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Bobby! Its lefty under a new name. How are you man? have you forgotten the how high thread in DC i named for us?

Laccy i still havent got my laptop power cord yet and i hate using my phone. Ive spent the last 48 hours with another bug. hopefully ill habe better access soon.
 
I finally got some pain killers and a good nights sleep...I feel sane again. :) Turns out I got a hernia...fucking sucks man lemme tell you.

How are y'all tonight? Nothing exciting on this end...unless you count having a couple of good games on Call of Duty and making a team full of shit talkers rage quit. :) Went on a 10-0 streak before I even called in a kill streak reward and the AC130 out of my first care package was just the icing on the cake.

Oh and I went to court today for a speeding ticket/failure to appear. Didn't know I was going before the judge, so I went looking...well I ain't shaved in two weeks and basically look like a lazy bear. Had to represent myself, since I took traffic classes I managed to get the DA to offer me a plea of improper equipment and the judge accepted. Basically it goes down as the same thing as a broken tail light...still had to pony up $248 and $50 for the class I took. Better than points on my license and an insurance hike though. :)

Funny thing happened in court: I was in the wrong court room at first and forgot to turn my ringer off on my phone. Someone calls me while I'm in there and my phone starts blaring the beat from Dre's "The Next Episode". Before I could kill it it goes "Hey hey hey hey! Smoke weed everyday!". DA wasn't too happy about that...thank god I wasn't in front of the judge. Got a lot of laughs though and everyone around me was saying how cool my ring tone is. xD

I'm about to eat my last 7.5mg of oxycodone and pass out. One more good nights sleep and I'm back to suffering until I get to my GP for a real appointment. At least I have a party to look forward to on Saturday, no matter how bad I'm feeling I ain't missing it. :)

Be good all.
 
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Lmfao at that ringtone going off. If I was nearby I'd be cracking up.

That bottles gone. I want more, guess ill settle for some more steamroller hits.
 
HeadphonesandLSD said:
Funny thing happened in court: I was in the wrong court room at first and forgot to turn my ringer off on my phone. Someone calls me while I'm in there and my phone starts blaring the beat from Dre's "The Next Episode". Before I could kill it it goes "Hey hey hey hey! Smoke weed everyday!". DA wasn't too happy about that...thank god I wasn't in front of the judge. Got a lot of laughs though and everyone around me was saying how cool my ring tone is. xD
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roflmao

Took 3mg clonazepam to get rid of other drug cravings, well now it feels like those ketobemidone pills in front of me are just mocking me lol. Though I have such a hard time taking opiates these days, I don't even stick to my weekly schedule as I had planned, sometimes I miss a week or two. Not that it's bad by any means, but it makes it a real bitch to figure out how much I need to take. Tolerance seems to be completely random and one week I get high from 300mg codeine and the next I take 75mg IV ketobemidone and it was not as satisfying as I had hoped (though I only had a 3,5ml syringe for 15 pills which was less than optimal, alot got lost maybe). It seems like tolerance increases by something like 100% for every dose I take, even if I wait a week in between. (I've been addicted to opiates daily for over half a decade before I decided to quit).

One other thing that doesn't help is the poor info available on these pills, basically all I can find is the wikipedia bullshit: "The most commonly cited equalisation ratio for analgesic doses is 25 mg of ketobemidone hydrobromide to 60 mg of morphine hydrochloride or sulfate and circa 8 mg of ketobemidone by injection." <--- what does this even mean? That 25mg of oral ketobemidone is equeal to 60mg of oral morphine and that 8mg of ketobemidone IV is equeal to 25mg of oral ketobemidone and 60mg of oral morphine? I'm confused.

If someone could help me out here with some real equalisation chart that has ketobemidone listed I would gladly appreaciate it. I'm thinking of doing all my last ketobemidone pills in 1 shot which would be 100mg but I really want to know first what this actually equeals in IV morphine first. I have no intention of killing myself.

I'm starting to think that you either go full time junkie or you should just leave it alone... though I still want to get high occasionaly :p
 
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Man Im so jealous of you and your ketobemidone. That has been on the top of my to do list for over 7 years. Maybe on of these days...

Anyway, I just got in to my old university town. Man am I loving seeing all these fine pieces of ass walking around again. I love it. And in tradition of this town, it has snowed before I got up here, so its nice and white.
 
