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BDD Social/Info Booth v.27 - Mugz is a habitual meph-ender

make yourself a coffee. it can help slightly; it can perk me up a little when i'm starting to nod hardcore and don't want to just passout.

how shallow is your breathing, HR?
 
It's pretty shallow. That's what's bothering me because I'm also on amphetamines and steroids.

I'm wondering if red bull would be a better alternative to taking more amphetamine

I didn't sleep last night so Im barely maintaining consciousness right now.
 
maybe it's your body telling you you need rest. i'd probably try stay awake naturally as long as possible till feeling confident enough to lay sown safely and catch up on sleep. have you been in this position before? you might be a lot better off than you are but because of the prior anxieties you may be blowing things out just a little:)

how long ago did you dose your opiate, what kind?

you're the best judge of how your body is feeling in the end, though.
 
4mg suboxone 3 and a half hours ago.

I REALLY want to sleep, but I'm afraid to.
I'm one of those people that can bsrely go more than 1 day without sleep.
 
well stay up if you feel like you have to.

like i asked, is there someone you can get in contact with to come chill with you and keep an eye on you? or have them ring you intermittently. even set a reoccurring alarm to help keep you up.

i'll be up for a while so keep posting on here if you want and i can talk with you.

i'm sipping on a chamomile tea at the moment after i had a shot of morphine before but i'm not feeling i'm going to nod off just yet.
 
Yeah I'm very inexperienced with opiates in general. All I know is that the mixture I'm on could lead to cardiac or respiratory arrest if I'm not careful. I need to stay awake without stressing out my body too much
 
set up a gamr of solitaire with some relaxing music on. or any other game that takes your fancy. find a decent blog to red. i dunno, i'm just throwing possibilities out there to keep you occupied but calm at the same time:)
 
Its not that I need to be calm. I just need to stay awake which is extremely difficult.
 
make yourself a coffee then. grab me one while you're at it as i could do with a perk up myself now that i really think about it.

being doped up enough is one of the only times i'm patient enough to sort and arrange files on new computers. even going to the length of renaming files and all other OCD type things i'd otherwise blow of and put it in the "i'll do it next time i'm concentrating on this" pile.
 
Well I had stuff to do today. I'm just curious if I'm being paranoid or if I have a legit issue. I didn't vomit off the 4mg. I'm just so tired I can barely post, my eyes keep crossing and closing by themselves and Im nodding pretty bad
 
well you're coherent and in tune with your body so i'd assume you've just taken a larger dose than you're used to and are on the high end of the "high scale". those symptoms certainly point to that imo. i'd say you're going to be just fine in time.

i'm sure you know bupe is rather strong and potent so it's presence will be made clear for a while. whatever you do keep away from redosing the amphetamines as well as the bupe.
 
indeed.

try and make the best of a not so good situation is all else i can really offer.

i hate having to ride out awkward situations but think you could be off a lot worse:)
 
morphine. took 20mg of valium around 45min ago now.

doin it easy on a sunday morning. it's fathers day today - i've covered my bases with gifts so dad is left to a sleep in and a day to do as he pleases so i'm just chillin in my room enjoying my buzz watching some tv on my cpu.

on anything yourself, nt?

some of these sprinters in the paralympics are fucking cyborg like! holy shit can they cover 100m in an amazingly quick time on a two pieces of plastic in place of legs! it's god damn amazing.
 
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What is up with SWIMming?

Hey Social!

I've got a question. Didn't know where to put it, but it fits in with BDD and being somewhat "Social", so I thought I'd jump in here.
(Note to Mods, please feel free to move if necessary.)

Question: What are the origins of the term SWIM? Why use it? Why do some websites encourage and/or continue to use the term? And what does it EXACTLY stand for? Someone Who I Met?

I realize why on some sites people use it - because people are paranoid and do not want to incriminate themselves, I get that. BUT, it becomes very awkward to read - SWIM says, SWIM this, SWIM that. And then the poster inevitably fucks up and throws in an "I" or a "she" and it gets even more confusing because you don't know who they're talking about. Ultimately, they can't keep it up.

I appreciate that BL doesn't allow the use of the term. BL is the only drug forum I've ever been involved with. So yeah, I'm curious about the history and reasoning - did it actually save someone's ass from incrimination?

Thanks Social! Have an awesome Saturday everyone! I'm sitting down to a tiny bag of dope and 3 episodes of Weeds AND some mint chocolate chip ice cream! (Dateless in dullsvillle!)

cheers,

Gwen
 
^ Someone Who Isn't Me.

Why is it used elsewhere? The subsection of drug users who prefer other forums than BL to discuss drugs are on average less intelligent (and on an unrelated note, less pretty) than BLers.
 
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