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schizopath said:
I write poems. I feel like my life is a art of its own. (if you had been in my shoes and seen my life you would understand what I mean)

Sometimes I have thought about painting but never started it.

Do you paint or anything?
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Cool. I was a bit of a musical junkie at one point in my life. I literally wrote songs in my sleep. My fingertips went soft from not playing but a lot of that stuff never left me. I like to think of myself as an appreciator at this point in my life instead of a creator.

schizopath said:
Wolf if you wanna try your poetic talents write here. I like your raps and I believe that you could write good poems.

https://www.bluelight.org/xf/threads/high-poetry.879391/

It has currently like 3 writers.
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Thanks for the heads up.
 
w01fg4ng said:
Cool. I was a bit of a musical junkie at one point in my life. I literally wrote songs in my sleep. My fingertips went soft from not playing but a lot of that stuff never left me. I like to think of myself as an appreciator at this point in my life instead of a creator.


Thanks for the heads up.
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Yeah Im still a music junkie. Thats pretty cool that you wrote songs in your sleep. The dreams that I can remember usually just consist of sex drugs and violence. I feel like writing raps aint something I wanna do anymore, so Im gonna focus on poems.

Your welcome.
 
JessFR said:
Problem with schizophrenics telling the truth, they can only speak the truth as they know it, making the truth just as unreliable as lies. :p

Then again, to a lesser degree that's also true of everyone else too.
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Personally its just good that I got schizophrenia so I lie less nowadays. Also schizophrenia turned my hate to love (atleast thats how I see it)
 
schizopath said:
I have been wondering how stupid some people can be for years now. I have tried to get them their drugs in a bulk and advice them from a dealers perspective but they havent changed shit. Still prefer to pay double the price for some reason.
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A good friend of mine in college decided he wanted to take piracetam for a while. He would only buy it in pill form though, he was paying insanely high prices for it. I bought a bulk tub for super cheap, and told him about it, and he was like, uhhh, no, I'll stick with the pills, thanks. They were literally like 10 times the price. I offered to give him some of my bulk crystals for free, he wouldn't take it. Like he couldn't be arsed to use a scoop to measure it. Then a few months later he said to me "man I'm gonna quit trying to take that shit, I like it but it's just too expensive, I wish it was cheaper". I was like... dude, it is cheaper.
 
Xorkoth said:
A good friend of mine in college decided he wanted to take piracetam for a while. He would only buy it in pill form though, he was paying insanely high prices for it. I bought a bulk tub for super cheap, and told him about it, and he was like, uhhh, no, I'll stick with the pills, thanks. They were literally like 10 times the price. I offered to give him some of my bulk crystals for free, he wouldn't take it. Like he couldn't be arsed to use a scoop to measure it. Then a few months later he said to me "man I'm gonna quit trying to take that shit, I like it but it's just too expensive, I wish it was cheaper". I was like... dude, it is cheaper.
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Exactly. I have fucking helped him in many ways but he just CANT be smart. Im so sick and tired of hearing the shit he says when I have tried to help him.
 
✿Dai₷y✿ said:
Meh.

You have become more involved in drugs these days than you were when you joined, seems that at from your posts.

You're an adult and seem to have gotten your shit together in that time, I don't know you obviously and probably way off base here yet it's a worry sometimes when people develop this way as it can lead to personal stories along the lines of many friends who ended up in the shrine or are living in state health facilities because they tried their brains on rc drugs.


Ppl gotta find out from their own experiences, I sure fucked up and no one could stop me , learned the hard way, will never use the amounts I did ever again no matter what happens.


I just stick to the 5 drugs that are constantly good quality and the illegal ones I know what they're made from and whats in them, pretty lucky in that regard .

Prob better off in a drug forum talking about this shit, drug culture or PD, that's what they're for meh.


Yawn. I gotta go to work.
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When i first joined i was using meth and heroin every weekend - today i've been sober for half a year, minus a couple relapses.

I appreciate you looking out though. Even if you wern't, it sounded like you were.

I was about to get into RCs but i don't want to risk it anymore. Same with DNM. I just hit the street.

Yeah you're right.. i should probably have posted in DC. But sometimes in DC we shoot the shit like the lounge, and sometimes in the lounge drug talk happens. I have posted some semi-incriminating shit before here, but i think i am now cognizant enough not to.

Just curious if you liked vyvanse is all, lol.

PS - oh, you're essential?? Me too!!
 
Oh yeah I know the type. Or rather I'm familiar with the other incarnation of them.

By which I mean people who think coffee is fine, energy drinks is fine. But taking caffeine in the form of a pill is baaaad.

Even though it's exactly the same thing in exactly the same quantity. But without sugar and shit.
 
JessFR said:
Oh yeah I know the type. Or rather I'm familiar with the other incarnation of them.

By which I mean people who think coffee is fine, energy drinks is fine. But taking caffeine in the form of a pill is baaaad.

Even though it's exactly the same thing in exactly the same quantity. But without sugar and shit.
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Yeah that's a weird one too. Various people I know have looked at me like I'm a junkie when I told them or they saw me taking a caffeine pill, while they're drinking Starbucks. I'm like, dude, there is literally no difference except you're paying like literally 50x more than I am for your caffeine you fucking stooge.
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah that's a weird one too. Various people I know have looked at me like I'm a junkie when I told them or they saw me taking a caffeine pill, while they're drinking Starbucks. I'm like, dude, there is literally no difference except you're paying like literally 50x more than I am for your caffeine you fucking stooge.
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Lulz, yeah...

I find the idea of thinking of someone as a druggy for taking caffeine pills hilarious in comparison to the actual druggy shit I've done.
 
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