed). Still no frustration with this, feels good just going with the flow. Warm body rush; breath in and feels really good. Keep having urge for a nice cool beer or some other alcohol (though have non in the house. May get some in a while but feeling good and buzzing as it is, prob after the peak...)
3.45- RHR (though the porn is making it rise) 129
3.46- give the porn a break for a sec try putting on some music...
have had a bad chest infection for nearly two months now and still some amounts of phlegm but it is clearing up- the drug seems to be a vasodilator of sorts as the phlegm comes up a little easier
3.48- kick drum is kicking, I am tapping my feet- music appreciation enhanced- check. very clean feeling buzz
taking periodic small sips of water
3.50- first small hint of loss of high
3.53- feel it slowly dissipating- gradual and not too abrupt going to shop to get a cpl beers to stave off dysphoria
4.15- woooo! Just returned from the shop. thought SWIM had been coming down on the way there gently drifting back to baseline. On the way back suddenly started getting rushes again and it gave way to a more serene content more classically good coke high SWIM guesses. So BE WARNED, SWIM was rather temped to redose and prob would have done if at home with the stuff but leaving it for 15-20 minutes gave way to another high. Now in hindsight SWIM would say the first rush was very similar to MDMA as it was less controlled, a little more 'mashy' compared to this new focused content high. Also just took one sip of alcohol then felt immediately 'off' like it stole SWIM's high. Right away took another sip and put it in the fridge- so very possibly there is a bad reaction between the two- the previous nice clean high suddenly felt a little sketchy even after ONE sip, tho hard to say conclusively so soon. Since it tarnished the high SWIM don't wanna touch it now (though might for experiemntal purposes) :D- the nice content 'second rush' feeling is coming back. Then after a few seconds it felt good again so SWIM doesn't know if these mix well- gonna have another sip in a sec. prob. but will just leave it. Yea just took another one and feel 'off' again it seems to be stealing the high- fuck alcohol!
The first is definately a cautionary advisory- wait a while if the 1st buzz is going.
Second- doesn't seem to mix well with alcohol.
4.26- Watching porn again now brings SWIM right back up- it seems to be a perfect compliment to this substance that or real girls

In hindsight that is what made swim come back up while walking home form the shop- looking at all the sexy girls out on the street.
4.32- just took a shit, slight diorhea as expected. Feeling 'mellow' now. Have a feeling this is the point most would wanna redose. How SWIM feels can well imagine that this is where the negatives would come in 'chasing the high' so is resisting temptation- takes little resistance due to expectaiton of increased negative consequences if SWIM did so. Still small waves of euphoria. When SWIM is sedentary he feels it 'wearing off a little' however as soon as he does something (inc. typing this) SWIM feels himself come up again a little.
4.38- Slight dry mouth taking small sips of water (not beer! >_<)
quite a strong urge for a chewing but don't have any
4.41- certainly tapering out now- every so often getting those little stabs of disappointment that it is diminishing though dealing with it. Keep getting thought of redosing but as SWIM said he's quite confident the sides would increase so not gonna.
continued erection troubles >_<
4.52- SWIM suddenly felt hungry- ate some home made stew, feels alot better now
4.46-8- housemate comes back (non drug user so don't make it apparent SWIM's had anything) SWIM is more chatty than usual- SWIM usually just hides in his room- this time SWIM is smalltalking and finds it helps with comedown as does anything which is 'active' apparently. SWIM would say this is primarily a dopamine antagonist (speculation of course) due to how it is affected by anything active.
Taking a few sips of beer again- questionable whether SWIM wants it or not.
5.03- SWIM feels pretty normal again. Still contemplating redosing...prob will drink the alcohol to cushion SWIM as the main urge to redose is that being chucked out of Eden type feeling although is not very bad. Still planning when to take next dose. SWIM has found alcohol one of best comedown remedies (when he took coke) although not sure in this case- will take small sips and examine...SWIM thinks it best to definately get back to baseline cos then at least if he redoses another time he can know what to expect.
5.09- couple more sips of beer. feel a bit woozy. Don't think it's a good mix really however wants to cushion the comedown >_<.
5.14- hands sweaty and slight 'sweet smell' to them but doesn't seems to be anything overpowering.
5.29- SWIM just finsihing editing this. Feels pretty normal again now.
P.S. SWIM checked eyes throughout and found they did not dilate out of the ordinary. Also non of the chapped lips phenomena people speak of- SWIM again attributes such reactions to too large a dose.
General thoughts
SWIM only took around 150mg (prob a little less) and it had these definite effects. All the bad reactions SWIM imagines are due to overdosing rather than the substance itself. SWIM found the high probably even cleaner than the best MDMA SWIM had (or at least the same, SWIM says better only cos this substance doesn't have the comedown effect MDMA does). SWIM is very pleased by this high as he loved the coke high more than MDMA high but hated that only route of administration (forget IV! :D) was nasal- and also hated the nigthmarish comedowns of speed. SWIM found the initial buzz similar to MDMA then second buzz actually preferable due to loving his dopamine highs.
Like everyone says SWIM definately sees the moreishness but find it quite controllable if you are a rational person. SWIM is contemplating next dose :D.