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BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

Hey all, long time no speak. How's everyone been doing; anything interesting occur?

Chewed up an OP 80 today, and while it helped with the pain, I'm still itchy as fuck and a bit irritated, but it helped with the pain. Wishing I had, had a bit more cash on me so I could have gotten two of them, but I got it for cheap, and got 2 free yesterday, so can't really explain lol.
 
yum that sounds like fun, the weed will be even better once you wait!

im so stoked to be playing legend of zelda ocarina of time :D took some t3s since im sore as hell, smoking ganja and sipping brews
 
yum that sounds like fun, the weed will be even better once you wait!

im so stoked to be playing legend of zelda ocarina of time :D took some t3s since im sore as hell, smoking ganja and sipping brews

True. I can't wait!! I'll b high af bc I ain't smoked in 2 + yrs! At least I got pills hehe.

I'm bout to go get some strawberry daquiris. Nummy!

My teen loves Zelda. She has em all lol.
 
haha after a two year break its gonna be like your first time again! ive been getting so ripped lately since i only smoke once in a while now rather than all day every day haha. daquiris are great. its too bad dudes cant drink em in public lol.
 
Actually woke up on time. Plugged some oxy, smoked some dank, had a coffee and cigarette.

I'm feeling good af off this weed and oxy. I would have been on time to work but my dad forgot his glasses at home so we had to go back and get em. We're gonna be like 15 mins late but personally, idgaf... It's my dads fault.

edit: took my half of day so now im home. feeling good and noddy off another 15 mgs of oxy snorted/oral, half mg of xanax,and more dank. when i came home from work i added kief,and of course more dank.

i still gotta work at 4 at my other job but at least i can finally get some sleep instead of catching a nod and waking up 4 times in the middle of the night. i didnt go to bed till almost 1130 last night so this nap should help a little bit.
 
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haha after a two year break its gonna be like your first time again! ive been getting so ripped lately since i only smoke once in a while now rather than all day every day haha. daquiris are great. its too bad dudes cant drink em in public lol.

Right! lol Imma b ripped!!

That's the fun part of bein a chick, we get the fruity, umbrella drinks haha.

Took 3 grams gabapentin over 2+ hrs. Waitin on my oxy delivery. Will the gaba potentiate the oxy? Wanna kno how to dose the oxy since I couldn't wait n did gaba lol.
 
some fucker tried to get me fired today. i was nodding while on the greens roller. i have to wait for the person to mow greens before i roll em and he had to blow them off after i roll them so i always wait at the next hole. well about 4 or 5 times i had my eyes closed trying to sleep cuz i was so tired from no sleep and working 2 jobs. i took my normal dose but i don't think that's what made me nod, it never does that. i was only noddng while i was rolling cuz im sitting on a machine, but after i got up and id another job for the half hour left of my shift, i was just fine.

i had to take my half day cuz my head hurt to and i really just wanted to sleep. this dude that was changing cups on the green snitched me out to my boss (the one that is cool with my weed usage at work and all) and told him i was nodding out and thought i was on drugs which i was, but it was the drowsiness. i never nod on just 15 mgs. i was more responsible tho by choosing to take my half day (we had the option not to this week and i originally wasnt but i didnt feel to well and today is usualy my half day so there was nbd) instead of operating equipmet when i cant keep my eyes open. my boss told me i did the right thing by taking my half day but next time just let someone know so maybe i can do different things or just go home.

im not in trouble besides the fact that my dad reamed my ass cuz he thought i was fucked up cuz he heard it from 3 different people apparenty that i was sleeping/nodding. he said i gotta cut my hours backi at my other job so besides for friday and saturday ill be off at 9 now. hes not mad anymore cuz he knows it from being tired. i never did this before i had a second job no matter how much oxy i took at work. i dont try to nod at work at all. i like to wait till my opiate high diminishes before i redose

feeling good off my last .5 xanax, ~13 mgs of oxy plugged, and some weed. gonna be going to bed in the next 45 mins or so
 
i WAS high on about 15-18 mgs of oxy but ive never nodded like that at work, especially at that dose. it only happened since i picked up that other job. i barely have had any sleep so i couldnt stay awake.