Nice. We can practically walk around in our tshirts here, what the fuck Paris.
So I'm on day 6 of 7 of hard drug detox week, this is absolute torture but now that the WDs are calming down a bit I'm feeling so much healthier. I think this is a good incentive to actually start thinking about getting clean/reducing use for good :)
 
What's up everyone,, how are you guys? I feel spectacular , woke up to 15mg valium, 175 mg DXM, .5mg bupre, Purple weeds, and ciggies. I forgot how much I love nmda antagonists. I am quite fond of DXM when combined with bupre, valium, hydroxyzine/dph, and especially marihuana.


What's up cloudy and Pagey, have have you guys been? Haven't seen you around much lately cloudy; I wish you the best!:)
Pagey, where are you from, and where do you live?(if you don't mind me asking :)? You said something about Paris, France but I wasn't sure if you were from there or lived there?

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Bobby! Its lefty under a new name. How are you man? have you forgotten the how high thread in DC i named for us?

Laccy i still havent got my laptop power cord yet and i hate using my phone. Ive spent the last 48 hours with another bug. hopefully ill habe better access soon.
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Aww man that's a bummer. I know how you feel. my comp broke 2-3 weeks ago, and good thing I had a warranty because I need a new one. I am my new computer is being shipped into my local best buy and and should arrive within the next week. I have been using my phone to go on the internet for the past 3 weeks. I can't wait to actually have a keyboard

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Haha no shit???!?!?! FUCKINNNN' DOUBLE AWESOME ^__^
I miss LW, haven't heard from him in years. How is he??


Yeahhh yeahh I've been gone a long time getting clean, but I'm back now (& DTF ;)).
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LMAO.
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Good to hear :) sobriety is no easy task, good for you man ! Do you attend AA/NA meetings?I wish you the best of luck
 
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^That sounds like a pretty cool way to wake up tbh =D
I'm okay I'm okay, I'm glad that as of yesterday I'm not stuck in bed shivering and throwing up anymore, damn heroin withdrawals...
Oh and I'm from Paris but I now live in London. But I come back to Paris during all my uni breaks and stuff :)
So any big plans for the day?
 
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Nice. We can practically walk around in our tshirts here, what the fuck Paris.
So I'm on day 6 of 7 of hard drug detox week, this is absolute torture but now that the WDs are calming down a bit I'm feeling so much healthier. I think this is a good incentive to actually start thinking about getting clean/reducing use for good :)
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Glad to hear it Pagey. My bender is still kind of in progress but... at least I managed to stop with the coke and speedballs. Just need to knock it off with the dope and get back to reality.
 
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Glad to hear it Pagey. My bender is still kind of in progress but... at least I managed to stop with the coke and speedballs. Just need to knock it off with the dope and get back to reality.
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Hey, that's a huge step already, I think I'll try to start like that as well. If I can stop the speedballs and then get off the needle I'll consider it a big success as it is. Good luck :)
 
Yeah stopping the coke was tough.. hah it always is. A lot of my relapses happened because I was fiending IV coke and naturally, dope just accompanied that. But I found that I was doing so much coke, I wasn't even enjoying the dope anymore because I was so tweaked, it was masking the effects of the D so I'd waste a whole bundle just to come down off the coke without ripping my hair out from the crash.
 
Should be getting 4gs of 4-FA today :) It's not mine, but I know I'll be allowed to have a few doses and have xanax to rescue me from its usually unpleasant come down!

Also got a new scale, finally one that can weigh to 0.001g. I'm liking it.
 
hatrix said:
Should be getting 4gs of 4-FA today :) It's not mine, but I know I'll be allowed to have a few doses and have xanax to rescue me from its usually unpleasant come down!

Also got a new scale, finally one that can weigh to 0.001g. I'm liking it.
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4gs!!!!! 8o That is a lot of 4-FA, hope you are planning to share that with friends or keep it for multiple sessions. I once did a 1g 4-FA binge and that was enough, over a couple days. Definitely better if you save it for 4 sessions or share with a few mates.
 
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Yeah stopping the coke was tough.. hah it always is. A lot of my relapses happened because I was fiending IV coke and naturally, dope just accompanied that. But I found that I was doing so much coke, I wasn't even enjoying the dope anymore because I was so tweaked, it was masking the effects of the D so I'd waste a whole bundle just to come down off the coke without ripping my hair out from the crash.
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Yeah I know what you mean. I didn't even particularly like coke before I started doing speedballs (take this as HR advice people, if there's a substance you don't like in the first place then don't try to find ways to like it cuz that'll just screw you over in the end). I still much prefer heroin though so hopefully if won't be too difficult to stop the coke..hopefully...haha. Seriously though, congrats :)
 
I can't go into TC when I'm home, the internet cuts every like 15mn, it would be a pain...I'll be back in London on sunday though and then I'll be on TC more :)
 
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