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Mr.Scagnattie said:
Yo. Things are okay here.. just ridin the waves of this life like I always do. Hah. Sometimes you're up... sometimes you're way down. I'm somewhere in the middle right now..
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being content is better than being depressed, everyday cant be a good day; no one is perfect. i got my buddy here, and we just smoked, and my kratom just arrived!! we just dosed 10gs each and we are going to pick up some more weed and some more roxis. chyea boy. the 10gs withdrawal took me out of withdrawal and gave my adderall/vyvanse combo a little kick :)

Mass08 said:
Not much my dude. Doing ton's of laundry hitting some NA meetings. Moving to my sober house tomorrow down on the cape, kinda nervous kinda excited. I know it's for the best, looking forward to starting a new chapter in my life as lame as that sounds haha %)
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good for you mate! i disliked NA, but AA was alright. i just didnt want to be sober, but if i ever do i will go back to that "A of A," as my grandma says it.....but only maybe....
 
nothing but loads of lyrica and carbamazepine today. Out of my other shit. Oh ya, I took a 40mg vyvanse, but that probably won't do jack shit. I think today is the day I'm quitting smoking - and not by choice - fucking finances. I've got enough money on my student card for one black and mild, lol - shouldn't have eaten 30mg of clonazepam the other day and done whatever the fuck I did with my cash lol. Sprained my ankle and got a script of 20 norcos though lol. Those are gone though lol. When you need about 20 and don't feel like doing the CWE, they still go fast with doses of 80mg at a time.

On the bright side, I am getting a new car. '01 Buick Regal for 4 grand. I'm not making the payments currently, but it's going on the ever growing tab that my parents have. My parents might provide for me, but I'm not some trust fund baby that get's what he wants when he wants for free. I think my tab is running around 8-10 grand, so if I ever do get disability, my backpay is probably going to them. Good shit lol.

Anyways, how's everyone else?
 
how much worse could it be than mine?

edit: and that's with the 4 grand tacked on...we're making payments...we can't afford to buy that with cash lol...shit's tight right now...
 
My dad has spotted me ~4 grand that he didn't really expect me to pay back but now that he knows I was shooting coke and heroin he wants all of it back. Not anytime soon though and hopefully he will one day let it go :)

So its not worse than yours
 
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Precisely...though, I'm counting the car insurance payments I couldn't make when I was in high school ($260/month). I want to get them back for everything they've done.

Another good thing happened today...found 3 norcos. :P

They won't do much, but they might lower my pain by a point. :D
 
nice 3 norcos aint bad! whats up doug how you been??

today i have had 30mg vyvanse, 15mg IR addy, 10g kratom, 5mg valium and some fat bowls of weed. the kratom is helping the withdrawal but is such a cock-tease. i should be going to pick up two 30mg roxi, and three perc 5's (75mg oxy in total) and grab some more weed later!! haha fuckk chyeaa.... only 1 more hour until i get my hands on the oxycodone :)

i think i am going to take 600mg tagamet 30mins before taking 45mg oxy, 10mg valium, another 5-8g kratom, 12.5-25mg promethazine, and smoke weeeds hahahah! yes todays a good day... i feel speedy as fuck... my teeth are starting to clench from the addy, somthing i dont get when on pure d-amp. i like addy IR, but some of the side effects of levo-amp suck... i feel good though! i guess i cant complain hahahaha, aslong as i get my oxy in the next couple hours i will be good
 
lmao too true, too true.


I keep seeing the Passages Malibu commercial it's too funny...

"I used to be an addict...now i'm not!"
"Please call 1-800-432-CURE"
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lol them commercials geek me out. yeah your just magically cured... poof. yeah right lol

i love smoking bowls in the snow, so fucking beautiful. when you got whiskey and weeds up in ya 35 degrees isnt that bad.
 
Mass08 said:
lmao too true, too true.


I keep seeing the Passages Malibu commercial it's too funny...

"I used to be an addict...now i'm not!"
"Please call 1-800-432-CURE"
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Haha. Such bullshit right? They completely discredit themselves as basically fucking snake oil salesmen with that line. Ha, like addiction is something you can just cure.. "Awesome guys, I'm not an addict anymore! Life is so awesome!"

*Vomits*
 
Hahaha i know but I just find it so fucking funny. The sad thing is they probably have a waiting list of people trying to get "cured".

"What do you mean you relapsed? You went to passages malibu, your cured!!"
 
Mass08 said:
Hahaha i know but I just find it so fucking funny. The sad thing is they probably have a waiting list of people trying to get "cured".

"What do you mean you relapsed? You went to passages malibu, your cured!!"
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Haha, for real. And you're right. They probably do have a waiting list. It's not like the place is cheap either. It costs literally over $80,000 a month.

I should call them and say well, "so you're patient relapse rate must be zero then right? If people are cured?" Yeah right. Like all rehabs, they probably have a fucking 90% relapse rate too.. only difference is there, you wasted almost $100,000 and still went back and used.
 
Holy fuck. Bet they don't take insurance either.

I gotta say I fucking <3 this thread. So glad they opened it up.
 
Damn that's just ridiculous. I got lucky my insurance covered all of my 28k 28 day rehab just had to pay a $250 copay. I honestly don't believe in residential rehabs just talking to people that have been to like 20 of them, why keep going back? I went to make my parents happy and I met some awesome people and ate awesome food and gained like 20 lbs (which made me look like a normal human being lol) but legit out of the 40 of us 35 relapsed our first week out. Yay for rehab!
 
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