simstim
Bluelighter
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Well it's 9am and I've been up since like 3:30am.
I just got a whole bunch anxiety about the state of my apartment. Mountains of empty beer cans, bugs, it's really the worst it's ever been.
I sort of chugged a 24 oz hard seltzer and smoked some spice resin. Now I'm listening to music and laughing at it. I feel so much better.
Maybe I need to go back on my venlafaxine for anxiety and depression. I've been taking Abilify again for a couple of days now.
I quit both so that I could binge grams and grams and grams of MDMA over the past few months. Lately I was tripping everyday on either mushrooms (was growing) or 4-aco-dmt.
Lately I don't want to trip so I won't lose my beer buzz. I hate going back on my meds because I really plan to trip and roll again in the future.
Perhaps I can go on them long enough to quit drinking for awhile and then quit again? Maybe I'm kidding myself and need my meds to be productive.
I was doing much better with adderall and valium in the mix but no way can I afford private psychiatric care right now.
I just got a whole bunch anxiety about the state of my apartment. Mountains of empty beer cans, bugs, it's really the worst it's ever been.
I sort of chugged a 24 oz hard seltzer and smoked some spice resin. Now I'm listening to music and laughing at it. I feel so much better.
Maybe I need to go back on my venlafaxine for anxiety and depression. I've been taking Abilify again for a couple of days now.
I quit both so that I could binge grams and grams and grams of MDMA over the past few months. Lately I was tripping everyday on either mushrooms (was growing) or 4-aco-dmt.
Lately I don't want to trip so I won't lose my beer buzz. I hate going back on my meds because I really plan to trip and roll again in the future.
Perhaps I can go on them long enough to quit drinking for awhile and then quit again? Maybe I'm kidding myself and need my meds to be productive.
I was doing much better with adderall and valium in the mix but no way can I afford private psychiatric care right now.
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