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Bluelighter
Id like to try it sometime, tho id snort it more than likely
My K meme was better.LSDMDMA&9925180 said:NSFW:![]()
i want 2cb
*sends llama hugs*LSDMDMA&9925657 said:I'm legit quitting this time 100%, because after last night, the inner fiend in me, the like drive to keep going and not stop, is absolutely gone.
I dont want to do it anymore, it doesn't cover up the depression and loneliness and pain anymore, and i've gotten out of the cycle of staying up late and all that.
This time, I'm quitting for good, and after a while i might just say i dont want the scripts anymore either even for RX/legitimate use. I envy what you all have because after consistantly being outcast by everybody, i've lost faith in me ever getting to live a normal life like all of you, lost faith in things ever changing...
tomorrow i will try to think of something to occupy my time instead of sitting on BL because i dont even fit in here....outcast socially, and even on a diverse internet forum i'm an outcast...i dont belong here, its not like i'm a popular/liked member on here anyway, so i may as well not even come around much.
I quit once for 3 months legitimately, i know i can quit and i am now for good. amphetamines after last night lost their like association with reasonable fun and i've got no desire to use them in the future.
Covering sadness with pharm grade amphetamine isnt the wya to go? Of course not, but you deal with being an outcast from 6th grade till you graduated HS, so you've lost touch with the idea of being social and how to socialize and what its like to have friends and all that, you try dealing with loneliness every day for years and you tell me how YOU handle it.
I'm just beyond help anyway, i'll never be able to have a normal life like all you guys do, or at least i lost faith in me ever getting to have friends, and socializing, and having fun, dating, etc.
I wish you all luck in your future endeavors, i'll probably pop in maybe once a day but probably just to read, i never contributed much anyway and seeing as I was just pretty mcuh tolerated by all you, as in i wasn't in like your guys online friend group or whatever its not gonna make a difference to you guys.
Sometimes i just wonder, how long is this going to go on for, before i stop it myself or if somehow i get to feel the natural highs that all you guys do, like knowing you've got friends, and going out and having fun with other people..
but sometimes i think i'm too broken to fix, too much of a fuckup loser to ever get to have a normal not lonely life.
I'm going to sleep....but in my book i've already quit amphetamines, which is good. i just wish someday i'll get to be truly really happy like all you guys are
So Bon Voyage ED Social, and probably BL period, i dont think i'm going to be on here much specially if i'm not using amphetamines, no point in bothering people who dont like me anyway
llama-out, for an undetermined amount of time.
And we're definitely not related, if that's how you feeland don't jack off for a long time lol
qft...You're not the only one who feels that way, you just show it more, there are some who are in the same boat and you wouldn't know it