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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards | negrogesic

BDD Social and Info Booth vs 32 - I Stopped Drugs, Only While I'm Asleep.

Bob Loblaw said:
Random tidbit or perhaps useless information some of you may not have known: When you sublingual a bit of suboxone, the bupe gets absorbed & the naloxone doesn't, so then after about 30min, the bupe can get IVed & because it's already on the mu-opoioid receptors, the IV naloxone is like, zomg noooooose!! And goes and fondles itself uselessly in the corner.
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hahahahahaha. This made me die. It's actually kind of funny how borderline useless naloxone really is in suboxone. I'm pretty sure it's really there as a deterrent measure rather than an opiate receptor antagonist. Then again, I also have a naloxone kit at I tend to carry around with the solution prep and intranasal atomizer, which I've used on others a couple times, so I'm used to dealing with it.
 
Minus the fact that the feet hurt so fuckin bad, I feel pretty good. I'm at my other job high on hash, 2.5 mgs of sub, and hood good weed. After work at 1130 this dude I work with and I are gonna smoke a blunt of dank, kief, and hash.

I got 25 mgs Vicodin for after work tommorrow night then its back to the sub Monday morning until the following Mondays would the good shit comes in haha

Gotta work tommorrow on my day off cuz this kid quit today, and another got fired lol plus she shorted me a day sbd I wanna make $200 a week.
 
Feeling nice as hell at work. I SLed 1mg of sub strip around 9pm and I've been smoking hash all night lol plus I just bought a pint of crown and took about 3 shots

I feel so gooooddd right meow. 1130? And ill be out and smoke a nice blunt. Gotta work tommorrow morning but I got 25mgs if Vicodin for after work tommorrow, it was free to.
 
Wtf?! I ended up takin a total of 50 mg oxy yesterday n had full blown panic from 3 pm til 3 this morning. Grr.

I guess 50 is too much for me. That's crazy bc I use to pop 120 mg n think nothing of it.

I'm takin a break today but I did score 100 mgs last night. 10 - 10's. Hopefully I can wait til tmrw lol.
 
Great weekend back home has come to a close :). Though it's an awful feeling being up all day, tired, and knowing I still have to work a 12 hour shift tonight :|. Why so dead, BDD social???
 
cuz tent and lac are gone

been an alright weekend. feeling good off 2mg of suboxone and some hash

just finished off some steamed crabs and another bowl of hash. i even got some crown and bacardi stored away. i might take a shot of the crown, but that's it for tonight i think.

my good friend, who worked with me when my second job i got now was still my first job and now hes working with me again at the golf course like old times. im fucking happy as hell about that. i finally got someone who i can really talk to and doesnt judge me, gives me good advice, and we always got something to talk about. hes probaly like 1 of the ~3 only true friends i got. pretty bad lol

i think im gonna smoke a cig. num
 
I haven't been posting lately mainly due to laziness of not wanting to post from
my iPhone and it constantly changing my words I meant to something not
even close and it pisses me off substantially!

butttt I guess I'll stop by and say whaddup bitches? I've been doin a little dilaudid and cocaine these past couple days via the IV route and it has been heavenly. but I gotta save up because this
coming weekend I'm going to Chicago because I won a free ticket to a music festival!!!' yayayyyyyyy
 
This weekend just pissed me off - I ended up taking a bunch of roxies bc of my back pain after a really bad couple nights of sleep that left my spine feeling about to snap. I seriously need some extended-release oxy, regardless of how abuse-proof or resistant the new tablets are. I'd be so much more down to have lower street value, less diverted, and less abusable oxy than the always-asked-for and kind of sketchy high-dose / short-acting roxys. Ugh. Thankfully I'll be seeing a PM specialist this week or next so hopefully I'll be able to get it worked out.

Ironically, I'd be more than happy to stop smoking weed and taper to a lower dose of benzos for legit PM, and I'm only on diazepam 7.5 a day. At this point it just feels like every other drug I besides zoloft and vyvanse is simply helping me avoid the side-effects of my back pain. Unfortunately for me, however, I live in New York, probably the most difficult for even cancer patients to get meds. I seriously don't get all the new restrictions....I could still acquire roxy 30's within 24 hours if I wanted to. The people getting hurt from all these new laws are pretty much the patients who actually need opioids, IMHO.
 
That was a fun weekend, tomorrow and the following four days will sure suck though haha.

How was everyone elses weekend?!
 
My weekend sucked so bad. I had been waiting all week for a "sure thing" on friday. Like every friday this girl picks up and I hook up with her in the evening. Thursday night I find out she won't be good til saturday. Then saturday she was ready to go pick up and the dude that was giving her a ride fucking let his phone die! So a few hours after she wanted to leave he turns his phone on and tells me to rush over so I do. We're in the car, almost to her place, when he gets the text. The people she's picking up from aren't home! And they didn't get in touch the rest of the day, or all day today. I HATE being jerked around like that. And the same dude that let his phone die and cost me a weekend of nodding the fuck out texted me today saying he knew of something. I texted back asking how much, to which he replies "fuck they're all out". I could kill that son of a bitch, I did manage to pick up like .8 of dope but obviously that's already gone. I have 120mg of hydrocodone for the am but that only buys me a few hours. I have a few things in the works but I don't want to post anything incriminating that is still in the future.

When is laC getting his ass unbanned? Without him and tent the social gets a bit boring! And I guess Bobby's been too busy modding it up ;)

So I found out this dude has a crush on me and now I feel a little awkward around him. Just knowing someone things I'm a good/attractive person is always weird to me. He is cute and sweet but I do have a boyfriend, even if he drives me up the wall sometimes.
 
Glad ya had a good weekend TTM

@maniac sometimes a low key weekend is a good call haha

sorry to hear your weekend was shitty same old at least youll have cash to get mangled later on i guess? I miss lacs antics too :( haha. Im so cocky i just assume i look great to everyone, even when im a sketched P.O.S. lol. But its fun to know for sure right? Just cause he likes ya doesnt mean you need to reconsider your relationship, unless its worth reconsidering :)


OH fuck thank god i grabbed a few percs to chill me out enough to sleep tonight and some ativan for work tomorrow! Way too much jib this weekend thank fucking god i stopped at 9 this morning. So fucked that im doing lines of blow and theyre relaxing me lmao.
 
yeah the only thing to write home about that happened this weekend was the literal 1 bell ringer shot of cocaine I had on Saturday. right now I'm Layin in bed watching duck dynasty (whatever it's what's on) and drinking a couple Busch lights.
 
Thats what i should have done this weekend haha. Duck dynasty is pretty funny if youre high, rednecks make me giggle like a schoolgirl sometimes lol.
I cant believe how much 10mg of oxy is doing for me! i think that the ghb and ketamine ive been tossing in here and there lately has really helped reduce my tolerance which never seemed to go away. (even after a year of no opiates at all, last time i did oxy 60mg didnt even do this much)
 
yeah but I'm not even high-___- I had 4 beers (a fucking laugh in the face of my tolerance) an that's it. I would literally kill for some ketamine cocaine and heroin right now about a ball of
each (realistically) and I'd
be smiling ear to motherfucking ear! unfortunately all you can buy in this shithole area is crack, semi decent coke, and overpriced pharmacy opiates it pisses me off beyond reasoning!
 
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