NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
^This.
I always like to tell people that "SWIM" stands for "Someone Who Is Me"
I always like to tell people that "SWIM" stands for "Someone Who Is Me"
BDD Social/Info Booth v.27 - Mugz is a habitual meph-ender
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gwencooper
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Nice insight Cane. For a bunch of druggies we do keep a fairly intelligent level of discussion on BL and I do enjoy that.
I am a very beautiful woman, it is true. But, SWIM thinks that putting photos on BL is totally a bad idea... Incriminating fo' realz! 8( with a LOL!
I am a very beautiful woman, it is true. But, SWIM thinks that putting photos on BL is totally a bad idea... Incriminating fo' realz! 8( with a LOL!
NeighborhoodThreat
Bluelight Crew
See, now that you've used it, we don't know if you're actually talking about yourself or someone who really isn't you!
But the cops know
But the cops know
gwencooper
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Dude, SWIFFER! Someone Who Is Federally Friendly Eager Reader!
(i totally just tried to turn the greatest duster on earth into a DEA joke. it did not work! hahaha. i must be a little high.)
Seriously NT, you are very funny. I am literally LOL-ling!
That is a beautiful thing! TOTALLY agree!
(i totally just tried to turn the greatest duster on earth into a DEA joke. it did not work! hahaha. i must be a little high.)
Seriously NT, you are very funny. I am literally LOL-ling!
See, now that you've used it, we don't know if you're actually talking about yourself or someone who really isn't you!
But the cops know
That is a beautiful thing! TOTALLY agree!
^This.
I always like to tell people that "SWIM" stands for "Someone Who Is Me"
phr
Bluelighter
Swim isn't going to save your ass, just like code words aren't.
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
feeling all good now, renz?
i definitely am after my hit of morphine and valium. feels good man.
no anxiety here:D
i definitely am after my hit of morphine and valium. feels good man.
no anxiety here:D
Renz Envy
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I'm using GHB to pretty much clear out my head and level off the negative effects of the sub. Strangely it works, but I still can't find an appetite for solid food, so I'm drinking a protein shake and eating a banana.
I'm wanting my voice to return to its resonating manliness, but I still sound dopish and weak. So, no talking to females over the phone for me.
You make me wish I were actually an opiate user, but I probably never will be one. Here where I live, meth users out number opiate users at least 2:1
I'm wanting my voice to return to its resonating manliness, but I still sound dopish and weak. So, no talking to females over the phone for me.
You make me wish I were actually an opiate user, but I probably never will be one. Here where I live, meth users out number opiate users at least 2:1
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
trust me, you don't want to end up riding the slippery slope of opioid addiction; it's hell in itself.
i've been a chronic user for years on and off now and am at a point where i'm able to use semi responsibly. for example i set myself aside an amount of shots i would have then stop which i've been able to follow, even though i did use a couple extra pills than intended i'm still well within range of having used as directed otherwise. i also limited my benzo use/combination while on the morphine and that's definitely been a positive move. i've still got the majority of my benzo script as well and my memory is in tact
it's what i'd call a successful vacation
i've been a chronic user for years on and off now and am at a point where i'm able to use semi responsibly. for example i set myself aside an amount of shots i would have then stop which i've been able to follow, even though i did use a couple extra pills than intended i'm still well within range of having used as directed otherwise. i also limited my benzo use/combination while on the morphine and that's definitely been a positive move. i've still got the majority of my benzo script as well and my memory is in tact
it's what i'd call a successful vacation
Renz Envy
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Oh no certainly not. Not yet. Not until I have a terminal illness.
I don't know about you, but I find it hard to be extroverted while on opiates. I enjoy activities that involve meeting new people. I also enjoy lots of energy (without destroying my body of course).
But I'm definitely built to be a downer user. With my genetic-anxiety problems it's impossible for me to go longer than a day using stimulants. It's a good thing.
Do you enjoy long acting or short acting benzos in combination?
I don't know about you, but I find it hard to be extroverted while on opiates. I enjoy activities that involve meeting new people. I also enjoy lots of energy (without destroying my body of course).
But I'm definitely built to be a downer user. With my genetic-anxiety problems it's impossible for me to go longer than a day using stimulants. It's a good thing.
Do you enjoy long acting or short acting benzos in combination?
