1st time rolling. Prone to panic attacks. Should I?

[sakura.summers]

well I rolled last night.

took one 007 red and can honestly say my experience was totally neutral if not more bad than good. I was pretty nervous the whole time, but not OVERly nervous. Like many of you told me not to do, I was anxious about it. Its just something I could not control. for the first 3-4 hours I was nervous basically. but once I layed down in bed I felt really relaxed, though still a bit nervous. I was really calming myself down mentally but I still cant say it was an awesome experience.

I also think that I might not have had enough. I wasnt feeling a crazy euphoria or anything, I was listening to some awesome trance music and everything, feeling things, just chillin with a few friends but it just wasnt fun. until... I fell asleep, and Im pretty sure I had some awesome dreams. and I felt good waking up this morning.

My head feels kind of heavy and like there is pressure inside.

I just wish I would psychologically let myself have fun but it just wasnt something I could do. though I am glad I tried it before going to the festival.

I think now that I know what to expect, next time will be great.

also im not sure but my friends were saying they felt a little wierd and from the start I suspected there was something different about the pills. perhaps piperizine but who knows.

even they said their experience wasnt great and they have rolled before many times. idk ive looked up the pill and it says its just mdma but who knows

Just looking up the pill isn't really enough. There are a lot of copycats put there. Buy a test kit so you can know what's in your pills next time!

 

[exm]

I have panic attacks every other day. Have for as long as I can remember. But I've never once panicked while rolling. Nervousness for the first hour or so (to the point where it's hard for me to function), but then it's gone and everything is great.