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Bluelighter
Bro, this is a very, very bad idea. No, a horrible idea. No, words can't even describe how horrific of an idea this is.
Let me put it this way, he has anxiety issues that are so bad he needs medication to live. So, he already legally uses and relies on medication which means he is already in clear acknowledgement that drugs can be used to cure things (some people are scared of drugs or have morals on how much to use etc). Now, put this together with what heroin will do to him in comparison to his already prescribed drugs. It will cure his anxiety, it will make him feel more alive than he ever has in his life. It will show him a euphoria he never thought possible. A feeling of peace, that everything is ok in the world. Everything is perfect. Now, do you ever see him stopping once he feels this? Really?
I tell you what, if he uses heroin, I swear to god I would bet my entire life savings and my house to boot that he will become an addict for the rest of his life 100%...no 90%, not 99%-----100% addict for life. He will become a slave to it, and even if 20 or 30 years later he manages to stop, he will still crave for it and think about it, relapse and all the rest. Addict once = for life. He will ruin his life and all that he believes about himself and who he is. He will lose his morality, possessions, job (this is if he doesn't die from an OD obviously) for what? For the euphoria? For the amazing relief that heroin will provide that will downright dwarf what his anti-depressants and benzos do? YES. Absolutely, YES. WATCH IT.
If he mixes the lorazepam with it at a similar time to when he uses, he can, no, at a high enough dose, HE WILL STOP BREATHING...
If he wants to IV straight off he bat, he doesn't know what he is talking about. IV is for people that get high tolerances and end up using too much thus cost of the shit goes too high, so they start to IV to get catch the dragon again and use less. If he snorts a proper dose, he will see the power of the drug that will knock him to the moon and will see that there is no point in IVing as that feeling can not get much stronger unless you KO or die (as he is opiate virgin>?). He would realize that IV would need such a small dose, that OD is right around that corner if it just goes a little too much than needed. THIS IS A BADDD, BADD, BADD, fucking idea. DO NOT DO IT, PLEASE.
Don't.Do.It
Fuck, can't believe what I just read.
Let me put it this way, he has anxiety issues that are so bad he needs medication to live. So, he already legally uses and relies on medication which means he is already in clear acknowledgement that drugs can be used to cure things (some people are scared of drugs or have morals on how much to use etc). Now, put this together with what heroin will do to him in comparison to his already prescribed drugs. It will cure his anxiety, it will make him feel more alive than he ever has in his life. It will show him a euphoria he never thought possible. A feeling of peace, that everything is ok in the world. Everything is perfect. Now, do you ever see him stopping once he feels this? Really?
I tell you what, if he uses heroin, I swear to god I would bet my entire life savings and my house to boot that he will become an addict for the rest of his life 100%...no 90%, not 99%-----100% addict for life. He will become a slave to it, and even if 20 or 30 years later he manages to stop, he will still crave for it and think about it, relapse and all the rest. Addict once = for life. He will ruin his life and all that he believes about himself and who he is. He will lose his morality, possessions, job (this is if he doesn't die from an OD obviously) for what? For the euphoria? For the amazing relief that heroin will provide that will downright dwarf what his anti-depressants and benzos do? YES. Absolutely, YES. WATCH IT.
If he mixes the lorazepam with it at a similar time to when he uses, he can, no, at a high enough dose, HE WILL STOP BREATHING...
If he wants to IV straight off he bat, he doesn't know what he is talking about. IV is for people that get high tolerances and end up using too much thus cost of the shit goes too high, so they start to IV to get catch the dragon again and use less. If he snorts a proper dose, he will see the power of the drug that will knock him to the moon and will see that there is no point in IVing as that feeling can not get much stronger unless you KO or die (as he is opiate virgin>?). He would realize that IV would need such a small dose, that OD is right around that corner if it just goes a little too much than needed. THIS IS A BADDD, BADD, BADD, fucking idea. DO NOT DO IT, PLEASE.
Don't.Do.It
Fuck, can't believe what I just read.