Hi yall,
I have a concern about how I should approach getting subs with my doctor.
I asked my GP to refer me to a sub prescribing psychiatrist. I see him beginning of next week.
Over the past 2 years or so I've had a 200-300mg OC habit daily. It was nuts so over the past 2-3 weeks, I acquired a bunch of 8mg Subs and slowly tapering down.
I currently take 2mg sublingually in the mornings. I am aware this is still a very large dose. 2 mg is good to hold me for 24-36 hrs. I have tried 1mg but on that dosage WD is still apparent (with me the worst part being the extreme anxiety and malaise; a feeling of impending dread and that I'm not gonna make it)
I am set to run out soon tho and I know the best thing for me is to get a prescription and taper down even more.
When I see my new psychiatrist, should I tell him 100% the truth? That I am admitting that I need help, and taken proactive steps toward it? That I have been acquiring subs illicitly and they have been working out super well, and that the best thing for me IMHO is to get my own script?
While 100% honestly is the best policy, telling em I've been self-medicating is probably counter to them treating me. Alright it is straight up lol.
I mean it's obvious I'm there to get help, hop on the sub train. I may be overthinking this! Should I just leave that part out?
(I also don't want the doctor to think "this person obviously has some experience and tapered by himself" so he's drug seeking )
whew if you got to the bottom, thx for readin my novel. any help would be greatly appreciated!