Well I must be battling a deceptive enemy within subpersonality broken and insane because I often rationalize it is a good choice still somehow while my life implodes the longer I keep being egged on it is somehow an option that will bring me the results I want bullshit only if I buy the lie.
I hope to see it as not an option truly one day very soon and no plans to imbibe today. for me and those near me will check back nice stuff
Hi, warm belated welcome here. I see new members here daily, I feel this platform is a positive draw, a healthy, productive, worthwhile, rewarding cove to engage in, with so much true empathy, selflessness not typical online or on the street even more so by a long way, and I say to people who know nothing about BL, if nothing else, if you seek basic instructional HR, or motivational support, suggested strategies etc, on ANY single aspect of about any drug, you will very likely find vastly experienced, non bullshitting caring members here who have walked the path, and are so qualified to advise very reliably and soundly.
The fact new members join, each time I see one, I confess sometimes on other forums, even here rare occasions, I have cringed a bit.
For reasons, not closeness at all.
But here now it really uplifts me. Because it signifies, the test of time. This forum is clearly serving purpose for countless and very welcome ftr, lurkers, which is what we want right?
And the new members are all just like us, I see bringing so much positivity too.
I was a new member myself only 2.5 years ago, and was accepted, included fully from the go.
Bob Marley’s lyric on the Uprising Album…Everyone was once a baby…
So,
@dragonix real(er) points.
Your words there gave little away. I’m guessing you feel in a ditch yourself with a benzo habit?
Or just musing over the real challenge of life from another angle.
I have seen, you know, we have a deep down “toughness” like a generator not used until necessary, which comes out when not expected. Like, we sometimes need to go beyond rock bottom to activate it.
But separately, and excuse me if I’ve already blabbed about this above, I litter all over this place, I have major amnesia, but can always recall, I just forget but the reminders jog things fully, like every day I see a dozen alerts and think shit, What trouble have my posts gotten me into now? What did I do yesterday again now?
Usually a fair bit lol.
So in case I didn’t talk of it above here, I do all over you see, Imwondervif you have tried kava? If it may help you with any particular thing. Kava is 90% unknown globally, maybe 7% used.
Vs cannabis’s equally deserved notoriety and widespread use.
If you are interested, I can give you some great info links, plus best legal vendors out there and more just ask please, anyhow/where/when.
