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LMFAO at drug addiction commercials, the peole say they are "cured." i just laugh at how fucking stupid they sound. one commercial has a house mom saying she shot almost a bundle a day and after getting help is "cured." my ass, addiction never leaves. it is always there, sleeping with one eyed open. addiction is there when you break up with your girlfriend; addiction is there when you get fired from work which causes you to become homeless. the monkey on your back never goes away; however you become stronger and learn coping skills . in the end, once an addict, always an addict. to successfully never use drugs or a single drug, you have to find a replacement addiction to calm the monkey on your back (AA/NA, suboxone or methadone, exercise, sex, food, ect..)

Mr.Scagnattie said:
You don't fuck with dope.. dope fucks with you. Haha. :\
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^this

i used to fuck with boi, but i moved to a new town and deleted all my contacts once i got on suboxone. idk man, i had a craving and got some pins; i convinced myself to by them just in case i "happened" to stumble upon fire ECP . i am afraid because my blue plug might know where to boy at, and i know i could not resist shooting up with the two brand-spanking new needles i have :/ so right now i am just fucking around with kratom with oral oxycodone OR nasal bupre + amps + benzo . it keeps me at bay ahahaha so i dont get tempted. my tolerance shot the fuck up though. i need atleast 60-75mg oxycodone IR at once to nod, or 10gs kratom + 45-55mg oxycodone. this has to be atleast 16hrs after my last sub dose of .5 or above. it has been, or will be when i get the roxi, around 20hrs since my last FULL-dose. i had a little .1mg bump this morning, but didnt even feel that and still felt withdrawals kicking in. but fucking oral oxycodone with vyvanse/adderall IR, diazepam, kratom, promethazine. and a good bit of weeds and i am FUCKED up!!! hahaha that is what i am hoping for today

smoking more weeds, should be any minute until i get picked up to get the blue guys!!
 
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Your tolerance shot up to 60-75mg oxy to get a nod? You bastard and your low tolerance. I never nodded on oxy I stayed up all night guaranteed. Damn you thebaine you fuck!!
 
i guess it would piss you off that i can nod at 22.5-30mgs of oxy max and on top of that ive been using opiates off and on since 06 lol tbh i dont think ive touched a 30 mg dose of oxy since 2011. usually with 1.5 15mg roxis ill nod pretty damn good
 
All I have to say in response to that is FOAD. Kthx. lol jp

Scag use your OD moderating intelligence to give me your opinion on my post in the insomnia thread!!
 
wuttt, i love oxy and kratom together. such a goo mix. gonna take 60mgs oxy in a bit and 8gs kratom with some vali-yummzzz

what is your tolerance at mass? smokemctoke your tolerance is low because you probably arent physically dependant on opioids, am i correct?

scag, i knw, dope is a lot cheaper, has a rush, and is fun with needles (unsafe), but swallowing the oxy is less addicting than injecting heroin.. why dont you like oxy? doesnt shoot up well? too expensive?? dont like the feeling??


yah i like theabine derived chems, bupre and oxy <3
 
laCster said:
wuttt, i love oxy and kratom together. such a goo mix. gonna take 60mgs oxy in a bit and 8gs kratom with some vali-yummzzz

what is your tolerance at mass? smokemctoke your tolerance is low because you probably arent physically dependant on opioids, am i correct?

scag, i knw, dope is a lot cheaper, has a rush, and is fun with needles (unsafe), but swallowing the oxy is less addicting than injecting heroin.. why dont you like oxy? doesnt shoot up well? too expensive?? dont like the feeling??


yah i like theabine derived chems, bupre and oxy <3
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I guess if I was taking it orally, it wouldn't matter, because oxy and d only differ when injected like we've talked about. IV is the only ROA I mess with so when it comes to shooting oxy, it just doesn't give a rush like dope does. I'd take even mediocre dope over oxy any day. And it's expensive to boot. So, it's like paying more money for a weaker product. Just doesn't make sense for somebody like me. But in your position, not IV'ing, it doesn't matter as much.
 
It took like .3 of D for me to catch a nod and I'd usually two .3 shots a day. I was doing 300mg of Oxy a day before I switched to heroin.

