Beat Narrative
Bluelighter
Thankyou N3o for your considered and intelligent replies, its this kind of support that keeps me coming back here, even if i am still drinkings the peer support of this forum is of great assitance, thanks to all involved
Well today was ,my first proper day of school (yesterday being orientation) one of the units i covered was assisting people with drug and alcohol abuse, i certainly had a lot to contribute anyone with half a a brain would have known i was speaking not only from direct experience but current experience. Its a positive class environment though and i think i will benefit from it
I managed to drink a 6 pack just on the commute home, got a fine for drinking on the train, the inspector asked my reason, i said because i am an alcoholic, not sure if that was the right moment to admit my problem especially as its gonna cost me around $200
i need to stop associating drink with reward, i had a productive day so thought getting drunk was my reward, i know i will regret it in the morning
am i really serious about quitiing drinking? my actions would suggest i am not but i have moments of clarity where i can see what my my healthy path in life is, i just dont have the discipline or perhaps desire to pursue it, as they say actions speak louder than words
in the meantime i will keep bugging you guys
Well today was ,my first proper day of school (yesterday being orientation) one of the units i covered was assisting people with drug and alcohol abuse, i certainly had a lot to contribute anyone with half a a brain would have known i was speaking not only from direct experience but current experience. Its a positive class environment though and i think i will benefit from it
I managed to drink a 6 pack just on the commute home, got a fine for drinking on the train, the inspector asked my reason, i said because i am an alcoholic, not sure if that was the right moment to admit my problem especially as its gonna cost me around $200
i need to stop associating drink with reward, i had a productive day so thought getting drunk was my reward, i know i will regret it in the morning
am i really serious about quitiing drinking? my actions would suggest i am not but i have moments of clarity where i can see what my my healthy path in life is, i just dont have the discipline or perhaps desire to pursue it, as they say actions speak louder than words
in the meantime i will keep bugging you guys