Random MSN Gibberings LX: Cabbage it is...

[brimz]

I just picked up some Physeptone tabs cos i'm going away n i don't want 2 take the liquid .
anyway i've had 40mg my normal dose n it feels stronger than the juice , i think its psychological but it's nice with 30mg of diaz n 30ml of nitraz , this is my daily prescription so i'm not using anything i shouldn't.

 

[matt<3ketamine]

must feel good to be getting mashed legally, 30mg diaz n 30ml of nitraz wouldnt go a miss here, 30mg diaz would do me even, the doctors over here are very strict with what they give people, a friend of a friend got his head kicked in the other day and has a broken leg now, they only gave him co-codamol for pain relief

 

[james123x]

must feel good to be getting mashed legally, 30mg diaz n 30ml of nitraz wouldnt go a miss here, 30mg diaz would do me even, the doctors over here are very strict with what they give people, a friend of a friend got his head kicked in the other day and has a broken leg now, they only gave him co-codamol for pain relief

tru dat, my sister broke my nose and damaged my right testicle and all i got was fucking diclofenac and co codamol!

 

[bignbrown]

haha

 

[Jabberwocky]

Ummm... either that or she loves him and is sick of watching him deteriorate into what sounds like a significant addiction?

Mollycoddling someone with unreserved empathy and understanding in the hope that it will change addiction-related behaviour is optimistic. If somebody's loved one is a pushover, then the grip of the substance (if not the individual themselves) will more than likely take advantage.

Humans are, ultimately, fairly selfish. However, in their defence, they are quite capable of making rational decisions when faced with a simplistic enough option.

I think that's what his partner is doing: providing a simple enough option - no doubt in a mixture of selfishness and love to an end of self-preservation.

That's not to say that this approach is universally successful, or even universally applicable.

i know all too well how an affliction can take advantage of the fact that people around you are pushovers/don't want to admit the truth of the situation etc. and you're right, mollycoddling in general wont help, but you can communicate worry and the fact that the situation has to change in a less emotionally manipulative manner. whats wrong with just stating the facts, such as sneaking around raises massive alarm bells?

my feeling is that this 'you love drugs more than me' attitude will only serve to make bcf/cbrox feel worse about themselves, which wont help their problems one iota. in my head, if my boyf (who is currently keeping a subtle eye on my food and benzo consumption....) told me that, that would be a green light to fucking go for it, why do i want to be with such a selfish cunt anyway, plus the relationships already fucked so now i can just get caned without worrying about him- but i am a very black and white thinker.

 

[brimz]

must feel good to be getting mashed legally, 30mg diaz n 30ml of nitraz wouldnt go a miss here, 30mg diaz would do me even, the doctors over here are very strict with what they give people, a friend of a friend got his head kicked in the other day and has a broken leg now, they only gave him co-codamol for pain relief

Cnts
What you have to do is go through them all n keep sayin its still hurting it goes
Paracetamol
Co codamol
Dic lanofenic
Tramadol
Oramorph
Then if your still complaining u might get a shot of morphine
i complain alot but i've got ahuge tolerance to pain killers so obviously most stuff ain't gonna do me shit.
Feel 4 ya f of a f though thats plain cruel.

 

[effie]

It's pure lack of education/interest/pharmacoloy teaching/fear of prescribing opiates rife in the medical world. Pretty terrible. If you can, try to see the pain team at the hospital - they're comfy with using all sorts of high potency opiates and you'll be much more likely to get adequate analgesia..

edit: also, chinup, I have to say I haven't come across benzos causing photosensitivity, but nurses often pick up on things before docs as they are the ones "on the ground" seeing patients day in day out and are less focused on the doctoring-side of things.. I shall definitely investigate! V interesting

 

[CbRoXiDe]

^ Ha yeh, I remember being in hospital and the nurse or whoever gave me morphine was almost positive it hadn't worked, cause apparently it sends most people abit weird and I was just normal. Got me some more though !

 

[effie]

to you cbrox, nice to see you back here, hope you are okay (have read your posts so.. as okay as you can be!) pm/fb me up if you wanna chat

 

[Munroe]

must feel good to be getting mashed legally, 30mg diaz n 30ml of nitraz wouldnt go a miss here, 30mg diaz would do me even, the doctors over here are very strict with what they give people, a friend of a friend got his head kicked in the other day and has a broken leg now, they only gave him co-codamol for pain relief

I broke my femur some years ago, was in hospital for 2 weeks and they put me on diazepam to sleep through the night and co-codamol for pain.

Had an operation, massive plate put in and 8 screws, when I got discharged they gave me a few packets of 800mg Ibuprofen tablets

Unfortunately I wasn't savvy enough at the time to realise if I complained I might get something a bit more useful.

