anti-social
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 24, 2008
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I was RX'd four 8mg suboxone a day. They did nothing for me at all. Did nothing for the cravings, did nothing for my mood or anxiety like some people. And everytime I used them to withdrawal from other opiates they threw me into protracted withdrwals even waiting two or three days.
I knew girls that would suck dick for this stuff, and when i had a car people would pay me like $5 for one.and I just threw out about 300 of them..am i crazy?
I am not activley addicted to opiates right now but i sure wish i could feel this bliss.. but im being drug tested now.
I was on MMT for two weeks, i was high as the sky, my pain was gone, and my depression was whipped away.
I think I would jump back on it because it legal but i don't have the money or transportation. Plus people told me the good feeling goes away in a month and it would suck if it became like an expensive suboxone that you would have to go and dose everyday. If they did what they did for me in the two weeks I could see myself becoming an active member of society, get a job, and maybe go back to school..yah for opiates.
It just sucks i don't think i can function without opiates. they give me social courage, motivation, a reason to get up and do thing. without them i sit around and feel like sleeping all day.
I knew girls that would suck dick for this stuff, and when i had a car people would pay me like $5 for one.and I just threw out about 300 of them..am i crazy?
I am not activley addicted to opiates right now but i sure wish i could feel this bliss.. but im being drug tested now.
I was on MMT for two weeks, i was high as the sky, my pain was gone, and my depression was whipped away.
I think I would jump back on it because it legal but i don't have the money or transportation. Plus people told me the good feeling goes away in a month and it would suck if it became like an expensive suboxone that you would have to go and dose everyday. If they did what they did for me in the two weeks I could see myself becoming an active member of society, get a job, and maybe go back to school..yah for opiates.
It just sucks i don't think i can function without opiates. they give me social courage, motivation, a reason to get up and do thing. without them i sit around and feel like sleeping all day.

48 hours of delerium, projectile vomiting, and lapsing in and out of consciousness, but boy was I fucking HIGH ... the other involved dosing only a few hours after a shot, which was just absentmindedness, I guess ...