i said something to my one coworker (the same one that basically stole my 15s connect whenb i let him meet him in the winter since i was living in baltimore at the time) and he got pissed at me cuz i told him to stay the fuck out of my business and come to me like a man next time before he goes to the boss. so he called me but it came up as unknow, it only comes restricted if he blocked his number. i didnt see a number so i didnt answer so he texted me and said "after that text im not gonna write back anyways. i just said that i didnt answer cuz his number didnt show up and didnt even acknowledge anything else he said or texted him again. i also texted my connect and asked him to bring my stuff to my house so hes not handling it cuz he always acts like i owe him something cuz he brought my pills when really i would have them delivered eitherway. so i wont be giving or buying anymore drugs from him so when i get 15s again he wont know how many and cant bug me when i ruyn out. im not putting my business out there for him. he can get his shit and ill get mine. and if my dude wont bring em to me anymore since hes meeting him now then i just wont get any. ill take the loss. ill just tell my cowroker i found a new connect and not let him get shit from him. fuck him

i confronted the other dude this morning and asked if he snitched and said i was high on drgs when i was sleeping. i caught him off guard cuz he said "oh no no no no, i dont know your past history". so i said what did you say? and he goes " uh uh da da da" and then gives me some bullshit story. i should have told him to just stop trying as soon as he started trying to talk his way out. whatever,my boss had my back. he actually snuck up while i was rolling greens yesterday and was watching me from a little bit away and when i went to the next hole he just asked if i was doing the whole thing and i said yeah. but yesterday he told me he was sitting there cuz of what everyone said but saw nothing and assumed im just on the usual weed.

i was tired af. i didnt nod from my normal dose 3 hours after i took it. i was just beat. im not working past 9 on the weekdays anymore now anyways.

gotta go to work at 5. guess ill eat a few vicodin.

after i eat a few before work ill have 1 5mg vic, 1.5 15s, 3mg of sub, and some weed. tommorrow i should have a gram of hash.
 
That's crazy. I hate snitches. That's how I caught my 1 & only charge, fuckin snitch. Stupid bitch! N I nvr dealt so I knew who it was.

I'm on 45 mg oxy now lol. Was thinkin of tryin to plug but not sure how much to cut my dose by. Wanna make these last bc I only got 12 - 10's left. Eek!
 
I'm sooo jelly of your guys' opiate tolerance sometimes.

And I typed a big reply and then the server was busy and that's all the auto save restored. Annoying.

Anyways, I did like 240mg of oxy the other day along with 6 or so beers and was still totally functional. Frustrating.

Anyways anyways anyways, what's everyone up to this weekend?
 
That's crazy. I hate snitches. That's how I caught my 1 & only charge, fuckin snitch. Stupid bitch! N I nvr dealt so I knew who it was.

I'm on 45 mg oxy now lol. Was thinkin of tryin to plug but not sure how much to cut my dose by. Wanna make these last bc I only got 12 - 10's left. Eek!

I'm on 45 right now too - jinx! Happy oxying!
 
Right! lol Imma b ripped!!

That's the fun part of bein a chick, we get the fruity, umbrella drinks haha.

Took 3 grams gabapentin over 2+ hrs. Waitin on my oxy delivery. Will the gaba potentiate the oxy? Wanna kno how to dose the oxy since I couldn't wait n did gaba lol.


Seriously jealous sometimes, but I love my beer!

Feeling great now that it's Friday and I'm iced out with a nice side of ghb. Best combo. Ever.
 
Smoke, I wish I had your opioid tolerance! Can't even feel euphoria from hydrocodone these days, I'm talking dosing 50mg< man... just opioid WD relief, minor analgesia and very light relaxation. Maybe I'd have to dose about 150 mg to get the sedating euphoric high back from hydrocodone, but doesn't it have somewhat of a ceiling-effect in terms of the hydro high? I used to nod out on those yellow Norco 10's and fucking loved those bad boys (not bad boys anymore... just pain relief). I can still get high on oxycodone- preferably in the form of Roxicodone/pure oxy hcl) just need a big dose and they're way too fucking expensive for my wallet these days; Perc's have too much APAP and I've never done a CWE before... need to try and learn! But just saying, wish I never would've jacked up my tolerance with the needle and street dope.

