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1st time rolling. Prone to panic attacks. Should I?

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So I smoke alot of weed but ive been gettin really burned out of it and always have mild panic attacks when I come down. Ive only had one that was really bad and It was cus I smoked like an entire gram of trainwreck in a blunt at once.

I seem to have some anxiety from all of this and Im going to be going to a huge festival in about 2 months where Im gonna roll for the first time.

Im really afraid that I might have an anxiety reaction and it sucks because I also know that fear of an anxiety attack is what triggers them alot of times. I think I will most likely be fine as I am good with coping with it usually but i dont know for sure. Im trying really hard to get myself in a good mindset.

Is an extasy high anything like a weed high? Curious because I am led to beleive that they are similar just from my research (serotonin related) but Im obviously not an expert and am just speculating.

If its different I think I will be fine but I dont want my brain to have a huge panic episode if I do it.

any input is appreciated.

edit: im taking precautions. Im taking 5-htp for about a week before and getting all my vitamins etc.

Also, should I just quit smoking weed? It seems like no matter what im just gonna keep getting paranoid from it. its not even fun anymore.
 
i never had anxiety attacks until after my e use not sure if it was bc of the mdxx or the other fillers. you probably wont have an anxiety attack while on e but after you might. my advice if you want to try e only do one or 2 pills max i did 4.5 my first time which was unneccesary and prolly added to me getting anxiety
 
yeah im also a little worried cus its a 2 day festival. Do people usually roll the whole time or what?

Im afraid I might over-indulge but another part of me says just fuk it it will be an awesome experience and I wont look back from it.

like idk maybe 1 pill every few hours or so? or will I destroy myself doing that?
 
BCRich said:
yeah im also a little worried cus its a 2 day festival. Do people usually roll the whole time or what?

Im afraid I might over-indulge but another part of me says just fuk it it will be an awesome experience and I wont look back from it.

like idk maybe 1 pill every few hours or so? or will I destroy myself doing that?
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Definitely wont roll the whole time. Do some research man
This site is FULL of useful info. Its good your here now and not after this festival.
 
i believe a roll usually last 5 hours but your first time you can roll up to ten bc of all the built up serotonin. ppl usually start rolling towards the end of the night. my first time i rolled from 4:30 to 1 where i was coming down. i say i you are going to roll do it on the first or second day not both. and pop 30 min before your fav djs/artists are coming up.
i think no more than 2 pokes which usually not always contain 75-100 mg of mdxx and youll be good.
TEST YOUR PILLS
 
What if I rolled both nights just 1-2 pills each time. Ive done alot of research on how much it kills your serotonin/receptors etc. but I also want to have an awesome time both days.

also what is mdxx? is this molly?

and also what do you mean by test your pills? I know you mean avoiding other drugs (meth, lsd, or anything for that matter). but what is this process? is it expensive/hard?
 
Welcome to bluelight.

When someone asks if they should try MDMA, many of us remember how amazing and profound our first tome was and can't help but get excited for others to have that experience.

MDMA is not a feeling one could compare to another drug to give you an accurate depiction of the experience. Its beautiful in a way that may have some similarities to psychedelics (some may even argue that). MDMA is in no way comparable to weed or alcohol.

In terms of anxiety, its reasonable to prepare for anxiety on the come up- once you're fully engaged in the experience your fears and anxiety will likely be a memory you can't even relate to. No one can say for sure how anyone will respond to MDMA, its at your own risk. The most important thing is to have good people with you who are supportive and aware you're rolling, and to confirm your pills are true MDMA.
 
also, all my friends keep telling me that mdma is always based with either speed or heroin. but everyone on the internet says its just an emulsion of mdma and other mixed ingredients which could be anything

but yet molly is harder to find than based stuff? or at least thats how it is here, which I dont understand.

Ive looked on pill report and a vast majority of pills are just mdma with any combination of amphetamines, ketamine, caffeine, sometimes meth, and some other weird shit.

also why are alot of pills in a compressed form while most molly are in a capsule?
 
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Taking MDMA will destroy anxiety on site, or at least that was how it was for me. The only time you need to worry about anxiety in on the comedown....can be a bit "tricky" for some people. I learned how to deal with my anxiety on a whole new level after a few dates with MDMA. One of the hundreds of things I learned from it.
 
theotherside26 said:
Taking MDMA will destroy anxiety on site, or at least that was how it was for me. The only time you need to worry about anxiety in on the comedown....can be a bit "tricky" for some people. I learned how to deal with my anxiety on a whole new level after a few dates with MDMA. One of the hundreds of things I learned from it.
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yeah this is essentially what Im scared of is the comedown.
 
