The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 4th Dose (don't overdose)
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jhjhsdi
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i could not even begin to describe....
ps I exercise ALOT, even had a fucking good work out about 12 hours into this mxe session....
Hmmmm maybe this has something to do with the fact that methoxetamine is a RESEARCH CHEMICAL with virtually no professional medical testing to determine what the short term and long term side effects of use and abuse in humans might be 8)
jhjhsdi
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✝SLAVERY✝;9757141 said:
oh yeah
I've done that on MXE before, It's really fun. Also, glowsticking for like 4 hours on MXE, such a good time and I truly felt exhausted afterwards. MXE gives me such a weird stimulation for a dissociative.
This drug is PERFECT!!!!!!!! Until you come off of it and all of your fucked up reality is right there waiting for you. Then all you want to do is go right back to perfect mxe land.
I know this resonates with different drugs for different people but this has never resonated for me personally until mxe. Everything about the feeling and where it takes you is perfect, and with such a fucked up reality it really helps you to dissociate away from it. I know this isnt healthy or right, but I just wanted to be honest with you all.
Took about 5 days a week for the past week or two, 2 days so far without it, just thinking about my health problems and the girl that fucked my heart over. Want to go back to mxe land but know it wont last, so Im just gonna be sober this weekend and who knows? maybe some more natural endorphins will replenish with a break
I know this resonates with different drugs for different people but this has never resonated for me personally until mxe. Everything about the feeling and where it takes you is perfect, and with such a fucked up reality it really helps you to dissociate away from it. I know this isnt healthy or right, but I just wanted to be honest with you all.
Took about 5 days a week for the past week or two, 2 days so far without it, just thinking about my health problems and the girl that fucked my heart over. Want to go back to mxe land but know it wont last, so Im just gonna be sober this weekend and who knows? maybe some more natural endorphins will replenish with a break
Still better than any other drug tho, by FAR, and that goes for lasting effects too. Even if I had to quit mxe forever its still shown me more positive and real revelations and epiphanies than any other drug, way less hedonistic and more productive than anything else. The only problem which cant even be considered a real problem, is that its too perfect
Also Im pissed that this is on erowid now. I dont want it to become banned and now its becoming more popular and a lot of the "trip reports" on there are of dumbass fucks like the guy who took 150mg in under an hour and then thought he might be od'ing. Fuck anybody like that
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I know the old saying of"YMMV", but man, I have never experienced such a disconnect between what I experienced and what I've read about this one.
I found it to be nothing BUT hedonistic and scatterbrained, there wasn't a single time I took MXE where afterwards I said to myself "That was rewarding/I learned something". And that compulsion to redose really puts me off as well.
Despite my highest hopes for this one it fell flat.
Glad it brings some positives for some people though![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
I found it to be nothing BUT hedonistic and scatterbrained, there wasn't a single time I took MXE where afterwards I said to myself "That was rewarding/I learned something". And that compulsion to redose really puts me off as well.
Despite my highest hopes for this one it fell flat.
Glad it brings some positives for some people though
I know the old saying of"YMMV", but man, I have never experienced such a disconnect between what I experienced and what I've read about this one.
I found it to be nothing BUT hedonistic and scatterbrained, there wasn't a single time I took MXE where afterwards I said to myself "That was rewarding/I learned something". And that compulsion to redose really puts me off as well.
Despite my highest hopes for this one it fell flat.
Glad it brings some positives for some people though
I guess it just all comes down to the individual. Overtime I have learned to really never trust other peoples experiences with substances, I almost always have a unique experience to myself. Everyones chemistry is much different I have learned and so you cant really expect everyone to act the same. I believe everyone has that one "substance vice" that hits their sweet spot like no other
Addam
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That's just 1 trial. Don't be a quitter man
lol.
I actually found the effects I experienced so out of line with that of others that I went on to sample MXE from 3 different suppliers. To no avail
No euphoria, no profundity, no motivation. The only real positive was that it literally caused my chronic pain to disappear when I was using it. Which also made it really easy to justify redosing. Too easy actually.
I really wanted to like this one, it just didn't work out that way.
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C'est la vie.
I suppose I'll live
Not liking MXE could be the best thing that ever happened to you
yes i feel you. with 4-aco-dmt the experience was so perfect, and it was like i never wanted to leave this place of youth that it brought me.
recently ive been going through a lil shit, but being sober really can be rewarding at times. it does take a slightly altered mindset in order to be comfortable with that way of thinking tho.
i will have to do some more research on this mxe stuff.
yeah exactly. I just didnt want to deal with my reality so I stayed in perfect MXE land as much as possible. To be honest I think this issue only happened because I was dealing with a lot of very real bull shit in my life, and I was just trying to run from it. But I finally did just accept it and become sober and not run from it and deal with the issues, and although they are still there and still annoying, I feel a lot better knowing I can work through issues without a crutch, and now that I have been sober for about 3 days straight 100% from everything, I feel very rejuvinated and coming back to my old self.
Once again want to reiterate it was never the MXE causing a problem, rather it was me just loving the feeling of MXE and trying to use it as a crutch to escape my real day to day problems, which is never healthy.
Now that things are back in perspective, hopefully I can get rid of these real issues in my life with some time (relationship issues are a bitch, im sure you all know) and MXE will be there for a little vacation whenever I want it
Gosh mxe is SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!
Jakeperson
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Yes I found MXE to be a very good drug to escape from reality, especially when mixed with opiates (before or after). Probably the greatest escape from reality ever, however I don't see that as a good thing like I did at the time.
incognition
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Ok. I've had a constant supply of this since october and have used it a lot. 1-2 times a week, sometimes breaks for 2-3 weeks and sometimes more often. What do i think? One of the best drugs in the world, ever.
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