LMFAO at drug addiction commercials, the peole say they are "cured." i just laugh at how fucking stupid they sound. one commercial has a house mom saying she shot almost a bundle a day and after getting help is "cured." my ass, addiction never leaves. it is always there, sleeping with one eyed open. addiction is there when you break up with your girlfriend; addiction is there when you get fired from work which causes you to become homeless. the monkey on your back never goes away; however you become stronger and learn coping skills . in the end, once an addict, always an addict. to successfully never use drugs or a single drug, you have to find a replacement addiction to calm the monkey on your back (AA/NA, suboxone or methadone, exercise, sex, food, ect..)
^this
i used to fuck with boi, but i moved to a new town and deleted all my contacts once i got on suboxone. idk man, i had a craving and got some pins; i convinced myself to by them just in case i "happened" to stumble upon fire ECP . i am afraid because my blue plug might know where to boy at, and i know i could not resist shooting up with the two brand-spanking new needles i have :/ so right now i am just fucking around with kratom with oral oxycodone OR nasal bupre + amps + benzo . it keeps me at bay ahahaha so i dont get tempted. my tolerance shot the fuck up though. i need atleast 60-75mg oxycodone IR at once to nod, or 10gs kratom + 45-55mg oxycodone. this has to be atleast 16hrs after my last sub dose of .5 or above. it has been, or will be when i get the roxi, around 20hrs since my last FULL-dose. i had a little .1mg bump this morning, but didnt even feel that and still felt withdrawals kicking in. but fucking oral oxycodone with vyvanse/adderall IR, diazepam, kratom, promethazine. and a good bit of weeds and i am FUCKED up!!! hahaha that is what i am hoping for today
smoking more weeds, should be any minute until i get picked up to get the blue guys!!
You don't fuck with dope.. dope fucks with you. Haha.![]()
^this
i used to fuck with boi, but i moved to a new town and deleted all my contacts once i got on suboxone. idk man, i had a craving and got some pins; i convinced myself to by them just in case i "happened" to stumble upon fire ECP . i am afraid because my blue plug might know where to boy at, and i know i could not resist shooting up with the two brand-spanking new needles i have :/ so right now i am just fucking around with kratom with oral oxycodone OR nasal bupre + amps + benzo . it keeps me at bay ahahaha so i dont get tempted. my tolerance shot the fuck up though. i need atleast 60-75mg oxycodone IR at once to nod, or 10gs kratom + 45-55mg oxycodone. this has to be atleast 16hrs after my last sub dose of .5 or above. it has been, or will be when i get the roxi, around 20hrs since my last FULL-dose. i had a little .1mg bump this morning, but didnt even feel that and still felt withdrawals kicking in. but fucking oral oxycodone with vyvanse/adderall IR, diazepam, kratom, promethazine. and a good bit of weeds and i am FUCKED up!!! hahaha that is what i am hoping for today
smoking more weeds, should be any minute until i get picked up to get the blue guys!!
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