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Morning Mister Cornish, and the rest of EADD too.

For some reason I'm feeling a little more fresh and better than the past few mornings. Not that I have anything to be particularly glad about save for my health, liberty and the understanding of some good people, but that'll do for now.

Take the day by the horns, then (but remember that animal cruelty is wrong).

That is all.
 
Fucking come down. Well, I had to one day soon, but i've crashed fucking hard and just had a long look at myself. Boyfriends in a quiet mood but not as low as me, so he's cycled home as we probably both just need some space. I can't get back to sleep either as I'm too hungry and my minds running ten to the dozen.

I just want to get drunk (But i've managed two weeks and only drank once - progress in that department) but with a quid and no sign of my dole yet (I'm owed 4 weeks) it don't look like it'll happen unless I give my Latvian expert shoplifting mates a call. One of them nicked a phone from me to cash it in for some smack for them as I wouldn't score for them as they were skint, but the phone didn't work ( more fool them, or whoever they got to swap it with) and I've forgiven them, ish.

Be good so see some different faces.

Anyway, good morning!
 
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I hate mornings, even though I start today at 10pm I struggled to get out of bed, fuck knows how I'll manage when I've to start at 8am tomorrow. Gonna need to be up and out early, gash like!

Progress cherry, really? Your recent posts suggest you've turned into a crack and smack head who doesn't eat. Be better to get your mates to shoplift some food for you I'd think or spend that quid on some rice seeing as your starving and haven't ate since Saturday or something.

I don't get the part about forgiving them for the phone part tho.
 
^ It is progress with booze aye, considering I used to drink every day for years. I'm not a smack nor a crackhead. My last quid along with coppers will be spent on something I can eat yeps. I do eat, just usually minuscule amounts a day. I've just wised up though, and am on a getting stuff done one today. Already e-mailed my future boss booking an appointment to go in and learn the training matrix to start my NVQ, and now i'm going to paint the one wall I have left in my house that needs doing.

The phone part I can't be arsed to explain, just cos it's complicated and I can't be bothered :)

I'm getting quite used to mornings, as I usually see them these days, the catch is not to end up back asleep by afternoon, then awake all night!
 
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Recently crack & smack adventures / woes are pretty much all you've posted about on here. It's depressing to read it, you honestly seem like you're spiralling out of control. Coupled with the fact you've said you eat at most one meal a day it doesn't seem like it'll be long before you have some major problems or are dead. :\
 
I've been off the rails yeah, but i'm getting back on them!!!! I do feel chaotic and out of control, a bit. But, at least i've noticed.

Don't read my posts if you don't want :) Sometimes I just need a space to vent them though, isn't that what Bluelight is for?
 
^ cherry you're right BL is a place to come and vent but it doesn't mean we don't worry. I particularly worry about your eating. if you keep that up, you do know having nothing in your stomach ever means theres nothing your colon can grab onto meaning shitting yourself in pubklic with NO WARNING right? - this is BEFORE you get to the muscle wastage stage, when yeah, your colon and the rest of you is too fucked to describe. nourishment drinks wont help that, try a bit of fruit, though not too much because constantly overloading your stomach with acid brings its own team of problems. i don't want to patronise you, but it does worry me. I'm also kind of jealous. I want to lose a stone in a month without trying.


morning EADD.

so back onto house mates.... someone's just messaged me looking for a 2 month let. they're pregnant. what are pregnant people like to live with? how far along do they have to get to become hormonal messes? do they have any right to go sick if we smoke in our own rooms? i'm a bit worried. to be looking to move now suggests her support network isn't great. and i really am not having a new born baby in my house. i practically live with a 2 year old and a 4 year old and i swear if the lady next door pops another one out i'm moving.
 
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^ cherry you're right BL is a place to come and vent but it doesn't mean we don't worry. I particularly worry about your eating. if you keep that up, you do know having nothing in your stomach ever means theres nothing your colon can grab onto meaning shitting yourself in pubklic with NO WARNING right? - this is BEFORE you get to the muscle wastage stage, when yeah, your colon and the rest of you is too fucked to describe. nourishment drinks wont help that, try a bit of fruit, though not too much because constantly overloading your stomach with acid brings its own team of problems. i don't want to patronise you, but it does worry me. I'm also kind of jealous. I want to lose a stone in a month without trying.


morning EADD.

