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A Box of Toys For Brains- PD SpaceBar

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dread said:
I have the same problem these days. I go to sleep, then I wake up 2-5 times a night. Until I can't get back to sleep, then I just get up and start doing whatever.
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Yeah, I used to get really frustrated= key to NOT getting to sleep. Generally, if I'm not working, I get up, smoke a bong or two, make a cup of tea, and go on Bluelight or play some music etc. Wait and see if the weed makes me sleepy, if so- sleep, if not, don't sleep. I actually love being up early greetin' the days shiney smile :)
 
Hey guys!! I'm on campus right now...lame. Howz everyone doin here? Idk where u guys are all at but i am sick of the bitter ass cold in chicago...its snowing outside! I could def go for some nice warm sunbathing
 
Oh man I've got a physics test tomorrow and I have a feeling I'm going to get my ass handed to me. :(

Everybody send me some good vibes. <3
 
^@neuro-d
Haha these systems are fucken me up man. Fucken atwood machines and y hats and t criticals n all this wild shit. I feel like I'm in the logic-based torture chamber in hell.
 
Hey hey amor what up! Yea i kno, idk y it took me so long to get here...

Roger, i think ur in some serious shit i didnt even deal with in my physics class lol
 
Hummm... I've got to do a presentation for my class tomorrow, and I know that my anxiety is going to get the best of me if I don't do something about it. :\ Cannabis is almost always highly anxiolytic for me, but I'm worried that it might backfire on me (because of its somewhat unpredictable nature). Would a bit of alcohol help?
 
ive had the same problem apple...weed has always been completely anxiolytic for me but recently it has become quite the opposite, and I would definitely say that for me at least, alcohol would be a much more sure-fire anxiolytic...too bad i hate drinkin it lol
 
Oh I think i misunderstood that post...I thought u were sayin to sleep the night b4 b/c of anxiety...i wouldnt recommend actually giving the presentation drunk or high...lol
 
I'd stay away from cannabis for your presentation unless you were 100% sure you could pull it off. It could all lead to more anxiety oh so very fast.

Low dose of Alcohol/Benzos would do the trick better. Or if you know your shit well enough, just go into it sober :)
 
Yea pot would lead to more anxiety for me in a presentation no doubt,
If you were to do alcohol I'd say like one shot maaybe, just to loosen yourself up a little bit but only if you can cover up the smell real good.

Sober is always best though, cause if you can do it well sober it'll definitely build confidence for the next time round.
 
Morning PD <3 I had a restless night last night (Im now going on 36 hours clean from H and intend to stay that way). I can not tell you how badly I wish I had never tried opiates... because despite the HELL ive put my body and mind through the past week or so I KNOW that somewhere down the line I'll mutter the words "fuck it lets just go get another bundle." :( It has this peaceful beautiful allure, but I've come to the decision that if you cant sustain your habit (which you CAN NOT living on unemployment) its best just to stop for good. Or to just stop for good for yourself. Sorry for rambling on about this... its just something that im going through right now and I love my PD family and the support I get from ya'll <3
 
Good Morning Everyone :D I used to wish I never tried opiates to Karma but if I said that I would be lying to myself. They have given me some great times and brought me all over the place in the last 7 or so years since I first tried Heroin. What ive decided is to just never use them habitually ever again. I know , I know everyone wants that and says that. I just feel like I can Pull it off for the most part. I have access to oxy all the time through a friends script and I limit myself to weekly use at most. This may be hard for some and is dangerous for an opiate addict like myself. But ive been able to do this without becoming addicted again since xmas.

<3 I hope you feel better Karma you are such a great person , the first day or so are the hardest and you've made it through. Keep up the good work <3
 
Having only tried H a few times I wouldn't know what its like to be addicted to it, but I can understand how people get drawn into it. I probably could as well if i had a decent enough source, but my social anxiety pretty much limits me to never being able to carry a conversation with anyone, let alone scoring drugs off the street.

I wish you all the best of luck :) and remember psychedelics can bring that oh so wonderful sparkle everyone needs in their lives <3
 
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