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A Box of Toys For Brains- PD SpaceBar

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swilow said:
Eh what a downer swilow, get thee out of here....;)
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If that was a deliberate funny - =D

If not - :|

Wish you all the best with the tapering - benzos are a bugger of a habit to break but I know you'll get through it just fine <3:)<3

Also, do you get the 2mg diazepam in Oz? Just wondering cos they're very handy for tapering - jumping down 5mg can really bloody hurt when you're addicted, the 2mg ones just make for a smoother (if longer) ride down to nothing.
 
I broke my addiction to xanax when I lost my connection in HS, it really fuckin sucked for a while. But now, I have unlimited access to benzos and I hate them, unless to come down from something. You'll get through it man, best wishes
 
ahhh glorious afternoon

spent the afternoon reading and basking in the sun like a lizard

I'm going to be so dark this summer season I see that already I'm already getting tanned from all this sun!

BRING ON THE SUNSHINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
I did some speed today. Just a small dose of crappy street speed. It didn't do much, for maybe ½ an hour I felt something of a stimulation in my head, but then nothing.

Somehow speed doesn't affect me anymore. Not the way it used to do. I can't seem to build myself a psychotic cloud castle of euphoria and self deception like before.

Maybe it's a good thing.
 
I'm sure I'm developing a vicarious virtual tan just from reading your posts recently, GS :D

I presume you must be in the south of the US somewhere, SP? Knew it wasn't as frizzling cold as the rest of us winterworn buggers, but didn't realise it was hot enough to be naked sunbathing every day. You are a fortunate fella - can barely remember what the sun looks like or what it's rays feel like. Few things more depressing then endless weeks of cold, dark, wet days - great to have the variety, but would be nice if it varied towards a bit of warm sunshine a bit more often...

EDIT: Know the feeling, Dread - have continued my lil piss-poor quality speed binge after a couple of hours sleep this morning, but am far from as sped-up as I should be given the copious consumption.

Am forever bemoaning the atrocious quality of speed in the UK these last few years, but the kiddies seem to love the stuff. Am never quite sure whether I was spoilt for street speed after finding a stupidly good contact (chemist :)) in my teens and being weaned on the best speed money can't buy, or whether it just doesn't affect me much anymore - almost as if I have no "speed" receptors left. Not that simple, I know, but can you develop a permanent tolerance to amphetamine? Surely not?
 
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I am in the south of the country...in Georgia where the winters are mild....its great I love it...

although this winter has been kinda hard on me...its really worn me down (work+no psychedelics+no sunshine = worn down samadhi planes).

Just recently its gotten warm enough to naked sunbathe and I have been knocking off work whenever possible to do so!!!!!!!!!! <3

sunrays to you shambleyswirl
 
can you develop a permanent tolerance to amphetamine? Surely not?
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Not to the substance itself, I think, but maybe to the mental effects, the repeatative behavior inducing thought loops and structures. Once you see through them, you kinda get immune to them.

The speed effect seems to be 90% placebo and self suggestion. Once you rid yourself of this, the actual effect of the substance is not so special. Just something that peps you up a bit and keeps awake, like coffee.
 
good luck man!

just loosen it a little then you can unbutton the top shirt button (or two) and then slip out carefully like you'd take off a regular shirt.

I only have to wear a tie for one day this year. pretty nice gig hehe.
 
I love all of you dearly, but I need a break from the internet right now. My journey last night made that clear to me...

I need to get back into my own body and stop distracting myself from my issues.

be well
<3
FGH
 
Leo!! Enjoy your time away from the internet!! <3 I think that's a wonderfully cleansing thing to do for the mind... kick tv too if you watch it at all and that will be a great break for you! Very happy to hear that and I look forward to talking to you once you feel you've had sufficient time away.

love and lite ;)

HI PD loves! <3
 
^ Hi cutie! One favor, please--warn me to duck when you get the urge to swing your new modstick, will you? <3
 
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