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BDD Social/Info Booth v.27 - Mugz is a habitual meph-ender

I want some of that white dope from Pulp Fiction right now. Like, right now.

My bupe tolerance or dosing/tolerance to opi's in general definitely shot me down after I railed the first generic version of an OC 40mg I've tried, it's was an orange-ish color the OC replaced by an M box symbol (Mylan...). The 40mg were five bucks more than a blue 30mg, figured it would be my best to grab one alongside some 1mg Xanax footballs. It took away some pains low-dose bupe can't relieve and gave a certain percentage of that unique, stimulating oxy-induced euphoria.

All in all, should've saved my cash for some dope from the city and gotten way more quantity and potency out of the money I spent. Although, I do still have more to spend, I just want to see if I can get through some withdrawal without relying on grabbing dope and I feel like more bupe might not help. Any suggestions ?
 
Wait, was it OxyContin or was it instant release oxycodone? They're making IR's higher than 30 mg's now?


Sup, NT.


Where you at, lou?
 
maybe i overdid the oxy, 60mg for my first time back on it and woke up with a pounding headache.. oops

also, clonazepam sucks. first time i did it last night too, its the first benzo that has depressed me :(
 
synthetix said:
also, clonazepam sucks. first time i did it last night too, its the first benzo that has depressed me :(
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It totally destroys anxiety and prevents panic attacks, though, but I agree that it makes you depressed, especially when it builds up in your blood from daily dosing.

It's the most YMMV benzo I've heard of on BL, much more incidence of paradoxical reactions and generally unexpected, weird shit compared to other benzos.
 
yeah i'm certain i'm not gonna be taking this frequently. you're right though - even now all my anxiety is just gone, just feel a little more depressed than usual and a bit woozy in comparison to other benzos.

fairly potent stuff, didn't realize it was this powerful!
 
I never thought oxy was more euphoric than morphine. Sure it's nice but for me it just lacks that cosy 'cuddled up all smiles' feeling i always got with morph.
 
unbelievable!! What is the world coming to, ordered zopiclone and they were bunk. BUNK ZOPICLONE!! The easiest drug to get off the net and guarantee it'll be genuine. Im pissed off!
 
morphine did nothing for me orally. garbage. complete waste of time!

i wish i could split up OC's... i have one 80 and one twenty. wtf do i do!
 
i dont snort em... the euphoria is so limited compared to oral use...

just took the 80 chewed up, along with 18mg of bromazepam... mmmmmmmm this is bliss
 
crush them and take them orally. otherwise you can try plugging them, expect a stronger and quicker on set though.

hey bdd folks? how are you all?

high on morphine with a few bongs in front of me. got the old man brewing a coffee and checking ted.com. some pretty interesting articles and discussions on there to keep a doped up person entertained while picking up and learning a thing or two.

do americans celebrate "fathers day" tomorrow?
 
oh yep, so we're a few months fashionably late to the party.

just picked up a new mouse and keybpard for the new desktop cpu i picked up from my mate the other week. haven't had a chance to turn it on until now so i'm happy as larry; mostly because it's OS is XP which is my favourite of windows. score. picked it up for small change.

got me a new toy to fuck around with and enjoy the morph high going. just sitting around smoking, chatting to dad and loading all my shit on here. lovely follow up day for it after my first day in god knows how long of manual labour most yesterday and into the evening.
 
^ fuckyeah, computers are awesome :D

I was without my laptop the whole summer since it died, and my tech tolerance was so low that by the time I got a new laptop I basically OD'ed on awesomeness.

I used to love helping my friends and family reformat their virus'ed computers and loading new copies of XP/Service Packs and downloading the essentials: Pidgin, uTorrent, a good Anti-Virus program like Kaspersky, and VLC
 
Today, I have had an interesting cocktail of bupe, ketamine, etizolam, and a smoked a little bit of a strain referred to as Grape Ape a nice, sedating inidica.

I was K-holing last night with one of my friends watching movies on a huge flatscreen and we were both recalling vivid memories we have together of past summer nights and my high school years. It was a blast, the ketamine kept my need for more opiates (particularly been using too much heroin) down.

My mom found the fresh rigs I had stored in a purple Crown Royal bag in my room, all hell broke loose.... She took away a bunch of my shit, being 20 years old I have to abide by her rules or I'll have to hit the streets. Flushed a good amount of clonazepam and alprazolam I had recently copped. Woke up with my phone gone. I went on a rampage and punched a hole through one of our brand new white doors in the house, and shattered all my pictures and lamps in my room. My hand is tore up, needless to say... I think she's trying to send me to rehab
 
Hey guys. A little worried.

I was having bad anxiety after a night of staying up on amphetamine. So I took 4mg of suboxone (No opiate tolerance) and my daily .5 klonopin (high benzo tolerance.)

I took a little more amphetamine because it was nearly impossible to stay awake. Im no longer having an anxiety attack, but I'm worried that the respiratory depression I'm experiencing right now might be very bad in mix with a stimulant.
 
have you gpt a friend to call up and come hang out with you and keep you afloat until you ride it out, renz? don't be afraid to call the ems if things get that bad.

i hope you're aright. dude. please take care!
 
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