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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 5th Dose (you took too much, seriously)

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I'm typing this having snorted 100mg some hours ago, and the main feature is detail.

As I I look at the screen every single pixel is visible, and this is a very novel way of looking at the world.

This is the ultimate limit of the the "things further away" visuals you get on ketamine. I have found that looking in a mirror gives you Matrix-hacking abilities, and the lack of a sense of ego means that making changes is far less arduous than with LSD or psilocybin. It's possible to make a an "executive decision" and reorder things as you see fit.

I believe that this drug has huge potential for psychotherapy.
 
Raymonde said:
This is the ultimate limit of the the "things further away" visuals you get on ketamine. I have found that looking in a mirror gives you Matrix-hacking abilities, and the lack of a sense of ego means that making changes is far less arduous than with LSD or psilocybin. It's possible to make a an "executive decision" and reorder things as you see fit.

I believe that this drug has huge potential for psychotherapy.
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I've spent a few hours under the influence of MXE doing nothing but reordering my brain. I'll examine situations that may possibly come up or have come up, and I can egolessly examine what emotions and reactions I'll have in response, and if I don't like it, I "open" that reaction and change it. MXE is the only drug I've been able to do this on, but I've never taken Ketamine or PCP, but have done like 30 odd other psychedelics and dissociatives.

MXE is amazing, truly. It trumped every drug but maybe DMT/DPT for me right away.
 
damn this is my fourth time posting this reply. Everytime I click quick reply it erases my entire post. damn, frustrating.

anyways, I've tried dissolving mxe in water in a spoon and it would NOT fully dissolve. After 5 minutes a good amount was still sitting at the bottom of the water and I tried crushing the little crystals but that just made them smaller without dissolving still. Anyone else experience this?
 
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damn this is my fourth time posting this reply. Everytime I click quick reply it erases my entire post. damn, frustrating.

anyways, I've tried dissolving mxe in water in a spoon and it would NOT fully dissolve. After 5 minutes a good amount was still sitting at the bottom of the water and I tried crushing the little crystals but that just made them smaller without dissolving still. Anyone else experience this?
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Yes, I always heat my MXE with a lighter under the spoon. I imagine it would dissolve eventually, especially with agitation, but fuck that noise.
 
This is such a popular RC.

I wish i could try it but it would appear i wont recieve it...
Only after waiting near 2 weeks now... Very angry


It most interested me in the fact that it works at lower doses really. Not a happy person right now
 
My favorite dose is 25-30mg. Tried 70mg and I blacked out, freaking out my gf. I'll stick to normal doses.
 
There is a really big variance of dosage among users. Some prefer 200mg to trip hard, while others get completely mindfucked above 70mg and don't want to try such doses.

I'm still searching for my dose, but take our warning to rather begin with low doses and work the way up than the other way around. I find dissociatives a lot more dangerous than typical psychedelics. IMO, comparing to dissociatives, psychedelics could cause no harm at all.
 
Yeah, mxe was my first try with dissociatives. I found it to be awesome in sub 50mg doses. I didnt like the blackout because I had no memory of the trip. All I know is that I kept asking who I wad and where I was, and I didnt recognize anyone. I'll stick with low doses.
 
^that sounds like my first experience with 5-meo-dmt, except i was also constantly asking if i was dying or dead.
Ive never had much confusion on MXE even on some pretty large doses. Maybe for a minute or two untill i realize im experiencing the drug effects. Then its quickly to bed with some tunes on or something interesting to watch. Despite MXE being much more stimulating and lucid than Ketamine, i still prefer to drop into a hole in my bed so safety and comfort.
 
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Yeah, mxe was my first try with dissociatives. I found it to be awesome in sub 50mg doses. I didnt like the blackout because I had no memory of the trip. All I know is that I kept asking who I wad and where I was, and I didnt recognize anyone. I'll stick with low doses.
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That's kind of the point with high doses of MXE. you remove all sense of self awareness and just are a thought-machine, planted in some body.
 
But I dont have any memory of it, so I can't see why I should take such doses if I have 0 memory of what happened. I dont remember anything, just that I took some mxe and then it was 3 hours later. Whats the appeal of that?
 