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
i have an affinity for the longer acting ones, it keeps the buzz going longer. i find myself using alone a lot so i guess i'm more introverted but it's not uncommon for me wanting to be in a group of people to catch up in that situation. i do prefer smaller groups and hangouts, though.
valium is my favourite benzo. i've also like clonazepam, lorazepam i liked a lot. otherwise my favourite short acting ones are temazepam and midazolam. sometimes alprozolam when the sole purpose is to "get fucked up".
i'm a downer person myself. i suffer from depression and an array of anxieties through day to day life but i'm finding better ways to cope and deal with them rather than always just popping a pill.
valium is my favourite benzo. i've also like clonazepam, lorazepam i liked a lot. otherwise my favourite short acting ones are temazepam and midazolam. sometimes alprozolam when the sole purpose is to "get fucked up".
i'm a downer person myself. i suffer from depression and an array of anxieties through day to day life but i'm finding better ways to cope and deal with them rather than always just popping a pill.
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
it's far from cured, that's for sure.
i was a social recluse for ages so naturally with the new business i'm venturing into and working for i have to be sociable so am having to force myself into situations - step by step. if things get overwhelming i'll take a step back and observe before i find an appropriate time to interject again.
just putting myself in situations i'd otherwise find myself hiding from or not find myself in at all. naturally, with the new job, my self esteem has risen back up along with confidence so throw that all into play and you have one reasonably well functioning human being!
i was a social recluse for ages so naturally with the new business i'm venturing into and working for i have to be sociable so am having to force myself into situations - step by step. if things get overwhelming i'll take a step back and observe before i find an appropriate time to interject again.
just putting myself in situations i'd otherwise find myself hiding from or not find myself in at all. naturally, with the new job, my self esteem has risen back up along with confidence so throw that all into play and you have one reasonably well functioning human being!
gwencooper
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someone Who Isn't Menstruating
That's what I thought. So why bother going through the trouble in the first place???
I guess people are stupid. And strange, apparently! Thanks phor the insight, phrozen!
Gwen
That's what I thought. So why bother going through the trouble in the first place???
I guess people are stupid. And strange, apparently! Thanks phor the insight, phrozen!
Gwen
phr
Bluelighter
I guess ignorance. Some sites actually require that, or at least it's common practice. We actually had, perhaps still have, a rule against that in OD.gwen said:
IME, it varies. Some people go quiet, others you'd swear are on some sort of stimulant. That's even true for the more "depressing" opiates.renz said:
I'm not sure what you mean by that? Wealth isn't a cure for depression. Anyone have depression rate stats based on socio-economic standing?renz said:
mrflowers00
Ex-Bluelighter
yeah but it sucks being poor which is depressing in it's slef
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
hell to the yeah, boy!
just went and picked up my trippers kit. 2 solid trips of acid (felix prints), 0.4g DMT. 350mg ketamine.
i decided to knock back a couple caps of mdma crystal as i spent my budget and didn't want to ask him to front me - i can wait another week no problems. i've got 50mg k ready to IM (i micron filtered it) and about to blast off. then i'm going to spend the afternoon blasting dmt.
made sure all my house work and appts are taken care of. dinner is in the slow cooker doing it's thing. i'm free of all the time in the world with a good amount of quality tryptamines and an mdma agonist. life is grand on this front!
wish me luuuuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCcccccccccccckkkkkcckckckck!
just went and picked up my trippers kit. 2 solid trips of acid (felix prints), 0.4g DMT. 350mg ketamine.
i decided to knock back a couple caps of mdma crystal as i spent my budget and didn't want to ask him to front me - i can wait another week no problems. i've got 50mg k ready to IM (i micron filtered it) and about to blast off. then i'm going to spend the afternoon blasting dmt.
made sure all my house work and appts are taken care of. dinner is in the slow cooker doing it's thing. i'm free of all the time in the world with a good amount of quality tryptamines and an mdma agonist. life is grand on this front!
wish me luuuuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCcccccccccccckkkkkcckckckck!
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
Sigh... I really need to stop using oxy for a while now... 80mg is doing nothing for me even mixed with benzos, and I don't want to take more oxy...
Guess I'll be knocking my lights out with 10'mg of nitrazepam now
Guess I'll be knocking my lights out with 10'mg of nitrazepam now
nAON
Bluelight Crew
ugh, i know the feeling synth
i really wanted to be able to use opis. i tried so very hard doing loads of different ones at ridiculous doses and spent a lot of money. but my receptors must be fucked or something, have huge natural tolerance, i can smoke bags of H and just get itchy.. fucking annoying. just gave up on opis completely after a while.
i really wanted to be able to use opis. i tried so very hard doing loads of different ones at ridiculous doses and spent a lot of money. but my receptors must be fucked or something, have huge natural tolerance, i can smoke bags of H and just get itchy.. fucking annoying. just gave up on opis completely after a while.