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peanut satay chicken and rice noodles for dinner, coconut milk present. smelling and tasting damn delicious!
 
Wassup guys long time no talk..again lol

i relapsed on speed after getting outta rehab and i lost my mind after stayin up for9 days in psychosis, hid behind a dumpster for 3days n started injecting it my heart rate was 160-170 almost everyday, sold everything i own, lost my job, lost my family n friends for a brief period, I was hearing others people's thoughts for weeks talking to myself etc, till i finally overamped and had a heart attack n went to rehab

regaining familys trust bacc as of now, been 3 weeks clean, I miss crystal so bad but had to clean up for the best
 
Hey dais, i do hope you're not going to do anything silly like get rid of your vinyl once you've digitised it?

@beachcat - my morph wd's come and go as my meds do. I started a taper last month but it lasted just Over a week, now I've run out and am going through 3 days of hell again. Each time i tell myself it wont happen again, but it does!
 
hell no, man. most of them are my fathers collection from his day so he'd neck me if i even thought of bringing that up haha. most of them are in great nick considering their age.
 
Siccness909 said:
Wassup guys long time no talk..again lol

i relapsed on speed after getting outta rehab and i lost my mind after stayin up for9 days in psychosis, hid behind a dumpster for 3days n started injecting it my heart rate was 160-170 almost everyday, sold everything i own, lost my job, lost my family n friends for a brief period, I was hearing others people's thoughts for weeks talking to myself etc, till i finally overamped and had a heart attack n went to rehab

regaining familys trust bacc as of now, been 3 weeks clean, I miss crystal so bad but had to clean up for the best
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Sic..holy shit! how old are you?
omg..lean on whomever you can ...plz.
welcome back..
be proud of 3 weeks..it's alot more than alot have.<3
you + crystal =disaster.

dias..still waiting on valium...cough cough..

calm..i've been thru morphine w/d..hell oh to you..hang in there<3
still my d.o.c..not that i have any...which is for the better.

High BDD:)


~token
 
KAYLA2010 said:
Hey guys :) I am watching tv trying to relax ...And doing laundry ugh
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Kayla! :) <3

i totally just got e-married to a nurse!
and she cooks..it's amazing!
oh and i've been smoking this bowl..
but one has nothing to do with the other.
it's definitely not because i'm starving. nope.;)
jk/jk i'm not really that hungry...

honestly..me too..well no tv..
but anxiety is way up..i'm not sure why.
i'm down to one benzo a night for sleep.
so almost done..
and yesterday i had a great day..
and today..
but the last hour or so..ehhh.
i don't wanna feel like this..tbh.
let's breathe deep together.

~token
 
I've had a bit of a shitty day, morphine wd's were hurting so i went to the chemist and bought some codeine linctus. Its a 600mg bottle with no other actives so i thought fuck it I'll chuck 2/3 of it back and see if it'll ease anything. Big mistake, spent the next 2 hours throwing up so violently. Horrid horrid shit. Anyway I'm gonna drop 45mg zopiclone (Its all i got) and try desperately for some shut eye. Big love bdd, see you tomorrow x x
 
itwas just a filling and cap done, nothing major nor painful thankfully.

i just woke from an evening nap and ate myself aspararagus, babty corn, beetroot and potato salad on wholegrain bread. it was beautiful! i'm seriously on a health kick with the diet and it's doing wonders with my well being.
 
eww that sounds horrible, where's the meat and cheese? Actually the thought of any food at the moment is making me dry heave!
 
Dread calm said:
eww that sounds horrible, where's the meat and cheese? Actually the thought of any food at the moment is making me dry heave!
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cheese has been clogging me up so it's outta the question, and i just didn't feel like having a slice of meat with it. i'm known for cooking up bowls simply of vegetables alone and eating them. the shock and horror, i know.
 
Kayla, yeah I've had a bit today. Had an early start so needed a kick in the arse. Not much but enough to make food unappealing.
 
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