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I have a Zippo, numerous bics and a wind proof one.

Please make your choice :)
 
Morning BDD I'm still feeling some ill effects after my retarded attempt to get high yesterday :( I feel pretty fucking dumb... Today I'm having a relaxing day "I ain't gonna do nothin" in my country voice ;)
 
I shot up suboxone film and I had a sort of allergic reaction. I already knew I had an allergy to naloxone but it wasn't bad just swelling some stupid shit but when I shot it my face swelled and I couldn't breathe it fucking sucke for like 5 minutes and now I'm still have some symptoms. So I feel like my drug problem has gotten to the point of desperation and it's time to fucking chill for a while and get my head back on straight....I also shot up water what the fuck I can't even believe this is me...
 
Oh dear, please tell me that's the First and last time you're gonna do it? You're really lucky, i cant believe you'd pin something even though you knew you're allergic to it. Please have a word with yourself. I have got one question, I've never known anyone to have a naloxone allergy before, what would happen if you fell out one day and paramedics were called? Is there an alternative to narcan?
 
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Oh dear, please tell me that's the First and last time you're gonna do it? You're really lucky, i cant believe you'd pin something even though you knew you're allergic to it. Please have a word with yourself. I have got one question, I've never known anyone to have a naloxone allergy before, what would happen if you fell out one day and paramedics were called? Is there an alternative to narcan?
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The allergy is why they prescribe me subtex but when the films came out and I had a new doctor he told he to just deal with the swelling and that it couldn't be an allergy. Obviously the allergy is more than just swelling in high doses. I have no idea what would happen they would prob give me the narc and then treat the allergy I have no clue. I don't really think it was full anaphylactic shock because I would have had my throat close. It it was more like it activated my asthma really bad and I read in a few sites that a side effect can irritate asthma...

It was really stupid and I am doing some serious thinking about mylifstyle. Inner inventory is def happening.

And HELL no Im sitting here in heroin withdraw because I'm to scared to dose with suboxone again.... I won't even take suboxone sublingually now imbterrified my whole throat will close...I couldn't even sleep last night cause I thought I would die because my heart was beating so fast for hours and it was hurting and I still am having trouble breathing...



I think my addict issues are going way to far and I might need to change some things around in my life...
 
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Hey we've all been desperate, it just confirms to me that you're human. Hell I've done shit to try and take the pain away that i look back and wonder what the fuck i was thinking. I'm glad you're at a place now where you can recognise your addiction has become dangerous, i think that's a really good place to be. I wish you all the best.

Oh btw, during opiate wd, what do you do for the runny nose? Because it's driving me fuckin crazy!
 
Dread calm said:
Hey we've all been desperate, it just confirms to me that you're human. Hell I've done shit to try and take the pain away that i look back and wonder what the fuck i was thinking. I'm glad you're at a place now where you can recognise your addiction has become dangerous, i think that's a really good place to be. I wish you all the best.

Oh btw, during opiate wd, what do you do for the runny nose? Because it's driving me fuckin crazy!
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Benydrl usually helps dry my runny nose from opiate wd and thank you :)
 
morning, folks:)

how are we all going?

i'm nice and relaxed after a few valiums and now cleaning up my vinyl collection and in the progress of digitising it! good times:)
 
Hey kaylove sweetie I am so sorry you are going through all this crap...I am glad that you are looking at yourself, I have been doing a lot of that as well. Huge squeezy Internet hugs to you!

Hey calm! Geez I see you are still going through wd same as me...didn't we just do this last month? Lol. Are you doing something similar to me and are stepping down every month? It has sucked so bad again this month. I have three more weeks until I step down again. I'll send you some squeezy Internet hugs as well, friend.

I swear, when I jump off I better not fucking feel hardly any pain, having already been through three hellish wds already!

For those who like benzos....what is a decent dose of Ativan? I have a small amount of 1mg Lorazapam, so far have taken two and don't feel much really and have no tolerance to benzos, I rarely take them although I do believe my natural tolerance is higher in general....
 
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