so back onto house mates.... someone's just messaged me looking for a 2 month let. they're pregnant. what are pregnant people like to live with? how far along do they have to get to become hormonal messes? do they have any right to go sick if we smoke in our own rooms? i'm a bit worried. to be looking to move now suggests her support network isn't great. and i really am not having a new born baby in my house. i practically live with a 2 year old and a 4 year old and i swear if the lady next door pops another one out i'm moving.
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I know I know, I have an anorexic sister, so I should know better! I've seen her in some states. I've just no appetite though. Plus, smack = constipation. I don't need to worry about the shitting myself in public thing ;)
Once my 4 week late dole comes in, i'm going to actually buy some food and get back on my soup making/cous cous/enchilada etc tip. I also had a stone to lose, which is why it's probably not even that noticable, other than my jeans falling off me and fitting into my old size 10 jeans. My skirt fell down around my ankles in public when two mates tried to pick up a ketamised me! Least I gave everyone a laugh.

Pregnant housemate, crikey!

I'd say her hormones would already be flying all over the place. And yeah, a new born baby in the house? Eeeek!
 
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Jesus Chinup, rather you than me. I agree on the support network, can't imagine she'll tolerate smoking and probably won't be an equal partner in doing stuff around the house. I mean yes obviously everyone cuts pregnant women slack and so they should, but it's probably not a very stable foundation for a flatshare.
 
One of my friends was pregnant recently. I have to say she was not the most stable person during that time.

Kind of sticks in my throat to advise against it though, because it sounds a little like discrimination against pregnant women. Then again, I don't think a flatshare is an idea situation for a pregnant woman (or a newborn baby for that matter).

Hmmm... tough one.
 
lol it looks like i'll have to tell her no then. she doesn't even definitely want the room yet but i need to give it some thought. its either that or totally fuck her over with her contract (though i don't own the house i can do an owner occupier agreement which means i can give her 24 hours notice if she goes off on one and she'll still owe me the rent, thoguh i'd prob let her off as long as she left), which is unfair but i'm sorry a pregnant stranger isn't my concern and she can't expect it to be unless she's like the most sound person ever. though one good thing about her being pregnant is i don't think she can cook much meat. the smoking thing should maybe help me continue cutting down.

just found out my cousin's on standby to go to libya. fuck fuck fuck fuck. he had this knee injury for ages so didn't have to do active combat (27 months in iraq/afghanistan should be enough!) but it appears he's better. i'm devastated. his active tours have ruined him.

well i'm glad you know the score about that cherry. but i wanna be hearing about all your healthy meals as soon as the cash comes in!! ugh i am still jealous though, that and the fact you seem to have at least had some fun. lost my appetite again the last few days so maybe in a month you'll be lecturing me lol.
 
Can't imagine Libya would be a fun place to be right now. That's bad news indeed.

And quit with the talk about being jealous of losing a stone, chinup. I seriously don't believe you could do that and still be able to stand up straight. Sort the appetite out too.

Says the man who had to be force-fed takeaway by his ex-girlfriend yesterday evening. :D
 
i can lose 2 and a half stone and still stand!!!! roughly 50% of the time.... if i don't get up too fast.....

edit- i've just realised what an awful thing that is to say. i promised myself i would kill myself if i ever ended up like that because its such a sad lonely existence. not being able to leave the house half the time because you're not sure if you'll collapse on the 4 flights of stairs it would take to get back home.
 
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i can lose 2 and a half stone and still stand!!!! roughly 50% of the time.... if i don't get up too fast.....
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Exactly. Wouldn't rate your chances in even the mildest of breezes though. :D

EDIT: Shite attempt at dark 'humour' came before chinup's edit.
 
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I hope y'all is aving a good day on this fine Wednesday
Im waiting to hear back about a job I applied for lsat week
so frustrating when no one gets back to you. I'll prob just ring them myself even f that does look a little deperate
 
Cherry, COME TO MINE FOR DINNER TONIGHT. That is all.

Oh, and chinup <3
 
Mornernoon all, no work today so caught up on some sleep and only really just got up. In my drunken state last night I ordered two large pizzas from dominos, he couldn't find my flat though so I had to go outside in my shorts and flip flops, walk for about 2 minutes to the main road and direct him and flag him down, then walk back with the pizzas, was a bit of a mission.

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Cherry, COME TO MINE FOR DINNER TONIGHT. That is all.
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That is an invitation that noone should turn down. :)
 
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