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^Do you want a life without alcohol?
You said you feel like you have a hole in your heart that you are filling with alcohol.....and that you are happy....So maybe there is a part of you that is unhappy while overall you are a happy person.
It sounds like you are burying something or missing something.....If that is the case, maybe you should slow down on the drinking a bit and work on that part of you that is unhappy.Filling a void with alcohol probably won't make it all go away-(and that much alcohol can't be too kind on your body) It is hard to deal with sadness-especially if you are by nature a happy person (i am too and know this well
) But covering it up will only make it that much harder to face when it comes out, ya know?
Maybe I am totally off base here and you can tell me to mind my own business
But the above post seems like you want help-but you also want to remain in high spirits......????
You said you feel like you have a hole in your heart that you are filling with alcohol.....and that you are happy....So maybe there is a part of you that is unhappy while overall you are a happy person.
It sounds like you are burying something or missing something.....If that is the case, maybe you should slow down on the drinking a bit and work on that part of you that is unhappy.Filling a void with alcohol probably won't make it all go away-(and that much alcohol can't be too kind on your body) It is hard to deal with sadness-especially if you are by nature a happy person (i am too and know this well

Maybe I am totally off base here and you can tell me to mind my own business

But the above post seems like you want help-but you also want to remain in high spirits......????