Me and my girl are strung out in heroin again. It sucks but kinda fun. I am Going to get back on subs tomorrow probably. I have 500mg of lyrica and some clonidine. It's still going to suck
i figured man; I still am in a rough spot my place (sex, drugs, no money, no food, etc) otherwise I'd do anything I could help
stay strong
you CAN get off it again, you CAN! I believe in you.
I'm gonna partake in this one. I'm slightly under 2 weeks without any kind of drugs bingeing. I want to make it to, eh, I dunno. Something realistic or I'm setting myself up for failure. Maybe 1 month to start. Then when I get there, I'll take notes and see what my next target should be.
0 days I am never going to stop the madness
TO BE FAIR it involves NO opiates of any kind so... there's THAT under my belt, still.
oh and It's been at least 1 maybe 2 or 3 weeks since meth (time is not something I .am comprehending well right now)
and no benzos of any kind for 1.5-2 weeks?
A couple weeks. Girl miscarried on the 27th. I got robbed on January 14th. Lost my job. Then started using shortly after that
it's things like this that would cause
ANYONE
to relapse man, ANYONE. We're all HUMAN. Traumas like that are REALLY hard to get past for anyone no matter how "mentally healthy they've been their whole lives" so take your situation in consideration, forgive yourself.
We all make mistakes. Some of us learn from them and become bigger people YOU CAN TOO!
I'll never think less of you for anything my friend.
Yeah well all is not lost yet
THIS! Count your blessings every day even if the only thing you can think of is:
1) I'm alive and have a chance to learn from my mistakes and become a bigger person for it.
That's... kind of all I have had at times, over the years, and/or even if I had more to be thankful for it was the only thing I could really realize/work on.
You are a wonderful person CJ, an amazing friend and true down-to-earth good person.
Please keep the math in mind, like how many grams is that, how long would it last
Do the math, figure out you cannot stay high forever and make plans so you won't be stuck like this.
I'm here for you guys, make a plan, stick to it, and love each other.