Yeah, I do get that, and know that things be a struggle. Sorry if my previous comment came off as a lecture or abrasive or whatever, honestly it's from genuine concern for the community, you and others here.I think it is a misunderstanding of ideology, or at least value placed on life, at some point I had a 'revelation' so to speak where I realized my life as a human and the achievements I built up are essentially worthless, I see people around me clinging on to something that will one day go away anyway, so why make yourself suffer through it all? Shaving a few decades of misery away only seems beneficial in my minds eye, and if it doesnt come to be, I'll have more time to enjoy myself. I really only see a victory here either way.
I guess it's part of our innate biology to value our lives and the lives of others but self awareness made me acknowledge these are just chains that bind us to a world of pointless suffering that we needlessly partake in because we are manipulated by our own instincts, essentially we are slaves tortured by our own minds for a pointless goal of reproduction and survival of which stems from the actions of pure entropy that resulted in our existence. Being alive is not a good thing innately, we're weird masses of electrical consciousness that were fished from the void and manipulated to fear its returnal, but we were given the gift of euphoria or the ability to feel good, and most importantly the ability to escape pain/suffering through death, in my mind both of these things are only positives
Even if some part of me is mentally convinced and factually acknowledges everything I am doing is wrong from a societal, moral and instinctive standpoint, spiritually I know I am doing something correct. I am using the tools granted to me here now to achieve what I think is the best I can grant myself as an observer, the highest form of sensory experience. Humans are very good at convincing themselves they're doing what's best for themselves. I would say, whatever brings most joy to oneself is the right thing to do, as long as you're not harming anyone else. You don't need to emphasize with my actions, know I only do things to enjoy myself with little else regard, and if I didn't like it I'd be doing something else. I'm really just like everyone else, trying to make ourselves feel better, whether its through charity, working hard, caring for others, or relentlessly abusing powerful substances to reach the peak sensory experience my mind is capable of creating, they are all actually quite similar.
The most significant effect was a massive increase in the length of the peak, it's not a bam hit in your face that slowly weans down after 2-3 hours, the roll seems to steadily intensify over six hours massively, high also feels much more dopaminergic and stimulant where MDMA is generally actually a rather sedating drug for me, seems to change the effect into something a lot more pleasurable, I may get to try mephedrone soon on its own, could be what I'm looking forMOC maybe a RIMA but it also causes a significant pulse of prolactin after ingestion. It's so potent that it powerfully blunts every stimulant I've tried with it. Obviously this effect may vary for others.
Well, I didn't want to mention it, but I did the same combo yesterday, still feeling noticeable serotonin flood, normally about a week after I start feeling the zaps and in 3-4 days its back to normal, still feeling great. I've never really felt depression or such as a comedown from mdma moreso brain zaps which can be quite powerful and debilitating, small doses of DXM/kanna always cure itVery interesting thread. Any noticabley different come down/after day effects?
While I would never encourage this combo, I do appreciate the report.
Also interesting. Not scolding but just reminding (mainly to others) that it's generally not recommended to take MDMA multiple days in a row, but to each their own..Well, I didn't want to mention it, but I did the same combo yesterday, still feeling noticeable serotonin flood, normally about a week after I start feeling the zaps and in 3-4 days its back to normal, still feeling great. I've never really felt depression or such as a comedown from mdma moreso brain zaps which can be quite powerful and debilitating, small doses of DXM/kanna always cure it
Yeah, just wanted to finish it, wasnt much left anyway, im not touching the stuff for a long whileAlso interesting. Not scolding but just reminding (mainly to others) that it's generally not recommended to take MDMA multiple days in a row, but to each their own..
I've never had the zaps. Well maybe once from ketamine, cocaine, nitrous, and modafinil. That was a weird combo.
Wow never seen mescaline in such a labeled professional form before. I am starting to see pressed pills occasionally and I've heard of gummies out there but I reckon they're big and taste gross.Yeah, just wanted to finish it, wasnt much left anyway, im not touching the stuff for a long while
Also got mescaline hcl, 400mg total, rue combo should be safer with this one, will try this one out on the weekend. I recall my last experience eating the cactus lasting well over 16 hours so maybe not the best thing to take on a weekday
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lol I was just looking at that too"schedule method: 5 days on, 2 days off"
one has gotta rest on weekends.
