I have the smae problem man and am currently doing a valium taper so I feel like im gonna jump out of my skin. Im glad im getting off benzos if it is common to build a tolerance to them, i kept telling my doctor that I just wanted to stay on them cause i couldnt take the withdrawal but it looks like he is right that they will hurt me in the long run. Im on kratom right now and it is making me feel shitty cause of my benzo withdrawal. Kava is decent, valerian makes me feel shitty but it makes me tired. Anyone know any good ways to get kava? I used to try the root powder but I think it started my colitis... To this day wont touch it. Any predone kava drinks? Also OP im taking california poppy which kinda chills me out when my withdrawals arent bad. If kratom wasnt addictive though id say take it everyday, but it is almost narcotic and you will also build a tolerance. Have you tried lyrica instead of benzos? Lyrica is helping my taper a bit, it is addictive as well but the withdrawal doesnt last as long as benzos so you can at least have hope that by next month you'll be ok rather than worrying you are gonna feel like hell for a year. But yea kava is your best bet, I wish i knew of some premade kava drinks/