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CFC said:
i know some physically addicted tho - constantly tapering down or getting sick otherwise. how many grams do you take when you use?
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Physical addiction is when you use every day without a break whatsoever. When you do that and stop cold turkey, you’ll get withdrawals exactly like opiates. So you have to taper for sure.

I don’t use every day, there’s always a break and I never have withdrawal ever. Gabapentin helps with withdrawal though if you have that.

I take 6 grams at a time.

Even without it, I deal with psychological addiction...like I look forward to getting more...so there’s that.

I hope you’re feeling better today @CFC!! 💗💗💗
 
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JessFR said:
Oh yeah I know the type. Or rather I'm familiar with the other incarnation of them.

By which I mean people who think coffee is fine, energy drinks is fine. But taking caffeine in the form of a pill is baaaad.

Even though it's exactly the same thing in exactly the same quantity. But without sugar and shit.
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Caffeine pills are awesome btw. haha I wish I had some now.
 
I get physical addiction really easily from kratom, but I was addicted to it (physically and mentally) for a long time.

CFC said:
eww, no. not fun at all. they're like misery inducing somnolence. i like to be sociable, elevated, happy and energetic when im taking drugs
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This is crazy to me, it's also hard for me to imagine not liking opiates. Opiates actually make me feel basically perfect, not the most blast in your face type of drug but the most comfortable by far. I feel sociable, happy, content, energetic even, no anxiety at all, and feel I can approach problems with ease and make good decisions (except with the decision about taking more or not, or if deep in addiction, whether or not to lie to people, etc). The perfect functional drug. I really wish somehow they were not physically addictive and I could use them but the problem is that I can't use them responsibly and usage grows and grows until my life becomes misery.

CFC said:
so many people seem to be constantly trying to "lower their dose" of kratom that it has me a bit concerned about its addictivity
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It's a slippery slope, part of the problem is it lasts such a short time, it's really easy to redose numerous times throughout the day.
 
Gotta flex with my poetic skills (which I pretend to have) @w01fg4ng I feel more at home writing poems compared to raps. Theres something more kind of deep with poems.

Watching, switching and itching for that something
Forever in the mind, but nowhere to be seen
My heart paints a beautiful picture of it
But then my mind says Im being too lucid
I didnt ask for much
Infact I asked for nothing
But what I got sucks
I gotta turn it into something
 
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schizopath said:
Gotta flex with my poetic skills (which I pretend to have) @w01fg4ng I feel more at home writing poems compared to raps

Watching, switching and itching for that something
Forever in the mind, but nowhere to be seen
My heart paints a beautiful picture of it
But then my mind says Im being too lucid
I didnt ask for much
Infact I asked for nothing
But what I got sucks
I gotta turn it into something
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wondering rymes with dolph lundren
 
My favourite DOC was extscy pills about 12 years ago take a a few and be in lovely land, arcing was amphets 17ywaes ago. Then is meth (overamp iv or I won’t bother), alcohol, weed, mdma hasn’t worked on me since the Rocks is came out, my main memory from dack was vomiting. Cigarettes are my kryptonite even though they’re the worst. 😬 actually when I was 13 hood rat I was sniffing paint. I would get so wasted off lihe $2. Only did that for a year though. Best feeling though is when your sober, excited and just natural Hugh!! 😍 will get back there
 
Misskitt said:
My favourite DOC was extscy pills about 12 years ago take a a few and be in lovely land, arcing was amphets 17ywaes ago. Then is meth (overamp iv or I won’t bother), alcohol, weed, mdma hasn’t worked on me since the Rocks is came out, my main memory from dack was vomiting. Cigarettes are my kryptonite even though they’re the worst. 😬 actually when I was 13 hood rat I was sniffing paint. I would get so wasted off lihe $2. Only did that for a year though. Best feeling though is when your sober, excited and just natural Hugh!! 😍 will get back there
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I use to like duster and glue and spray paint but that shit will destroy the ba ba ba brain
 
sewerslide.666mg said:
I use to like duster and glue and spray paint but that shit will destroy the ba ba ba brain
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Hahaha!! Yep!! I did it for a year. But I’ve been on and off drugs and alcohol for about 19 years. Absolutely am brain damaged but still manage to get high scores at uni, do complicated maths and write papers. Got a twitch and schizophrenia too. 😬 #consequences
 
I really can't imagine sniffing glue and shit.
I've done some seriously unhealthy shit in my life, but that's where I draw the line.

I just cant imagine even trying to start with.

No judgements, I just cant imagine doing that.

And I used to get all my old baggies of heroin, wash them with water and shoot what was left in desperation. Im not a stranger of doing crazy shit in addiction.
 
JessFR said:
I really can't imagine sniffing glue and shit.
I've done some seriously unhealthy shit in my life, but that's where I draw the line.

I just cant imagine even trying to start with.

No judgements, I just imagine doing that.
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most of the time I was on benzos when I did that shit... icing on the cake as they say, I still do niturous once in a wile but don't binge on it
 
Nitrous is a different ballgame than inhalants like glue, paint, duster, etc. Nitrous is pretty harmless if you don't abuse it, it doesn't kill brain cells, in fact it's still used in dentistry today and was the first safe anesthesia drug (before that they would dose you with enough liquor to render you entirely unconscious and unrousable which sometimes killed you and always gave you alcohol poisoning).
 
JessFR said:
I really can't imagine sniffing glue and shit.
I've done some seriously unhealthy shit in my life, but that's where I draw the line.

I just cant imagine even trying to start with.

No judgements, I just cant imagine doing that.

And I used to get all my old baggies of heroin, wash them with water and shoot what was left in desperation. Im not a stranger of doing crazy shit in addiction.
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yeah I was 13 whenI started. Smojed weedfor like the 6th tiime and had a full on psychotic. Episode that turned into schizophrenia. I never spoke about my course or hallucinations. Moved in with some crazy alcoholic paint sniffee became alcho paint snifferstreet kid for a year til I wet to rehab met some guy she started using iv amotheramines shile I cut down paint was still drive joint though. Yeah I’ve done some fuckkng batsh crazy shit too. #yolo
 
Xorkoth said:
Nitrous is a different ballgame than inhalants like glue, paint, duster, etc. Nitrous is pretty harmless if you don't abuse it, it doesn't kill brain cells, in fact it's still used in dentistry today and was the first safe anesthesia drug (before that they would dose you with enough liquor to render you entirely unconscious and unrousable which sometimes killed you and always gave you alcohol poisoning).
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Exactly, I don't even consider nitrous in same league.

As far as destructive drug abuse, i consider nitrous close to the bottom, and sniffing stuff like glue near the top.
 
sewerslide.666mg said:
is weird after i sniff glue I can smell it in my nose for a long time fuck dat shat
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Yeah. My favourite was Mat black or chrome. It’s kinda scary though cause I deliver meals to the homeless in my hometown aha I see all the peoPls I was with they don’t remember me. But yeah. Fucking dodged a bullet giving that shit up!!
 
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