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Heigh guize,

I'm rollin' off some Methylone. I used three different ROA: Insufflation, Plugging, and IV. IV bk-MDMA was prime! It has such a uniquely euphoric stimulant rush with obvious empathogenic qualities. It almost gave me this "ear-feeling" that reminded me of IV cocaine. Overall a smooth, yet enjoyable experience. It peaked through all the heroin and cocaine I had shot earlier. Been smoking good weeds to potentiate everything, which it has worked perfectly.

I have moar weedz, gabapentin, 2mg alprazolam, and .1 of heroin left. Hmm what should I get tomorrow?
 
^ i would get more of the above, sounds like a nice combo.

i got a whopping 4 hours of drunk sleep. i guess ill make some coffee and burn some weeds.

i woke up and came downstairs and for some reason half of my kitchen counter and sink area is covered in ants, i tried just wiping them away and trashing the napkin till my dad wakes up but it aint working. i hope he's got a good solution cuz its fucking nasty lol
 
Lol i hate going to bed saying im not gonna cop tomorrow and my first thought waking up is damn i'm coping today...


lifes a beach
 
Mass08 said:
Lol i hate going to bed saying im not gonna cop tomorrow and my first thought waking up is damn i'm coping today...
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Yeah, I found the only way to really deal with that was to make it impossible for me to score. Like delete all my dealer's numbers etc. Takes a lot of courage to do that though and took me a long time to get to that point.
 
Waking up with a 100mg shot of heroin, potent weed, gabapentin, and some coffee. To take the 2mg alprazolam bar or not to take it?

I think getting more of that does sounds the better idea, you're right Smoke.

What is everyone else up to?
 
Sounds pretty good as it is no? :D

I'm just popping down codeine pills by the dozen (disclaimer: I have a high opiate tolerance and this is pure codeine so no risk of APAP poisoning) in anticipation of finally getting more H tomorrow, woop woop
 
Well I mean for later on or tomorrow would be when I would use more goods I mentioned stocking up on haha, but I wonder if this 2mg Xanax bar would top off my current combo?

Cheers to the H Pagey!
 
^Nah, I think it's too risky since you've already used heroin and gabapentin, and even if it wasn't (I'm not sure what your tolerance is) it could just make you pass out and not enjoy your high.
 
Swimmingdancer said:
Yeah, I found the only way to really deal with that was to make it impossible for me to score. Like delete all my dealer's numbers etc. Takes a lot of courage to do that though and took me a long time to get to that point.
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I've regretted doing this every day for the last 7 months >_<

Maybe one day I'll look back and be happy about it though... So I hope at least.

There is always the internet, but whenever I feel the need to score I want it right now this very second. Otherwise screw it, the next day when I wake up I usually reasses my needs. So I guess it has worked so far.
 
Aww dude, no :(
How long have you been trying to quit if I may ask?

Okay so I could use a bit of advice - I'm gonna have access to all my usual drugs again starting tomorrow, but I'm really determined to quit the IV speedballing because it's seriously starting to fuck me up. The goal is to go back to snorting heroin and that's it (and then I'll think about quitting heroin, or only using occasionally, but I'm not trying to get 100% clean right now). Dyou think it would be better to stop the speedballs/coke or the IV'ing first?
 
Well if you stop IVing are you going to continue to snort heroin and cocaine together? If so than you are probably going to be spending the same amount of money/using the same amount of drugs. Personally I would cut out the cocaine first as it is so brutal on us who choose to IV it and the speedballs are seriously a game of Russian roulette. I know that we are all educated drug users and put HR first but just look at all the people who have lost their lives to speedballs and I'd like to think that they all knew what they were doing ya dig? I think that if you cut out the coke first the heroin will be a lot easier to manage tapering down to be able to snort it. Once you are down to snorting it you can hopefully reduce your overall usage more easily. I know when I was snorting dope instead of shooting it I could sniff my bags in the morning and be feeling nice honestly until I went to bed that night, shooting it I crave another shot literally as soon as the rush is gone it's awful. Just my opinion, that's what I'd probably do.


As far as me trying to quit it's tough. I honestly didn't ever shoot up cocaine until maybe 2 months ago, so my love for the speedball and IV cocaine is really fresh. I've been trying to seriously stop using coke for the past two weeks or so, maybe less. I'm just very disappointed in myself, I struggle enough as it is with the heroin I can't believe I let myself bring cocaine into the equation too. It sucks cause lately when I think about my current situation I get insanely depressed man, I hate my current life.
 
Yeah that's the thing, if I stop IV'ing right now I'll just snort the speedballs. Stopping the coke first is what I was figuring, because 1. running out of money, 2. it's awful on the veins and 3. in the small space of time I've been speedballing I've already managed to OD twice. Thanks a lot for your advice, good confirmation of what I was planning :)

Oh wow that sounds exactly like me, it's scary. We just have to remember we gotta stop while we're still (relatively) ahead. Don't be so hard on yourself though, quitting is a very lengthy process that unfortunately includes a lot of failures, but I'm sure you'll be able to do this, we just gotta stay motivated.
 
For all those thinking of quiting drugs but putting it off until tomorrow... I used to use use 400mg of Oxy (In one dose) and 3000mg of Diazepam or 300mg Alprazolam or 9000mg Temazepam a weekend and I quit cold turkey.

This is'nt harm reduction but it is an example of how drugs can be quit even if it means going through hell.
 
pally pete said:
For all those thinking of quiting drugs but putting it off until tomorrow... I used to use use 400mg of Oxy (In one dose) and 3000mg of Diazepam or 300mg Alprazolam or 9000mg Temazepam a weekend and I quit cold turkey.

This is'nt harm reduction but it is an example of how drugs can be quit even if it means going through hell.
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Not to be mean or snarky but how is 300mg alprazolam possible?
And even if it were, how would it be possible to quit that kinda habit CT without dying, considering I had 2 seizures from getting off what appears to be a mere 15mg xanax habit CT? :\
I'm just trying to understand if you just made a few typos in a row, which seems unlikely, or if my understanding of the human body and what it can handle is being redefined.
 
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