Mr Blonde
Bluelighter
^ Yeah some people can get very depressed and it can be long lasting, if you are interested in long term effects like that check out PAWS - Post-Acute Withdrawal Syndrome.
Good luck. Hopefully it's all up hill. Similiar to how it was the shortest day yesterday and gets sunnier from here on out. Is there a depression similiar to meth or MDMA scatness?
Yeah wise advice. Ok well for the next couple months going to save it for the 21sts coming up. The weird thing is I'm a curious person and am curious to see what withdrawals are like but at the same time my common sense is telling me to not be stupid
Thanks for the words brother, I am actually using 1200mg at once of codeine unfortunately. It's better then I used to be though, I have had the will power to cut down the dose a bit so that is a good start my psychs said yesterday.
My psychs all seem set on wanting me in hospital for a detox, seriously I am starting to not feel so crash hot on the idea especially because of recent big events with my girlfriend I would rather be with her and detoxing rather then stuck in hospital.
Strange that the tramadol helped you out, I thought it's major metabolite, O-desmethyltramadol, was a full agonist?
I threw myself straight into an addiction pretty much, as soon as I liked codeine I began using it everyday and then starting using other opioids after that as often as I could get them, I am not a very well person mentally and the thought of having an addiction didn't really bother me for a long time.
I think it's great your girlfriend is there to help you out, if you start hiding your use from her then that's a definite warning sign. Keep her in the loop and help each other out, you can use opioids recreationally and honestly I would hate to see you go through the pain of an addiction it could easily tear you apart from your girlfriend, that's why I am quitting now actually.