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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 4th Dose (don't overdose)

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ColtDan said:
sometimes on MXE i feel like my personality is changing, almost turning into different people, its strange. i feel like i can alter certain parts of my personality, kinda like re-programming myself. amazing crazy shit
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Yeah I found that too, I used it to help shape me into a more confident and positive person and it's never 'worn off'. It's seriously changed my life.
 
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Three days out of the week, I IM 1-2mg when I wake up and at lunch as an anti-depressant, and oddly enough a stimulant I feel my thoughts flow easier and I get more shit done.

How bad of an idea is this?
 
Ralt said:
Three days out of the week, I IM 1-2mg when I wake up and at lunch as an anti-depressant, and oddly enough a stimulant I feel my thoughts flow easier and I get more shit done.

How bad of an idea is this?
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That is an extremely low dose. interesting that you feel anything from it.
 
Taoluo said:
Yeah I found that too, I used it to help shape me into a more confident and positive person and it's never 'worn off'. It's seriously changed my life.
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note to self: don't try mxe

lol.

idk why but stuff that changes your personality kinda is a turn-off for me trying them.

ive done acid once, 4-aco-dmt once, and dmt multiple times, but to me I don't really find these substances changing me per se. i'm able to view things from a different perspective while under the influence, but i haven't noticed any "permanent" changes.
 
substances shouldn't "change you" per se, but i'm sure there are a large percentage of people who frequent this site who may have found themselves in a less than perfect stage in their life.

mxe seems to be an *experience* that helps certain people to consciously follow steps that they've been putting off due to fear or laziness.

one of the fundamental features that give human beings so much strength and perseverance is the character trait of adaptability or flexibility, to be able to see new ways of attacking old problems. don't be afraid of change, tomorrow will be a completely new day!
 
Methoxetamine has just about wiped out my ability to procrastinate. Jeez when I look back I can't believe I put so many things off..talk about self-neglection at it's finest. But I always seemed to put everyone before myself which I was soo content with. I am now content with helping others and moving forward in my life, something that was impossible to balance out since I was just a kid. Methoxetamine has allowed me to be myself and not be afraid of bs nonsense that used to plague me. It's been 13 days since my last dose and everything that I've gained/learned has stuck...I get to continue my day 7 cycle in 2 days when I go home fom work :D
 
keep in mind that I do the stuff in small doses throughout the day for 7 days and only take a larger dose 2-3 times on the Friday/Saturday nights that I am home, usually to make movies seem like I am on a rollercoaster ride at Disney World...and yes I've had a few so-called bad trips on this stuff so don't fool yourself into believing that a large dose can't temporarely make you cry/scared. I convinced myself that I was a vegetable one time and had to have a friend talk me down. I still have no clue how I called him lol. Treat this stuff with respect and use responsibly.
 
Korn3x said:
note to self: don't try mxe

lol.

idk why but stuff that changes your personality kinda is a turn-off for me trying them.

ive done acid once, 4-aco-dmt once, and dmt multiple times, but to me I don't really find these substances changing me per se. i'm able to view things from a different perspective while under the influence, but i haven't noticed any "permanent" changes.
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I don't think a drug can actually change you unless you want to be changed - and don't most of us have things about ourselves we'd like to change? All humans have the willpower to improve ourselves, MXE just helps tap into that willpower.
 
I found 50mg p.r. quite mediocre. Especially that after 1 hour it started to resemble a bad trip. I had two tries with 50mg p.o. before and those were below average.

Would 100mg p.r. be sufficient?

nvm, going for 70mg
 
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Limitbreaker said:
I found 50mg p.r. quite mediocre. Especially that after 1 hour it started to resemble a bad trip. I had two tries with 50mg p.o. before and those were below average.

Would 100mg p.r. be sufficient?

nvm, going for 70mg
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Have you tied a lower dosage than 50mg yet?
 
Sp33dy said:
Methoxetamine has just about wiped out my ability to procrastinate. Jeez when I look back I can't believe I put so many things off..talk about self-neglection at it's finest. But I always seemed to put everyone before myself which I was soo content with. I am now content with helping others and moving forward in my life, something that was impossible to balance out since I was just a kid. Methoxetamine has allowed me to be myself and not be afraid of bs nonsense that used to plague me. It's been 13 days since my last dose and everything that I've gained/learned has stuck...I get to continue my day 7 cycle in 2 days when I go home fom work :D
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I feel the same fucking way. On my DPT+MXE trip at the like 7 hour mark I just sat there thinking about every area of life I'm lacking in, and what to do to change it. I even wrote it down and it all makes sense to me even now.

When I take my semi-regular injections of 1-2mg my mind just feels like it's on fire, I'm so active and doing shit, blows stimulants out of the water.
 
Love reading through some of the pages from regular mxe users. I've been using it regularly for the past few weeks and it's been a beautiful, insightful tool.

It gives me the chance to explore my mind, and to discover other people's. I can use it to drift off to beautiful places, become beautiful inanimate things and conquer new challenges.

I'm looking to move from insuf/subling to plugging, we'll see how that goes.
 
mxe is very strange. its actually the only thing that has ever worked as an antidepressant on me. the thing is i have to use it everyday. i have severely treatment resistant depression/anxiety. i have klonopin, lyrica, and suboxone.

lyrica helps me get shit done. im pretty hyper on it. i try to reserve it to weekdays. the mxe takes away the anxiety and depression....but i cant stop taking it everyday and even several times a day.

i mixed jwh with mxe a couple times and all hell broke loose. i didnt sleep AT ALL at night, the next night i had a full on panic attack. i tried taking one puff of jwh last night without anything in my system and i had fucking double vision couldnt walk straight.....my friend had to drive my car. so im never touching jwh again.

i flipped out so bad i flushed the jwh and mxe. im glad i flushed the jwh but not glad about the mxe. my girlfriend says im so much easier to be around when im on it. i can express myself better and am not an asshole. i CANNOT concentrate though. i cant even post like i am right now. i was injecting it IV but that just sucked and so i stuck with doing bumps of it.

im ordering some more to have around, but i know its gonna turn into an everyday thing again. i feel horrible right now. still recovering from that jwh shit that almost made me fucking crash my car.
 
DIY hell ova fun

So I decided to make the task of hanging a door a little more enjoyable, I subbed maybe thirty mg . I have some tolerance. Much fun was had handling a door that went from being A4 sized to door sized during the course of hanging it.

It fitted perfectly in the end,yay.


In hindsight the use of power plane and wood chisel, Could have gone orrtibly wrong but thankfully didn't. So kids don't mxe with Power tools.:):):)
 
the stuff works so damn well as an antidepressant that im trying to get it again. the only fucking thing is i would like to use it less than i do in reality. one dose a day is perfect......but then i get bored at night and end up doing more....then insomnia and confusion come in.

maybe ill actually give it to my girl to give to me once a day.......naw fuck that.
 
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