Well, I didn't want to mention it, but I did the same combo yesterday, still feeling noticeable serotonin flood, normally about a week after I start feeling the zaps and in 3-4 days its back to normal, still feeling great. I've never really felt depression or such as a comedown from mdma moreso brain zaps which can be quite powerful and debilitating, small doses of DXM/kanna always cure it
True, but I understand the withdrawal is caused by downregulation of my serotonin receptors as a result of my body enacting homeostasis in response to too much serotonin, it's not that much different from how benzos downregulate gaba, you can technically 'taper it', but using MDMA for this is just causing more damage, small amounts of ssris seem to be a safe way to manage it which I've noted as quite effective, any depression or lingering effects seem to go away immediately after. Antidepressant withdrawal and MDMA withdrawal I have noticed are completely identical in effects, we know very little about how certain drugs affect the brain and the long term consequences of it, but if the recommended medically supported course for a withdrawal that feels identical is to taper with antidepressants, then I think I'm only doing myself a positive.Be vary careful thinking that the answer to the after-effects caused by one drug is best treated by taking MORE drugs.
It can be a slippery slope.
If you suffer unpleasent after-effects, that's your body telling you that whatever you did. you harmed it. Masking that does tend to lead down a path.
If your are suposed to be trying out an experiment, surely making people aware of the after-effects is a logical part of it all.
Yea, that's definitely expected, one of the more noticeable effects from the mdma combination, but I must still say the palpitations and heart rate never came near to some of the experiences I've had on ritalin and methamphetamine alone, still the effect can be unpredictable so I will stick to the low sideThe one thing I've heard about combining peyote with ayahuasca vine from someone who'sdone it several times, was that it noticeably more taxing on the heart...
Phenethylamines are predominantly potentiated by MAO-B, found in hordenine (can buy from supplement shops), just as a heads up.The one thing I've heard about combining peyote with ayahuasca vine from someone who'sdone it several times, was that it noticeably more taxing on the heart...
This part is quite import, I only use rue which predominately works on MOA-A, serotonin related side effects were minimal although still somehwat potentiatedPhenethylamines are predominantly potentiated by MAO-B, found in hordenine (can buy from supplement shops), just as a heads up.
Yes, although I might get some criticism for it, I was hospitalised once in a similar combination, which was with DMT funny enough.. I was in no physical danger however. A large dose of rue (10g) before smoking changa, resulted in a very long lasting ego death for a few hours, i was completely blacked out due to it so my roommates thought I was overdosing, the mushroom combo I have also done several times I also took it with the MDMA in my last two combinations, the effect change is significant and more similar to DMT, less emotional/'wavy' headspace and it gets a lot more directly to the point, LSD i have not done much experimenting with much and I haven't done the drug many times on its own@chris_p It's a wild experiment you pulled here, after some MAO-A inhibitors and HBWR seeds nearly killed me twice I stopped playing games with serotonin syndrome inducing bullshit. I'm glad that you kept the doses low and had a good time nonetheless. Trying to acquire a pharmaceuticaul with known serotonergic antagonism (like Trazodone) may be in your best interests given your proclivity for experiments that involve intense serotonin PAMs (positive allosteric modulators) like this. I'm curious too, what else have you mixed with MAOIs? I found mushrooms to be quite intense, and LSD to be the most rewarding by far.
All the products I get from my vendor are extremely professionally labelled, with mg dosing included for recreational use, also dosaging spoons and harm reduction sheets, the stuff I get from dispensaries are not even nearly as professional. I think it works through some kind of legal loophole where its sold for medical or herbal use as our country has laws for such a thing the reviews all mention drinking the bottle so thats my assumption, but how he gets to do it 'legally' with drugs like MDMA, ketamine, LSD, DMT, xanax I would rather not ask too many questionsThe professional labeling of your bottle of mescaline is interesting to me, especially given that 400mg of HCl is approximately a single dose, I'm assuming it's sold as such due to the cost of production of a single dose?
You can always hit them with "A friend who has insomnia like me is prescribed a few a month for when the insomnia is particularly harsh. I've tried DXM, DPH, and chamomille tea but nothing seems to work. Would you be willing to try a few trazodones for the month?"Yeah getting some trazodone or seroquel could be a good idea but vendors dont exactly sell that stuff, might have to go speak to a doctor about it but doubt they'd give me any if I told them I needed it for tripping haha, I'd have to put up some schizo act. Xanax tends to do the trick but it definitely won't stop a physical overdose, I agree
Where I lived for the last 3 years legalized all "plant-derived psychedelics", meaning that things like psilacetin and LSD were legal for sale at corner stores and the sort. When it's in that unregulated gray-market kind of place, you can get away with a shocking amount.All the products I get from my vendor are extremely professionally labelled, with mg dosing included for recreational use, also dosaging spoons and harm reduction sheets, the stuff I get from dispensaries are not even nearly as professional. I think it works through some kind of legal loophole where its sold for medical or herbal use as our country has laws for such a thing the reviews all mention drinking the bottle so thats my assumption, but how he gets to do it 'legally' with drugs like MDMA, ketamine, LSD, DMT, xanax I would rather not ask too many questions