I went to my first AA meeting for about 3 months tonight. I am still drinking.
It was wonderful and the people there were so honest and down to earth about their drinking.
I actually thought during the meeting that this is what I have been missing.
I really want to get to more meetings now and feel a bit more positive, even though I am still drinking to relieve the symptoms of withdrawals.![]()
only been drinking for a year and a half, was up to a bottle of vodka every 3 days. or 3 litres of beer/ale a day (made my own when i couldnt afford store bought) id never had a hangover in my life before last month, then for no reason atall boom, i couldnt even lift my head out of the toilet for throwing up/dry heaving had a piece of tape on the flusher so i could flush it without lifting my arm off the ground. was like that for about 20 hours, and as sick as i have ever been for another 5 days, couldnt have stood up to save my life. havnt touched the stuff since, that was one of the 10 worst experiences of my life.
I went to my first AA meeting for about 3 months tonight. I am still drinking.
It was wonderful and the people there were so honest and down to earth about their drinking.
I actually thought during the meeting that this is what I have been missing.
I really want to get to more meetings now and feel a bit more positive, even though I am still drinking to relieve the symptoms of withdrawals.![]()
Yeah I'm a greenlighter too so when I tried to PM you it wouldn't let me. So I added you as a friend hoping that it would allow me PM's. No worries mate. I'm just fed up with being an alchy. I'm at step 1. I now know what's wrong with me.