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Recovery Another detox attempt.... U-47700 and Tianeptine.

w0w0mg said:
SO today I was offered 10 grams of FREE U-47700, and you know what?
I said NO THANK YOU!!
I'm so proud of myself.
It's insane how when you want to stop using - temptations like this come into play so often.
I can't believe I had the will power to do that.
I know if I would have said yes - I would be in hell all over again!

That just shows you anyone can stop using and not give into our addiction!!!

I am so happy with myself!
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Great job man! Your better than me. To this day I think I would have a hard time turning down 10 grams of free heroin. lol
 
w0w0mg said:
SO today I was offered 10 grams of FREE U-47700, and you know what?
I said NO THANK YOU!!
I'm so proud of myself.
It's insane how when you want to stop using - temptations like this come into play so often.
I can't believe I had the will power to do that.
I know if I would have said yes - I would be in hell all over again!

That just shows you anyone can stop using and not give into our addiction!!!

I am so happy with myself!
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Dude that's awesome!
 
w0w0mg said:
SO today I was offered 10 grams of FREE U-47700, and you know what?
I said NO THANK YOU!!
I'm so proud of myself.
It's insane how when you want to stop using - temptations like this come into play so often.
I can't believe I had the will power to do that.
I know if I would have said yes - I would be in hell all over again!

That just shows you anyone can stop using and not give into our addiction!!!

I am so happy with myself!
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That is great news! You should be proud of yourself! That took a lot of strength and it shows you are progressing in your recovery nicely! Kudos!
 
Thanks so much everyone.
Yeah trust me - I first was going to say yes - go ahead send it!
Then I sent 5 new messages BEGGING them not to.
I just know what would happen.
I know I would end up in that vicious cycle again. I just can't do it.
That stuff would ruin me, I know it would.
I would use tianeptine before I use U-47700 again!
Not saying I am going to but you know what I mean, lol.
 
Keep up the good work. It seems you are able to start acting in your best interest again. Remember, if you feel weak lean on us my friend.
 
Thank you again! I woke up pretty early feeling a little sick so I took some Kratom. It's so strange you will feel great one day then crappy the next. I really think the dissociative I took a few days ago reset my receptors making me feel great for a couple of days. I'm taking it one day at a time. I will not use anything but the occasional Kratom if needed. I still have a long way to go on my sobriety but I have not given up hope. I would like to stop taking the Kratom here soon but I really think it's what is keeping me from craving the harder stuff.
 
Just remember that it gets better with time, and time is the only thing that will work. The more you delve, the easier it becomes. I am still working on my addictive tendencies.
 
Thanks you guys! Its depressing sometimes because it makes you think about regrets. PAWS is horrible but this too shall pass.
 
w0w0mg said:
Thanks you guys! Its depressing sometimes because it makes you think about regrets. PAWS is horrible but this too shall pass.
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Don't focus on regrets, it's not healthy or productive and you can't change what's passed. Just resolve yourself to not keep making the same mistakes. PAWS is temporary and each day you experience it is another day closer to health. Keep going strong!
 
Remember: Whenever in doubt, be kind and gentle in all things. Serious sage wisdom. If you could only just put more energy into slowing down a bit and being a little easier on yourself, as opposed to just trying to go all out and focus on doing more better, because at some point you will hit at least a little bump in the road, you will start to see you can do this this thing they call life. Live long and prosper, as they say :) <3
 
Hold that beautiful headcup high baby, you gots this, you don't even know - just as long as you stay positive and keep trying your best you gots this shit, serious %)

So you're in CT? I do miss living in Fartford. . . Great cheap as Puerto Rican dope! 8) ;)

Best I do not live there, huh? Still, it is always nice to visit my alma mater %)
 
I am really impressed with you WoW! I had real doubts about you being able to make it out of the acute withdrawal phase without going to some kind of detox. But man you stepped up and powered through that hell like a fucking champ. That took a lot of heart. Your change in the last month has been enormous, now think about how enormous it can be in 6 months if you keep on this path! Congrats on your progress.
 
Tinaptine is not a joke I was doing 5 GS a day,luckly its easy to taper so I did too 100mgs every 4 hours ,Even high doses of Kratom dident fully help,trying that few times then had to stop cold turkey that shit was baddd man the rls from it is like complelty diff hard to explain ,worst then 30mg if methedone IMO. And very unhealthy
 
I am really glad to see you post that warning. Just because we have not heard of some novel opioid one should never, ever assume that it is somehow any safer than heroin or oxycodone just because there is not such a strong stigma attached. Realy good contribution. Thank you.
 
Yes the new novel opioids scare me quite a bit. From living under the spell of opiates/opioids and knowing the danger and misery they cause if abused I have a very good idea of what these can do. I am one case, however most people trying these have no idea of the magnitude of horror that opiate withdrawal is and thus are not prepared when it happens.
 
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