You don't need them!!Its 1:40 am... could not sleep. Working on 2 rush jobs in 100 degree heat for the last 2 days.... still stayed at 4 or under Tram 100's per 24 hours I was at a solid 8 per day 2 weeks ago. I hear n3 saying You Don't Need Them!
That is great to hearYup. I am trying to wait longer but the fatigue is not good for my situation right now as I have to complete 2 projects that have a dead line.
Good. This mentality will get you farI am not beating my self up I am just moving on...
Is it ever a good time to detox though?? It's just your addiction telling you it's not a good time to quit, because it wants to rope you back in. Don't listen to that voice that's telling you this is too hard or not the right time. You've been doing so well. It's never going to be easy to detox and quit, you've already cut down heaps, just keep going. You can do this!!Maybe right now is not a good time to detox.
As long as you keep lowering your dosage and don't go up again I think you're still on the good path. I know how hard it is to taper let alone detox fully if you still need to work. Keep your head up, don't listen to that voice in your head that wants to take more. Set the taper-plan and stick to it!I seem to be in a perfect storm...
Financially, I must work to eat and pay bills.
Geographically, It is Texas hot and humid and I work in building with out a/c.
Mentally, I am not adapting to the Texas life very well and I know I need to deal with the physical detox but in those conditions I just can not think straight and I get frustrated and angry.
I have not chosen to give up. Instead I have chosen to take 1 if it gets to that max point.
In the last few days I am in a better place. Not cutting as much as I would like but cutting.
100% agree with this.As long as you keep lowering your dosage and don't go up again I think you're still on the good path. I know how hard it is to taper let alone detox fully if you still need to work. Keep your head up, don't listen to that voice in your head that wants to take more. Set the taper-plan and stick to it!
Good luck gentleman.
That's great man, well done! Keep it upJust checking in... nothing stressful to do today. Feeling many emotions... unusual... oh well it is what it is... took 3 with in 12 hours. lower than usual but I really not useful for anything much. I will see how later tonight goes.... Right now just groggy. Thanks all...
That'll make it a whole lot more comfortable. I hate the heat.Yes n3 it did drop... from upper 90's to lower 90's. It was noticeable. Supposed to rain for the next 4 days.