But yeah oxy sucks ass. I love the morphine and dope because they are so much more relaxing and just let you float off to lovey dovey land. Not to mention the orgasmic rush. And then IV cokes rush...yum...and then mixed....drool.

SOBRIETY!!!
 
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It took like .3 of D for me to catch a nod and I'd usually two .3 shots a day. I was doing 300mg of Oxy a day before I switched to heroin.

But yeah oxy sucks ass. I love the morphine and dope because they are so much more relaxing and just let you float off to lovey dovey land. Not to mention the orgasmic rush. And then IV cokes rush...yum...and then mixed....drool.

SOBRIETY!!!
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Ugh, don't start talking about the Godliness that is IV coke or I'm going to start having heart palpitations and sweating.. hah.
 
FUCK YOU WEED MAN

I has moneys now :(

And ps, just got a nice bill in the mail for my ambulance trip the other week. Douchebags. But I'm on welfare, so suck it.
 
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I guess if I was taking it orally, it wouldn't matter, because oxy and d only differ when injected like we've talked about. IV is the only ROA I mess with so when it comes to shooting oxy, it just doesn't give a rush like dope does. I'd take even mediocre dope over oxy any day. And it's expensive to boot. So, it's like paying more money for a weaker product. Just doesn't make sense for somebody like me. But in your position, not IV'ing, it doesn't matter as much.
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yes exactly!! that's what i tell some of my plugs and people i know like friends and shit that want to shoot oxy. i have shot oxy only once, and there was NO rush like there was for heroin. i was dissapointed i had wasted my money on getting one lame IV high with no rush instead of saving my money. i remember my dealer only had the 30mg blues, and wasnt reupping on dope until later in the night, or his plug was out or something. i was in withdrawals, but i wanted to wait as long as possible for the dope high. called my friend with cheap ass dillies, he didnt answer. waited 2-3hrs, and i got so sicck that i said fuck it and bought two 30mg roxis. preped the shot, hit a vein, pulled back and there a beautiful blood-red, and hit the plunger a little too fast because i had so much adrenaline expecting a rush..,.. and nothing!!! i was like ok, maybe i didnt do enough, shot another 10-15mg, and still no rush. i was out of withdrawals and feeling good, but there was no smack bell-ringer..and my last high was a small shot of dope, probably around .15, and it got me just as high, if not higher, but with that rush aswell <3

fuck fuck, just thinking about those bell-ringers, and i have yet to try IV coke!!
 
Heroin bell-ringer? Say wha? :?

And captain is right man IV coke makes you a grimy fiend so quick. I can't believe how quick it took me over. Mutilates your arms worse than years of IV opiates in a day. Just say no :)
 
Mass08 said:
Heroin bell-ringer? Say wha? :?

And captain is right man IV coke makes you a grimy fiend so quick. I can't believe how quick it took me over. Mutilates your arms worse than years of IV opiates in a day. Just say no :)
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well not like a coke or meth IV bellringer, but wraps you in incapacitated bliss. the rushing instant euphoria.... idk why you guys are hating on oxy, it is good if you get it for good prices. i basically get it free :s

yah, i probably wont ever shoot coke. i will smoke crack and snort some blow here and there
 
laCster said:
hahaha ;)

oh athens you say? funny, because that is dangerously close to where i live ;)

i know how suboxone is, i have been suboxone/subutex the past year bascially almost daily. it helps to add in some spice or variety like maybe some benzos or amps or weed ;)
i have to get clean here too soon, well just stop smoking weed. my valium, bupre, vyvanse, and vistaril and my doctor is the one who perscribes them. sometimes she forgets (the sub doc) to drug test me, but one time i failed for weed and she wouldnt give me any scripts till i could piss clean....

im about to get some roxicodone here hopefully tonight. will go very well with the promethazine i just required, and the kratom i am receiving in the mail. plus the IR addy i got from a buddy, mght try to plug 10mg, and swallow 30mg vyvanse. i got the firest purple weeds too, and ciggs. i guess i am set hahhahah! i didnt mean to make you jealous ;)
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I figured you lived close to athens since you said you went to UGA. I'm at Virginia Tech personally.
And nah, I'm not jealous I know you'll share when we go on that date ;)

And re:Marlboro smooths, I love those! Can't believe you don't like them Mass.
 
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