Thanks for the words brother, I am actually using 1200mg at once of codeine unfortunately. It's better then I used to be though, I have had the will power to cut down the dose a bit so that is a good start my psychs said yesterday.
My psychs all seem set on wanting me in hospital for a detox, seriously I am starting to not feel so crash hot on the idea especially because of recent big events with my girlfriend I would rather be with her and detoxing rather then stuck in hospital.
Strange that the tramadol helped you out, I thought it's major metabolite, O-desmethyltramadol, was a full agonist?
I threw myself straight into an addiction pretty much, as soon as I liked codeine I began using it everyday and then starting using other opioids after that as often as I could get them, I am not a very well person mentally and the thought of having an addiction didn't really bother me for a long time.
I think it's great your girlfriend is there to help you out, if you start hiding your use from her then that's a definite warning sign. Keep her in the loop and help each other out, you can use opioids recreationally and honestly I would hate to see you go through the pain of an addiction it could easily tear you apart from your girlfriend, that's why I am quitting now actually.