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Recovery Another detox attempt.... U-47700 and Tianeptine.

w0w0mg said:
Oh man yeah it's VERY VERY caustic CJ, it's not worth it.
I'm glad you're on the 'done bro, it's so much safer to be on.
I would get back in it, but honestly, I'm so scared of coming back off of it or not being able to pay for it anymore then having to detox, that scares me too much.
The withdrawals scarred me.
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I can understand that. I am very fortunate that my family has the financial stability to help me pay for the methadone otherwise I couldn't afford it. I try not to think about the future withdrawals honestly. If I get my way ill be on it for the rest of my life.
 
That's good man, hey - it's not hurting you any, why not?
My main problem was going out of town, if they didn't have guest dosing I couldn't go.
I felt trapped!
 
w0w0mg said:
That's good man, hey - it's not hurting you any, why not?
My main problem was going out of town, if they didn't have guest dosing I couldn't go.
I felt trapped!
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Yeah that is a problem sometimes. But I couldn't really go out of town when I was on heroin either. I try to look at the downsides of maintenance compared to heroin because I know myself well enough to say that if I wasn't on methadone I would be shooting heroin. Unfortunately abstinence has just never worked out for me.

I am really happy for you though Wow. I can tell your feeling better just by the way you write out your posts. Your thoughts are clearer and your intelligence really shines.
 
Ahh yes, thank you so much, CJ!
I'm feeling loads better, I have only been using Kratom twice a day to help manage PAWS.
I'm going to be getting off of it soon enough, but I'm not going to rush it because every time I do, I end up relapsing!
Kratom has worked for a crutch for me, without it I'm sure I would be much worse off!
Love ya brotha!
 
Haha I have been using Netflix and starting up my business again. I am moving today so it's going to be pretty time consuming. I may not have wifi for a week but I will still have Internet on my phone to check up and post on my favorite forum! :)
 
I guess you are feeling quite well as you are going to move. I have once been in withdrawals and moving those recliners etc. is quite rough job to do while suffering wds.

Moving might be even helpful for staying sober in the long run as you get some distance to place where you used and where you get your drugs from.
 
My lease has ended and my new lease doesn't start until the 18th so I'm staying with a friend. I don't feel 100% but it had to be done!!
 
w0w0mg said:
Ahh yes, thank you so much, CJ!
I'm feeling loads better, I have only been using Kratom twice a day to help manage PAWS.
I'm going to be getting off of it soon enough, but I'm not going to rush it because every time I do, I end up relapsing!
Kratom has worked for a crutch for me, without it I'm sure I would be much worse off!
Love ya brotha!
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I think you should take your time coming off of kratom ;)
 
Have you turned the corner yet, or are you still feeling the physical symptoms of withdrawal? I am curious because I have never had to withdraw from RC opiods.
 
I have been doing good guys!
I have been feeling LOADS better.
Not waking up sick or anything.
I only take Kratom twice a day now which is awesome.


Thanks so much everyone. Much love to you all!
 
You are living proof that it can be done my friend! Keep up the good work. Bare in mind that paws is going to be tough, but you have lots of support here.
 
SO today I was offered 10 grams of FREE U-47700, and you know what?
I said NO THANK YOU!!
I'm so proud of myself.
It's insane how when you want to stop using - temptations like this come into play so often.
I can't believe I had the will power to do that.
I know if I would have said yes - I would be in hell all over again!

That just shows you anyone can stop using and not give into our addiction!!!

I am so happy with myself!
 
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