 

[breakcorefiend]

at work today, very quiet, nothing to do really, enjoying it plus leaving at 4.30 as i aint got enough oyster fare for rush hour BOOM lol but yea im feeling better then i have in weeks, colour has returned to my face, emotions under control and have built a strong foundation for my relationship to flourish upon.. on other news..found out my best mate got his gf knocked up and she wants it and he doesnt, he isnt in a postion to look after himself let alone a baby! so im guna invite him up and get him smashed and hopefully give him a bit of headspace from the whole ordeal..should really belong in anti snoo but theres good parts

 

[SpecialK_]

Didn't get asleep till after 3 last night, too much shit on my mind. Time to get up and do a repetition of yesterday, it all ends tomorrow so really can't wait. I'll be a regular visitor to the 'I'M FUCKED THREAD' as opposed to here.

I HATE that Diclofenac shit. Back when I decided to raid my dad's medicine cupboard there was a shit load of it, labelled 'neck pain killers'. Instantly, anyone who (like me) loved their opiates thought they were in la-la-land. Until I found it they did absolutely fuck all and I was left with boxes upon boxes of them. Are they actually good for pain relief? I've never had real trouble for it, but I'd most likely self medicate if that's how hospitals are. I know if I broke my arm or something I'd bang a few DHC down the hatch just to smooth it out.

 

[brimz]

Didn't get asleep till after 3 last night, too much shit on my mind. Time to get up and do a repetition of yesterday, it all ends tomorrow so really can't wait. I'll be a regular visitor to the 'I'M FUCKED THREAD' as opposed to here.

I HATE that Diclofenac shit. Back when I decided to raid my dad's medicine cupboard there was a shit load of it, labelled 'neck pain killers'. Instantly, anyone who (like me) loved their opiates thought they were in la-la-land. Until I found it they did absolutely fuck all and I was left with boxes upon boxes of them. Are they actually good for pain relief? I've never had real trouble for it, but I'd most likely self medicate if that's how hospitals are. I know if I broke my arm or something I'd bang a few DHC down the hatch just to smooth it out.

Diclofenac is horrible n you can tell cos the next day when its coming out your system your urine absolutley stinks

 

[Myshkin]

If it can kill vultures, it ain't going in my system. That's how I view diclofenac.

 

[Munroe]

I managed to get a shite nights sleep as well. Going to bed at 2 then lying awake at 4.30am being kept awake by the fucking dawn chorus to have to get up at 6.30am is not a great start to the day.

 

[brimz]

Dawn chorus is getting a bashing 2day i'm not impressed,
i feel 4 you if they are waking u up but its a wonderfull sound imo and never fails 2 make me happy

 

[SpecialK_]

There was something ringing last night in my house, although there are other people in it so it's not like I can barge around and find the source. Was like a phone vibrating on the floor from a text message every few minutes up until about 3 in the morning. Was one of those moments when your about to drift off but 'zzzzzzzzzz' - pardon the pun.

 

[Myshkin]

Dawn chorus is getting a bashing 2day i'm not impressed,
i feel 4 you if they are waking u up but its a wonderfull sound imo and never fails 2 make me happy

With you on that one, El Brimzo. Nothing beats spring and summer mornings and the sound of the world before The Machine rumbles into life.

Missed it this morning; day off, slept in and had a dream I went to work by accident. Then the dream mutated into one where I found a bag full of weed and some oriental woman in a 4x4 pulled up and started talking to me. We had a conversation then I asked my mates who the hell she was. They just said "you should know". Then I woke up.

I'll never know...

 

[effie]

Haha mysterious Sam.. maybe you'll meet her one day?

I love early mornings too, was the only good thing about 6am starts with my last job, walking through the empty streets in the in-betweeny-time between night and day.. lush

I love twilight too, for similar reasons I think. Gorgeous times of day

 

[tambourine-man]

i know all too well how an affliction can take advantage of the fact that people around you are pushovers/don't want to admit the truth of the situation etc. and you're right, mollycoddling in general wont help, but you can communicate worry and the fact that the situation has to change in a less emotionally manipulative manner. whats wrong with just stating the facts, such as sneaking around raises massive alarm bells?

Nothing wrong with that. It's a valid approach. If the person is prepared to respond to a factually-laden argument.

my feeling is that this 'you love drugs more than me' attitude will only serve to make bcf/cbrox feel worse about themselves, which wont help their problems one iota.

They'll only feel worse if they know the statement is true. Guilt does that.

If the statement is false, then it'll do one of two things:

1. Wake them up to the fact that something good (and real) in their life is on the line
2. Make them burst into a fit of righteous indignation and cut their nose off to spite their face...

in my head, if my boyf (who is currently keeping a subtle eye on my food and benzo consumption....) told me that, that would be a green light to fucking go for it, why do i want to be with such a selfish cunt anyway, plus the relationships already fucked so now i can just get caned without worrying about him- but i am a very black and white thinker.

...like that.

Of course, it might lead to a third option: that the usage becomes ever more covert and surreptitious in order to avoid detection. But really, if that's the option one takes, you really have to question quite how much love and respect there is in that relationship.

Bottom line is that I really suspect that their respective partners haven't made such a verbal ultimatum because they aren't getting regular ego boosts, or any other such manipulative nonsense. I think they're doing it because it's a fast-track method of re-aligning somebody's priorities.