The form (pill or cap) is irrelevant, MDMA is still MDMA. Yes, it could be cut with some other crap that you are unaware of, but just because somebody calls it "molly" doesn't mean that it is pure.

You can't predict how you feel. There can be some anxiety during the come-up or comedown. If this is your first time it is unlikely that you would have any long recovery period during the following days. Maybe a nice afterglow the day after.

I have had close to anxiety attacks on MDMA in the past, but it was during a particularly messed up period in bad environments and mixed with other substances. I wouldn't worry too much about this, once it kicks in the anxiety is out the window, as mentioned above.
 
BCRich said:
yeah this is essentially what Im scared of is the comedown.
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The only reason the comedown can be tricky is that MDMA is like falling in love with the best feeling a human can ever experience(or one of them at least) and then being thrown back into normal life. Tabs with cut or pips can have a terrible comedown, but pure MDMA is just like having to let go of a short term love affair....tricky but not all that bad :)
 
mdma isnt anything like weed. weed is a downer this a stimulant. i would think the only thing that might cause a panic attack would be after you pop the pill while waiting for it to kick in. most people get that nervous butterflies feeling bc they know its fixing to be on lol. but after you come down (if they are clean) you will just wanna sleep.
 
pnut3844 said:
mdma isnt anything like weed. weed is a downer this a stimulant. i would think the only thing that might cause a panic attack would be after you pop the pill while waiting for it to kick in. most people get that nervous butterflies feeling bc they know its fixing to be on lol. but after you come down (if they are clean) you will just wanna sleep.
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this is pretty much what I wanted to hear.
 
BC Rich: Just re-read your OP. 5-htp can DIMINISH your MDMA experience if taken prior to using MDMA. It sounds like you're planning to pre-load 5-htp: you're much better off saving it for after.

Piracetam beforehand is most beneficial. Though this is a legal supplement, you must do your own research to acquire it as we don't provide sourcing here. It's quite difficult to find at stores, I recommend a web search.
 
I wouldn't worry too much. Buy a test kit and do your research. (google "dance safe" this should be helpful) You'll probably be a little anxious when you pop the pill, but just relax. Stay with close friends. You might want to allow yourself plenty of time to come up before going to watch a dj/band since you don't know what MDMA does to you, and it makes some people sick on the come up. Other than that, just stay hydrated but DON'T DRINK TOO MUCH (do a search on "hyponatremia") Research as much as you can before the festival, this site is full of useful information that can help you avoid bad experiences and make your roll better.

Side note: As far as the weed goes, I'd just stop smoking. If it gives you anxiety, then it's not fun anymore, and theres no point in taking recreational drugs if your not having fun. Plus, it'll probably save money so you can spend it on other things :)
 
I wouldn't worry about anxiety. MDMA comes on super quick, so about the time you start to feel high you're already rocketing to the peak. The bad news is that if you're not used to this you may feel some anxiety, fear or even panic. The great news is that MDMA is a drug that totally and completely kills anxiety - and it kills the anxiety super quick - you won't be anxious or scared for long at all - for me the anxiety from coming up when i first started would only last maybe like one minute and then in one magic instant....swooooosh! you're in bliss and having the best time of your life.
 
An Ecstasy high is NOTHING like a weed high, trust me. ;)
The first time doing Ecstasy is the most magical thing you will ever do. You'll be fine, trust me. Just have some relaxing music, water, and some cigarettes incase you have a panic attack. You may have one, who knows. We can't tell you if you will or not. All you need to know is that there's nothing to worry about if you play it safe. And please for the love of god, test your pills! Make sure they only have MDMA in them!
 
Do not touch MDMA with a steel pole..
During it you would have a wonderful experience with no anxiety in site. But on the comedown and weeks to months following count on having anxiety on your back at random times. Trust me, if you are prone to panic attacks and they even emerged before you had ever taken MDMA you should definitely not roll.
I never really had anxiety even while being a heavy heavy pot smoker. But after rolling just a few times and smoking weed again, the panic attacks all started.
 
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