verycurious
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Thanks for your replies - zaramorph, those videos were amazing. thanks for that. Im glad I found this thread.
Hey all.
This is my very first post here. Basically I came accross this thread accidentally and was just amazed by reading it so i felt i had to come on here and ask a few questions. please do not get abusive at me or my ignorance but I had this idea about people that took heroin as being down and out and unable to string any form of sentences together, never mind use the internet or be able to use a forum.
please just know that its not because i look down on users, its because i dont know one single person that has ever done it and the only thing i know about heroin is what my parents told me or what i see in the movies. I'm live in a fairly big city in ireland, so god only knows how i managed to get through 30 years without coming accross heroin. i myself would be a very heavy weed smoker and i have taken / will continue to take ecstacy, coke and speed on big nights out or whenever its available. I'll probably try mushrooms and lsd eventually but the one drug i have never desired to try was heroin. why? because i see on the tv, the horrible conditions that users live in, that they will sell their children in order to be able to buy it, they die, once you use once your hooked for life etc... up until i came accross this thread i would have continued to think this was true - but you all seem like stable, normal decent people and im wondering what is the difference between you guys and the horror stories that i often hear on tv? is it possible as a user to get up in the morning, take the kids to school, or get yourself to school/college, cook dinner, do housework and all the other activities of daily life that we all need to get through? do you have jobs? again, i am in no way trying to offend anyone here and im not in the slightest anti-drugs - i am very very innocent when it comes to this form of drug and its use. i am extremely curious to know what happens in the day to day life of a user. for me, im addicted to weed, i save it to the evenings tho. im in college studying to be a nurse by day, but when i come home i roll a few and smoke for the night. is it typically the same with heroin? are any of you big weed smokers as well as heroin users and would you care to tell me how similar or different these two drugs are... a good honest reply is something im looking for!!
thanks.
you from dublin?
Thanks for your replies - zaramorph, those videos were amazing. thanks for that. Im glad I found this thread.
im from cork.
Its my pleasure hun.. glad i could give you some good info.. but seriously, when i was in my 20's, i did try all types of drugs, and thought i'd never ever try the "dirty smack" but since i made the mistake of giving it a go.. things have never been the same for me since, ive lost a lot through using heroin, i was niave to think it would be ok to just give up.. ive tried to give it up more times then i can remember & believe me when i say its the hardest thing ive ever tried to do & if im honest, i dont know if i can ever give it up, its become my life, & i bet the majority on here will agree with me..pls never ever go there
Enjoy your weed hun.. stick with that as your choice of drug.. that way, you can still function & have a good future, TC x
Its my pleasure hun.. glad i could give you some good info.. but seriously, when i was in my 20's, i did try all types of drugs, and thought i'd never ever try the "dirty smack" but since i made the mistake of giving it a go.. things have never been the same for me since, ive lost a lot through using heroin, i was niave to think it would be ok to just give up.. ive tried to give it up more times then i can remember & believe me when i say its the hardest thing ive ever tried to do & if im honest, i dont know if i can ever give it up, its become my life, & i bet the majority on here will agree with me..pls never ever go there
Enjoy your weed hun.. stick with that as your choice of drug.. that way, you can still function & have a good future, TC x
@ The Pool , 4 days & a bad case of the flu ! Who you trying to kid son ? try a couple of weeks of sheer hell, plus a couple of months of irregular sleep patterns, still i suppose we are all different . No offence mate , so pls no jokes !!
Ah bollox!!!!!I decided to try to save a few quid to~night but it was a bad idea!!! A bloke that i know was selling 0.3 for €20 in Dublin 11, i thought that i'd go for it coz Dublin 11 is right beside where i live & €20 is pre~drought price, but it wasn't pre~drought gear, i'm so pissed off with myself for being lazy & for trying to save a few quid, i let my guard down, deep down i just knew that it was a bad idea!!! Well more a stupid idea to buy 6!!!!