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But I dont have any memory of it, so I can't see why I should take such doses if I have 0 memory of what happened. I dont remember anything, just that I took some mxe and then it was 3 hours later. Whats the appeal of that?
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Get more used to it, dose a little bit lower. I used to get frustrated with DXM because my trips would pass by in the blink of an eye. Now that I'm very experienced with a dissociative headspace, it goes on forever and is very vivid. When I have overshot (Way, way, way, overshot) I still remember glimpses of the 2-3 hour peak, more so if I'm mixing it with tryptamines, they add a clarity to the trip. You can get to the point where you have obliterated all sense of you entirely, and you can exist as other objects. I remember one of my DPT/MXE mixes, I existed as sound vibrations, it was a very unique experience to be rising and falling with each individual sound, feeling reborn as noises would start, then die again as they diminished. In between songs or a song with a lull was very relaxing too, I would exist as the silence between the noise, which was very relaxing and comforting.

Also, try IM, it's very, very fucking magical. More so when you start shooting up mxe+psychedelics simultaneously, I can't wait to get my hands on some 25I-NBOMe for this very reason, even though I've only mixed tryptamines with it so far.
 
amazing weekend =D very messy and awesome. raves, friends, women, booze, mdma, music, mxe, deep chats, hugging, jaw grind, euphoric. done quite a bit of mxe already feeling nice. first time ive done it in many months. around 5 months im guessing. can feel it building. riding waves of euphoria. feels like christmas. feeling numb. animated. feel like a child. forgotten how low my tolerance is. loving this, ultimate chill drug, beautiful feeling and it keeps building, enveloped in love, feels like its replicating the dmt euphoria again. got a nostaglic feeling of what euphoria feels like as a child again. feel like im 7 again and ive just got my first playstation. this mxe looks different, slightly more tan colored. but appears to be good none the less. euphoria with no desire to smoke ciggerattes whatsoever....... very strange for me. always smoke when im on something..... but never wanna smoke on this. its almost like a guide, this stuff is a wisdom guide. ah fuck im flying. recollecting on recent memories makes me feel good. things are becoming more basic. separating. forgotten this feeling

fucking Sexy Mexy. this feeling is on par with Pre ban Meph, MDMA and DMT without a doubt, aint felt this good in awhile. we're privileged to be able to experience this tbh. can see why people abuse it. unbelievable. deep. im delving deeper. music is taking me on a journey. this drug is so diverse. give it some respect and it makes love to you
 
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I posted this on the methoxetamine combination threat but with no avail, so I thought I would post it here. Is this material safe to mix with 4-fa, I have heard speculations that 4-fa maybe be slightly serotogonic so I am slightly hesitant to mix the two, but the combination just sounds plush to me.
 
MXE is a dopamine reuptake inhibitor. it does not affect serotonin and more importantly will not ever cause serotonin syndrome! It can, however cause bad trips or freakouts/blackouts.

I would think that this would reduce the efficacy of amphetamines somewhat. But people combine Ket and MDMA all the time so I would say go right ahead.
 
urgh i think i still coming up on this, could be in for quite a ride. one of the best batches ive ever done, seriously loving this
 
ColtDan said:
urgh i think i still coming up on this, could be in for quite a ride. one of the best batches ive ever done, seriously loving this
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Enjoyed reading this. Be careful with it though. I hadn't used it for a long time and since ordering some more around 2 months ago, I haven't stopped. :(
 
:( sod that man, never had a desire to abuse it, doubt i'll do it again until next weekend or so. it needs respect. best experience to date though, dunno why it was such a good experience either. might have been because i was in quite a mood to start with, and i wasnt sloppy drunk and on dirty meph like i had been before. although i was quite stoned. previous experiences felt quite dirty, but they were still good. just a bit weirder and more confusing. this time the euphoria would gentley dip and rise, then fall again, then rise higher, kept creeping up until i peaked. dose was 30mg, then i fell asleep on my bed and woke up a few hours later feeling it, did 40mg, and rode with it. popped a valium before going to bed but couldnt sleep... i was lieing there, with my eyes shut, having a vivid feeling of being a bird flying over green fields and vallies, my body felt like it was gliding, felt liberated, it was stunning. must have drifted off to sleep eventually, woke up feeling a bit groggy from the valium but overall, pretty good. fresh as fuck, no after effects whatsoever. definitely ordering more before it gets banned. this stuff is off white, the previous stuff ive had before has been pretty much pure white, but this tan stuff feels better. perfect for listening to music, watching tv or whatever. literally felt like a child at christmas. shits all over cannabis as a chilled, relaxing drug
 
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