Did some PERFECT speedballs earlier, great heroin and quality cocaine! Got like over a grams worth of boy and girl caps for the low-down! That dealer is always on point with his shit though, a lot of junkies I know are faithful customers to him and nobody else.

Even though I did a small ~0.25mg bupe shot this morning to stay well (along with some plugged 20mg adderall IR!) i still feel like it jacks up my tolerance and/or is still taking up too many opi receptors to let me expirience the noddy high and rush I'm used to from heroin. I have 2x as much or more and the rush is light. So, Idk how I feel about the theory low dose bupe potentiating full-agonist opioids. Maybe I'd have to dose far less than 0.25mg bupe for more space on my receptors for the good stuff: good ole' full-agonist heroin for the usual high or this potential, but doubtful, potentiation I've read about on an older BL thread somewhere. What do you guys think about mcg dose of bupe benefiting a full-agonist high?

And plans for the weekend too Socialites?! Many, like myself, are buying droogz of course haha. Much love <3

*EDIT: @bbygirl, I read in a clinical study that gabapentin lowers the BA of hydrocodone (so I would assume this goes for all opi's), but hydrocodone raised the BA of gabapentin when gaba was dosed AFTER the hydro. I think gabapentin goes nicely with opioids, pro-drug pregabalin takes the win though in that cocktail
 
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But just saying, wish I never would've jacked up my tolerance with the needle and street dope.

Did some PERFECT speedballs earlier, great heroin and quality cocaine! Got like over a grams worth of boy and girl caps for the low-down! That dealer is always on point with his shit though, a lot of junkies I know are faithful customers to him and nobody else.

Even though I did a small ~0.25mg bupe shot this morning to stay well (along with some plugged 20mg adderall IR!) i still feel like it jacks up my tolerance and/or is still taking up too many opi receptors to let me expirience the noddy high and rush I'm used to from heroin. I have 2x as much or more and the rush is light. So, Idk how I feel about the theory low dose bupe potentiating full-agonist opioids. Maybe I'd have to dose far less than 0.25mg bupe for more space on my receptors for the good stuff: good ole' full-agonist heroin for the usual high or this potential, but doubtful, potentiation I've read about on an older BL thread somewhere. What do you guys think about mcg dose of bupe benefiting a full-agonist high?
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Agree on the tolerance issue. And a speedball sounds sooooo nice. Dope is scarce around here, like there's only a few people to get it from. But it's mostly just expensive. I've seriously considered a road trip to get some decent, cheap dope before.

About the bupe...I feel like at doses that low it doesn't compliment the high but it doesn't block it either. I dose mine sublingual though after a nightmare-esque precipitated withdrawal experience trying to shoot it. I can dose .5-2mg of bupe sublingual in the am and get high in the pm. I have heard people claim it does add to the high though, but that's all been "in theory", never met anyone who's experienced that first hand.
 
I'm on 45 right now too - jinx! Happy oxying!

Nice! lol

Seriously jealous sometimes, but I love my beer!

Feeling great now that it's Friday and I'm iced out with a nice side of ghb. Best combo. Ever.

I can only do beer if I'm desperate haha. I just hate the taste. I'd do Jack Daniels all day tho ;)

@ hangyourhead-Yeah, that seems in line for how I was feelin. I think the gaba did lower the oxy. I def wasn't feelin it like normal.

Took 35 mgs oxy n now I gotta taper bc I can't find anymore. Blah. It's only been about a week so I'm hopin the wd's aren't much.
 
About the bupe...I feel like at doses that low it doesn't compliment the high but it doesn't block it either. I dose mine sublingual though after a nightmare-esque precipitated withdrawal experience trying to shoot it. I can dose .5-2mg of bupe sublingual in the am and get high in the pm.

Random tidbit or perhaps useless information some of you may not have known: When you sublingual a bit of suboxone, the bupe gets absorbed & the naloxone doesn't, so then after about 30min, the bupe can get IVed & because it's already on the mu-opoioid receptors, the IV naloxone is like, zomg noooooose!! And goes and fondles itself uselessly in the corner.


Hao is all today? I had an excellent night last night. Found some drinks I rly like, had dinner with a beautiful girl, then went to an old friend's house :D.
 
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