I had been getting good gear for over a week now, but i was paying €30 for 0.35, & it was well worth it!!! My boyfriend & i bought 6 bags of the stuff to~night & its pure crap!! A total waste of €120!!! Its that stuff that was going around 6 weeks ago, the stuff that looks perfect on the foil but there is no buzz off it what so ever I can't believe i got stuck with bash again, things had been going so well with gear for the last while!!
That is the last time i'll try to save a few quid, i even asked your man how come his stuff was at pre drought prices, & he just said coz we were buying 6 bags bla~bla~blaaaa...... Its all just bull shit that they tell you anyway!!! Also i'd heard a few people saying recently that they had got pre drought gear at the old price. He swore that it was amazing gear & 2 of my mates had scored some of the same gear earlier & they thought that it was really good???!!!! Although these are the same 2 mates of mine that have been buying bash since November!!! They are boyfriend & girlfriend & they would score any old crap, so i was a stupid to listen to them in the first place!! Why oh why......??
So my North Dublin update to~night is, that there is good gear around Dublin at the moment, its not as good as what i was getting before the drought but it is good. But there is also plenty of bash still around, my advise would be, don't run out & buy 6 bags in one go like i did, buy one & if its good go back for more. Also if they are selling at pre~drought prices, stop & ask your self why, if its good gear they can & probably will charge more for it!! A~haaaaaaaaa!!! I can't believe i was so SO stupid!!!!
@ Zara, hi~ya!!!Its great to see you back on Bluelight!! I hope all is well your end?! You gave some good advice in your post about using!!!
I haven't seen Basketcase on B.L. in a while either, i think she was trying to stay clean, i hope its working out well for her!!
5 months into the drought, who would of ever thought it?! At least there are some good bits around now at last!!!![]()
Verycurious - heroin's a bit like magic, no place for dabblers. Once you're into it, you're into it. People do get back but rarely all the way.
Blondin, think "only 4% ever come off methadone" is one of those fake statistics used to support an 'no more scripts' treatment agenda. It's standard technique for abstentionist opiophobes, they've being doing it for years. The latest e.g. relates to the ''success'' of rehabs -" if you take an eight day period, 19.7 months after discharge, don't count weekends and women whose name starts with K, statistics prove conclusively etc." Tragedy is no-one bothers to check and they get away with it time after time.
It's very strange, the entirely negative media representations of addicts and addiction. You never see a happy drug user on tv or in the papers but "my heroin hell" features are everywhere. Of course they really mean "my financial, legal and social hell" but the dope gets the blame. It seems part political, to keep everyone afraid, and part unthinking primeval, where most fear has its origins. How many 'users' ( even language is stolen to shape your thoughts) would stop feeling bad were heroin legal and respectable? As it is, if you've a responsible job ( as many addicts have, especially if 'scripted' ) you'll get the boot if you don't stay in the closet. Same person, same competence but nobody thinks beyond the fantasy drummed into them since primary school.
Didn't know there were no Limerick addicts 5 years ago, from you-tube they've surely caught up for lost time. As for the castigated Mr Brown, it's probably healthier to smoke heroin than fentanyl patches. But it's understandable why he strives to avoid the label of 'smackhead'.
People don't think cos they think it's easier that way. Lot of things they're told to think and to think it's their thought. 'Heroin can expose the "washed brains are sexier" indoctrination of the cosumer brigade. First off, you buy a bag instead of that designer dishware. Later, you wonder why you would ever buy such things and what, in fact, makes you 'happy'. You think about what you need and thus start to think for yourself. To think, period. The way it should be. Maybe that's the historical purpose of Europe's epidemic. Don't expect to see it on tv.
For all we know, maybe a "think tank" is responsible for the drought. Ah well, as long as they know we come in peace and leave us Dublin..
about the limerick issue...im surprised someone from the UK ever even heard of the place. and since i got cousins from limerick and been there a number of times, i know for a fact heroin was nearly non existant there till 04/05
No, the Rubberbandits have still to put Limerick on the map over here. Any idea how it changed? Was the heroin fashion an overnight thing, as in so many other towns, or do things move more slowly in those parts?
BLers have to keep the standards up, SG, lest they get chopped by those ruthless moderators.![]()